Amongst the dark, there will be some light.
It seems easy to say, but hard to fulfill. It is so easy, so easy, just for you to say encouraging words to others so that they can pull through their tough times. But how many times you can say it to yourself? I guess one in a thousand times? A million? Perhaps not even once.
What is life about? Can anyone tell me? Cause I don’t know the answer. I really don’t. At times, some people seems to have so much fun. But have anyone seen the mask behind their faces? Or maybe some people appears to be gloomy, but in their heart they are smiling? I don’t know, and I have no rights to say anything about this.
But, amongst all those sad things, those dark and gloomy days. Those lonely nights. Those fearful obstacles that you have to overcome. There would often be some light. Some form of hope for anyone. Maybe when you are really down and out, there would be a hand out there, reaching out for you. Trying to pull you up, helping you. I don’t know.In life, there would often be many obstacles placed out for you. There would definitely be some things for you to be afraid of. Including me. Someone told me today that I look as if I am not afraid of anything. I smiled back and replied politely, “Oh Really?” But, in my heart. I was thinking. Thinking. Is it cause of the mask that I put on that tells others that I am strong? That I am not afraid of anything? I don’t know, but I guess it is. For, I always appeared strong, I guess. Not many had seen my tears. Yes, tears do drop from my eyes often. But, I will try not to.
I don’t know if its a compliment or not. But, I guess those “hard work” that I had put in, to put on that heavy mask, had paid off? I don’t know. But yes. I do feel sad and emotional. Yes. I have feelings too. But, if you don’t care about my feelings. I don’t see why I should care about your feelings. Get it? I don’t know why I am saying this, but. It just comes out. ((:So now, to everyone out there, facing any obstacles. Remember this.
Even when everything falls, there would be some form of light. Wait for it to shine at you, and guide you through your way out. ((:
Sometimes, all I need is just a hug.
5:18 PM