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I Believe
当我在你家门口
When I am at your doorstep
下雨了你看了也会难过
When it rains , you will be sad when you see it

I Believe
你不说话的时候
When you do no ttalk
也是一种其实你在回应我
Its also a way of answering me

虽然不曾说
Although I have never said
相信你正在懂
I believe that you understand
就算牵的不是我的手
Even if its not my hand you hold
我不真的难过
I am not really sad

不知道在高兴什么
Don't know what I am happy at
你的笑容有时候也宁可当作你在为我加油
Sometimes your smile , I would rather its to cheer me on
不知道在妄想什么
Don't know what I am dreaming at
只告诉自己I Believe
Only tell myself , I belive
你总会看到我
You will see me one day
在某个时候想让你陪伴的是我
At some moments , its me whom wants you to accompany

I Believe
没有回应的时候
When no one answers
只不过正好你在电话中
Its only that you are on phone

I Believe
语音信箱的沉默也是一种
The silence in the voicemail is also a kind
其实你在倾听我
When you are listening

在一切之后
After all these
留在你身边的是我
I am the one staying by your side

那延续太久的一时冲动
The lagged rashness
在你身后的独角戏
The one man show behind you
聚光灯没亮过怀疑
The candle light have never been lighted , I suspect
是自己编造的内容
Its my own make up of story

I Believe
一定会有结果
There will be an end
在很久以后
After very long
留在你身边的是我
The one beside you is me
会陪著你的人是我
The one accompanying you is me

I belive .

nothing is ever important .
1:48 PM

Yesterday
昨天
All my troubles seemed so far away
我的烦恼好像那么远
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
现在它好像要留在这里
Oh,I believe in yesterday
哦,我相信昨天

Suddenly
突然间
I'm not half the man I used to be
我不识半个以前的我
There's a shadow hanging over me
有一个影子勾在我这里
Oh,yesterday came suddenly
哦，昨天突然来了

Why did she had to go
为什么他要离开
I don't know she wouldn't stay
我不知道他不会留下来
I said something wrong
我说错了一些东西
Now I long for yesterday
现在我很渴望拥有昨天

Yesterday
昨天
Love was such an easy game to play
爱是一个很容易玩的游戏
Now I need a place to hide away
现在我需要一个地方来躲开

Yesterday ；昨天

nothing is ever important .
8:01 PM

好累好累
每天都是一样的

自从上了中3
时间就好像不够
功课也变得越来越多

是我给我自己压力吗？
可是，我好像什么都做不好

是的，今年的朋友多了
今年的生活更快乐了
今年的生活更充实了
简单来说，我好像找到归宿感了

可是，我的烦恼
好像越来越多
我的心，好像越来越烦了

课外活动已经不是一个让我放松的东西了
我省制还不想去

我的时间是不够
还是我不够认真

阿
我真希望这一切能过去

我终于了解你了，因为我也这样

nothing is ever important .
7:14 PM

阳光 Sunshine
new version

You are my sunshine
你是我的阳光
My only sunshine
我唯一的阳光
You make me happy
你让我开心
When skies are grey
当天空灰了
You never know , Dear
亲爱的，你不知道
How much I love you
我多么爱你
Please don't take my sunshine away
请不要把我的阳光带走

REMIX !

You are my sun sun sun sun sun shine
你是我的阳阳阳阳阳光
My only sun sun sun sun sun shine
我唯一的阳阳阳阳阳光
You make me ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-happy
你让我开开开开开心
When skies are gre-e-e-e-ey
当天空灰灰灰灰灰了
You never know , De-a-a-a-a-ar
亲爱的，你不知知知知知道
How much I love love love love love you
我多么爱爱爱爱爱你
Please don't take my sunshine away ~~
请不要把我的阳光带走。。

Both , abit weird .. :X

nothing is ever important .
4:31 PM

Another post about friends ! Last one already !

LINHUI
I am not close with you , but only good at bullying you in Sec1 . I can always remember that I will play with someone and "bully" you . But despite that , when we reached Sec2 , I was just like your kid . We had fun together , and played together . Up till now , we are still playing, eventhough I am the only one enjoying it . But , I just want to wish you , all the best and just try your best to cope with your studies . I know its hard , so I will try to help you as much as I can . ((: All the best !

JIAHUI.YAP
Aint close with you , but you are a good friend too ! ((: I have got nothing to say , but just don't be so pessimistic and be happy . Stay cute always ! Good luck in coping with your subjects , and all the best for your studies alrights ? Anything , I will be there .

JEANNETTE
My god ! I have practically nothing to say , cause I have always been saying . But , just that I seriously treasure you as my friend , and I am utmostly sorry for being not so good to you , cause I really can't communicate to you face to face . On MSN , its perfectly fine ! Seriously . I guess I need a check up . But , thanks truckloads , for always being there for me . All the best in your studies and Olvls next year ! ((:

SHIRLY
My good friend , whom always hit me , cause of her "laopo" .. LOLS ! Had loads of fun with her the whole of last year , sitting together . Especially the "seperating table" part , which I won't forget ok ! Hmm.. overall , shes a good friend , accident prone too ! :X I wish her , excel in basketball , and of course in her studies ! All the best for you Olvls next year ! ((:

KIMBERLY
All I can say is , bamboo. :X You are like so damn tall ! But yet , so skinny. I have got nothing much to say to you , just that you are rather funny . You sound so serious at times , when the thing is so small to me (dnno if its big to you) . But anyways , all the best in everything you do . Most importantly is to not think so much and then , to study hard ! Goodluck ! (((:

JIEYI
I knew you since young ? But , not in contact in the primary school life . Hence , I can say is that our friendship is only secondary school life ? But I am sure , we will be friends till like I don't know when ? LOLS ! Overall , you are yet another good friend ! Serious in a cute way , is the best thing to describe I guess . ((: All the best in your studies . ((:

LINDSAY
Fan of OrlandoBloom ? Or fell in love with another one ? ((: You are a good pal , and I have nothing much to say to you . Sorry. :X All the best in you studies , and don't stress yourself too much alright ? Goodluck . ((:

HAZEL
I only know you at around end of last year , if I am not wrong. We are both a crapper , and always craps on MSN and our messages . Cause , both have unlimited . Don't jealous . Ohyes ! And during assembly ! HAAHS ! You are a good friend , I think . :X Anyways , whenever talk to you , I don't know why , but talk to you , I sure laugh ! :X AH! Goodluck for your studies and the things you do ! ((:

MANDY
Also , I only know you at around end of last year , and I also don't know , how did we get to this friendship , whereby I think that we are very close friends already , which I think its good . You are rather cute , which I always laugh when I talk to you too ! ((: This year can see that you having streaming and you are working hard , which is good . This year , to you will be rather tough I think , for when I was in Sec2 , it was not an easy path but , I still hope that it will be smooth sailing for you . ((: All the best !

nothing is ever important .
6:29 PM

Ok ! Next few friends ! ((:

ROWENA
I knew you when I was in Sec1 , but we were still a distant , and were just normal friends . But , until Sec2 , with the addition of campcraft competition , we became close . You are like my listening ear . You forgive me , eventhough I know you are disappointed . Eventhough you have your sorrows , you listen to me . You are a good friend I could ever have . I don't think you will read this , but I still want to tell you . Whatever sorrows you have , do tell me and don't bottle it up alrights ? Takecare , and all the best for your Olvls !

XUEYI
You was close to me once , cause of campcraft competition . But now , we arent anymore due to personal reasons . But , I really cherish you as my friend and I hope you are happy always . Stay cute and have fun . GoodLuck for your Nlvls ! ((:

VALERIE
I swear ! We weren't close in the past , before the campcraft competition . But after it , we are much better friends I can guarantee you . Hope that you will stay nice forever , and we will be friends like now , till eternity alright ? Have fun ! ((:

JAMIE
I don't really know you in Sec1 , but from campcraft competition (again) , I know you already ! ((: We are like more than normal friends , and I really cherish this friendship with you . I just want to tell you that , despite all your bad points , you are still a good person , and a good friend , whom always gives me a hug whenever you see me . Last long with him . ((: GoodLuck for your Olvls !

HANMING
I don't know you actually , until around the half year of Sec2 whereby I added you on msn , but you din't talk to me . Until one day, I asked you for PSP games , and then , we talked . Close friends ? I am not so sure . But , one thing is that you are a good friend which I could ever have , eventhough you are a guy . I hope that you will really study very hard for your exams this year , and leave no regrets . ((: All the best !

nothing is ever important .
2:42 PM

From these few posts onwards , it shall be about my friends .
And also , the things I want to tell them .

So , I am limiting to afew by afew friends per post .
So that , I can have more posts mahh.. ^^

ZEN
I think you won't read it , but its ok . I don't know you for long , but there is still much things for me to say . I know you , when I went to sakae for a meal . But , at that time , all I know was that your name is Zen . Until one day , someone introduced me to you . Then , we slowly became friends and until a point where by I don't know how to describe . It happened real fast , very fast in fact . I know we can never be the same as before , and I don't know what to say to you like before , but I hope ,we are still friends alright ? I am sorry to have hurt you , eventhough no matter how many sorry I say , there is no use .

YINGSIEW
Soon , will be that I know you for 2 years already . I know there are many things which you have forgotten , but I have not . We met during camp , and you remembered me as Sec1WhiteSpecsGirl , and I was rude , to say that I don't like you . The first time we met after camp , we were distant , on the bus , like strangers . Then , I still don't know you . After that , through MSN and trainings , I got to know you more and more . Many things happened , including your relationships . I remembered , you were the one whom told me to play audi , and we could play for very long . Whenever I need advices , you would give me , and encourage me . I will never forget the things you have done for me , I won't . Have fun in your studies , study hard alright ? Jiayous !

JOCELYN.NG
You , I will never forget how I know you . Its through someone , which you asked me a question , which I felt funny , but I know why you asked that , because you are curious too . But , we weren't close , and up to a point whereby I dislike you , because you always scold me , instead of my squadmates . Not only so , when I dyed my hair and others dyed too , you scolded me only , and not the others . Hence , I felt that you was biased . But , somehow , I managed to treat you normally , and not bear the grudge . But , we weren't known to each other yet . It was until campcraft competion trainings whereby I got to know you , and finally know that you actually care , and ain't that bad either . Since then , we were friends and known to each other , despite the fact whereby we once disliked each other . ((: GoodLuck for your studies . Jiayous !

SHAZLI
You are a noisy one , whereby sometimes I find you irritating . We have got a past together , and I will never forget . I also will not forget about the trainings whereby we made fun of someone and then , we laughed together . I also will not forget the MSN rantings which you talked non stop like a machine gun , and seriously , I don't get anything you say . But , its alright , I guess . (: I just want to tell you that you are a good pal , eventhough you are abit of a nuiscance at times . All the best in your studies and Olvls next year ! ((:

nothing is ever important .
9:40 PM

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !
this post , is being scheduled . (:

nothing is ever important .
12:00 AM

Suddenly , I so miss SSA , Campcraft Comp and Frisbee .

Shall start off with SSA first .
Its a very nice camp , and I had enjoyed loads .
Eventhough I am not close to any of them .
But , it was fun .

I met alot of new friends , not only from NPCC .
But from other schools and other CCA too .
Not only that , the 2 instructors , I still cant forget . They are just simply too fun .

Campfire that day , was the best out of all .
Enjoyed it like damn loads .
We were being "lectured" during the afternoon .
But , it was rather good, as we in the end , cooperated .

Not only all these .
I also miss the Civil Defence lesson .
Which I slept , and I wasn't caught .

Its the best camp , I have attended till now .
ATC is nothing , compared to it . ((:

Next up , its Campcraft Comp .

We trained , for only 2months plus .
Me, from anything also don't know , became knew something.
We improve together , from 40+ minutes and not completing .
To within 10-12 minutes , all completed .

From 11 participants , to no reserve .
And then with one reserve .

We got scolded together .
We succeeded together .
We cheered together .

The 2months , I will never forget .
Cause, I had got to know many people and cleared misunderstandings .
It was indeed another good experience I had . ((:

Lastly, its frisbee .
Since 2005 (P5) , I started playing it .
I am a noob at it , until I got a chance to be in a team .

I trained every week , and improved bit by bit .
Soon, it became my life .
Eventhough I don't play well , I still try my best in every training and every game.

When I reach secondary school, I tried to go for any activity .
I tried to go for any training available .
I don't play well in it . In fact , I am the worst player in the team .

But , I enjoy it .
Because , I use my heart to play it .

Through frisbee , I understand that .
Its not that I excel in it or not .
Its that do I put my heart in it .
It does not matter whether I am being laughed at cause I suck .
It only matters , whether I use my heart and soul to play it or not .

In 2008 , these 3 things .
Was being kept in my heart , and will be kept in my heart till forever .

nothing is ever important .
8:48 PM

You finally said it
你终于说出口
Actually you did not love me since then
其实你早就已经不爱我

Why do you keep your head low
为什么要低着头
You know this joke can't lie to me
你知道这玩笑骗不倒我
But its not a joke
可是这不是玩笑
Its to hide the reason why you leave me
是要逃避你离开我的理由

What can I do
我还能做什么
You already don't love me
你已经不爱我
I have been loving you , isn't it enough
我一直都爱着你难道这还不够

What do I still need to do
我还要做什么
Then you won't leave me
你才不离开我
I know that you don't want to see me anymore
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
You only want to leave me
一心想离开我

I also finally said it
我终于也说出口
Actually I love you very much
其实很爱你
But I have never said it seriously
但从没认真说过

It may be my fault
或许是我的错
No matter how much I care, I still keep it in my heart
多在乎你却只放在心中
Don't ask me why
不要问我为什么
Because love you is my reason
因为爱你这就是我的理由

Theres nothing to be forgiven
没什么需要被原谅
I laughed strongly
我笑得有些牵强
You know I can always act that I aren't sad
你知道我总是能够假装不难过

Don't want to see you so tired
不想看你那么累
How I wish you would give me a chance
多希望再给我机会
Shaking my hand
颤抖着我的手
The only thing held is wind
握住的只是风

终于说出口; Finally said it

nothing is ever important .
8:04 PM

Sec1 end year .

Sec3 start year

Hmm..
These 2 pics ..
Looks so different right ?

One long hair , one short hair .
One brown hair , one black hair .
One look noob , one look more nice abit .

BUT !
Theres something similiar !

Its the SPECS ! ^^

YEAYEA !

I "changed" specs .
New Old Specs larr..

Cause , just changed the lenses niaa.. hehee.. ^^

(((:

nothing is ever important .
8:28 PM

I keep waiting for you to talk to me online .
I have the urge to talk to you online .

But , you did not talk to me .
And so din't I .

I don't know , is this good , or is this bad ?
Are you buzy , or are you similiarly waiting ?

We are friends still , aren't we ?

Why ?
I feel so afraid now, whenever boys talk to me .
They seem to be bad creatures , whom I will hurt .
Or will hurt me .

I am a girl too .
I want to be loved by another person .
But , can I ?
I guess , the problem lies with me .

nothing is ever important .
8:24 PM

Only left piano , chatting with me for the whole day
只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
Big Cello sleeping , quietly sat there
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的
I think you have already shown it clearly
我想你已表现的非常明白
I know and understand , you did not miss it
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得

You said that you will be sad , I don't believe
你说你也会难过我不相信
Holding your hand, accompaning me was a past
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
I hope he really love you more than me
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
Then , I would force myself to leave
我才会逼自己离开

You want me to not tolerate you
你要我说多难堪
I really did not want to seperate
我根本不想分开
Why do you still want me to cover it with a smile
为什么还要我用微笑来带过

I don't have this talent
我没有这种天份
Tolerate you and accept him
包容你也接受他
Don't have to worry too much
不用担心的太多
I will live life well
我会一直好好过

You have already left far far away
你已经远远离开
I will slowly walk away
我也会慢慢走开
Why do I give in to you , even its seperating
为什么我连分开都迁就着你

I really don't have the talent
我真的没有天份
Silently its not so fast
安静的没这么快
I will learn to give you up
我会学着放弃你
Because I love you
是因为我太爱你

安静；Quiet

nothing is ever important .
7:51 PM

It feels so real .

I really miss you .
I miss seeing you everyday .
I want to message you everyday .

But , I don't dare .
I don't want you to misunderstand .

So far , you have been the closest friend .
But , it feels hard to face you now .
I don't know why .
I guess its cause of him .

When I walked to school again , today .
I thought of you .
I thought of the short period of time .
We spent together walking .

The few times weren't so easy .
But the rest were ok .

I missed waiting for you .
I remembered dozing off once .
I also missed the day which I won't forget .

I really miss you , my friend .

As for him ...

I really don't dare to face him .

I don't know how to already .

nothing is ever important .
8:00 PM

I am "in love" with this song , hence decided to post it arx !

This song , is none other than SUNSHINE ! 阳光！

You are my sunshine .
My only sunshine .
You make me happy .
When skys are grey .
You never know Dear .
How much I love you .
Please don't take my sunshine away.

nothing is ever important .
7:22 PM

HMMM ! Nothing to post about lehh.. :X

AHH ! I know already !
I shall post about the topic "ENDORPHINS" !

For a start , endorphin is a chemical reaction that happens in your body .. i think . :X
So, since its a chemical reaction , there is a way to trigger endorphins !

OH !
Whats endorphins ?
Simple , its a chemical substance which will make someone feel relaxed !
i think

One of the most simplest way , is something I like to do .
Its to LAUGH ! (((:
Eventhough its something simple , its still a way .
The easiest way , I guess .

Next !
Its a hard and not so nice way , which I don't recommend , obviously !
Its to cut yourself !
Eventhough I don't recommend , I still want to tell you why . (((:
When you cut yourself , there would be blood flowing out .
This means that "something" is being released , which is endorphins .
It will not stay for very long , but its still a way , which I DONT recommend .
Cause , got scare . :X

LASTLY !
The last way , which I STRONGLY DONT RECOMMEND !
Its to take drugs . ==
Why when you take drugs endorphins are triggered ?
Fairly simple , drugs contains a substance which would numb your brain .
And also , trigger endorphins .
Hence , not only you will feel relax , you will feel high .
Eventhough its a way , its strongly addictive .
HENCE , its NOT RECOMMENDED !

Eventhough there are 3 WAYS to trigger endorphin .
I only recommend 1WAY !
Its to LAUGH ! (((:
Why ? Cause its the simplest way , and no hurt is found .

FYI ; I am not sure if its correct .
Endorphins = Happy

nothing is ever important .
5:45 PM

OK ! Since I am BORED , I shall post about my NICKNAMES !

First , I can VIVIDLY remember larr ..
hmm , PRIMARY6 that time ...
my nickname was damndamn simplee !
It is ... RIBENA !
called by garykwek .. == dnno y .. LOLS !

Then , it was DURIANA !
Cause my name sound like durian ! LOLS !

OK !
Now is secondary school de already!
AH ! CUTERETARD !
Why ? Cause I am retardly cute .. ==
I tell you , I am retarded lorr! But cute as well larr ! hehee !

Next , was disiao-er !
Cause I damn disiao ok !
I keep making people de.. hehee !

The past 2 , was I tink I call myself de ? I forgot lehh..

This one .. DAMN sound like me !
AHLIAN !
Of course is fake de larr !
That stupid AHBENG aloysius call me de..
cause I abit ahlian ? I dno lehh !

Oh !
&&& ! NO SCREW !
Cause , people always say screwloose screwloose ..
But, I think I no screw siaa.. REALLY !
Evn that JIEYI oso sayy .. ==

Hmmm.. still got what arx ?
Let me thinkkk..
OH ! BIRDNEST !
Rather recent de.. cause that mskoh ..
say my hair stand up , like birdnest ..
Den , alot of people call that lorr ..
eeeewww ...

OK ! now is THIS year de ! LOLS !

FIRST up ...
ORANGE TWO ! cause jael claims to be orange one ..
no choice.. LOLS !

OHHH !!
POLICE POH !
Cause you know whyyy ?
I keep say "我是警察！BANG!" *I am police ! BANG !*
LOLS !

Hmmmmmm..
I think no more already larr ..

But , other than all these stupid nicknames ..
I am also known for LAUGHING NON STOP !
SINGING awfully , but still sing ...
And , ANNOYING ! ^^

nothing is ever important .
6:09 PM

Before you guys say I am EMO !

Let me post a funfunfun topic ! ^^ Abit BHB thoughh.. ^^

I found out something .....
...
...
...
...

I have been attracting ...
...
...
...
...

NOT guys !
...
...
...

But , SHEMALES ! OMOM !
You knoww ? SHEMALES !

SHEMALES = A she that looks like a HE .

OMOMOM !

Better still , I am being "stalked" ! AWWW !

I guess I am too ATTRACTIVE larr .. ==
Either that , or i am too ATTENTIVE , or ATTENTION seeker..

aww.. all starts with letter A ! How great ? ^^

Which SHEMALE have I attracted ???
I shall not tell here (private ar!) , but , I CAN tell you when you ask me !

MUAHAHAHAS !

nothing is ever important .
5:09 PM

Should I believe or not ?

nothing is ever important .
8:14 PM

I have been thinking this for 2 days .
Is 2009 good ?

I can say , I am rather lucky to have known many friends .
Friends whom I aren't close to in the past 2 years .
Friends whom I really think they cherish me , I guess .
Nice and fun friends too .

But, apart from all these , I have once again caused hurt .
I can no longer face him . Thrice in a week , how great .

Not only so , studies is another big thing .
Upper Sec life is not as easy as I thought it should be .
I just do not have the motivation to work hard .

I know I am thinking too far .
But , many people whom have went through this , told me to study .
Not only so , after 12JAN , I found out that reality hurts .

I know what I aim at, where I want to be .
The last thing is , to work extra hard .

Eventhough its something next year , I still feel that its better to start now .
Start it right , and end it merry .
I do not want to laugh in sadness , thinking how to carry on with some results I will get .

Most importantly , I will not follow others footsteps .
And indeed , do something right , just for once .

I will try my best for it , I hope I can eventhough its hard .

nothing is ever important .
5:51 PM

When I walked to the bus stop this morning .
I suddenly thought .
I have grown .

Not only physically , but mentally too .

I have really matured , at least I think abit now .

Upper Sec life feels so much different .
Lessons passing fast and slow , unpredicable .

CCA , knowing more and more things .
Trying to learn and catch new things which may be of use when I take over .
It will be in no time for that , 2 years I have waited .
I feel anxious , just like 2 years ago , during my Sec1 Camp .

Yes , 2 years have passed .
2 years since I have been in secondary school .
2 years since I have met my NCOs .
And of course , 2 years in NPCC .

I have changed in many ways .
But one thing which I have not changed .
Surprisingly , it happens every year . I am starting to be sick of it .
I have been hurting people , cheating them of their feelings .

They gave me their trust , their love .
But what about me ? I hurt them , and I feel nothing , how great !

2 years .

not sad , just doing some thinking

nothing is ever important .
8:31 PM

Once again , I am wrong .
I gave you false hopes , I hurt you .
Cause , I thought I could love once more .
But , my past .. Its too hard , too hard .

I am sorry , to have lied .
You have lost the trust in me , thats for sure .

There are many other people out there , better than me .
I just don't know how , to cherish your love toward me .
You gave me things , which I shouldn't take .
I did things which I shouldn't do , and you did not scold .
You are a good guy , yet I could lie to you . How foolish I am ?

I don't deserve care , for I aint good .

Just too much things have happened , within these few days .
I have had enough .

YINGSIEW ! I will choose the right path , and walk once more . I will use time , to do it. I won't rely on you so much already , cause I have grown , not cause u aren't good . You choose the right path too alright ? Walk into the brightness which is there for you . You aren't silly . Come to me alright , I will help you if I can . ((: I ain't so good , so don't call me your meimei ler , ok ?

nothing is ever important .
11:14 AM

Its the first time I felt this way .

Just when I thought that the squad is going to get better , it isn't .
What SSGT said was right .
We have to really really wake up .

Our drills are like shit , and these are most of those regulars .
What if those non-regulars come ?
Won't it be even worse ?

March is the CL camp , and our attendance is 7 today .
When we take over , how many regulars can we have ?
15 ? 10 ? or "better" still .. 5 .

So , next training , lets work harder !
Lets wake up , and not let our seniors be disappointed !
I will .

Yes SSGT , will no longer be another lie .
When I say it , I will do it .

Eventhough I think its hard .
I will do my best , my very best .

nothing is ever important .
10:26 PM

"I befriend you for your character , not what you do."
"You did not lie to me, you lied to yourself. I did not force you, so you din't lie"

These two lines , motivated me to move on.
To walk out of my past , accepting my present .

I want to thank those 2 people , whom told me that .
e person should know who . dontknow , nvm . ((: bt i wun forget .

These 2 people , don't know for what reasons .
Had never despised me , for anything which I have done .
Not only that , they have taught me many many things , and encouraged me .

Hence , this post , eventhough so short .
Is dedicated to them , to express my utmost thanks .

Without them , I guess I will never wake up .
As for when will I stand up , I don't know .
Because , I never know when will I fall back again .

Its tough , but I will try . ((:

A thankyou is never enough . (:

You both are the bestest friend I could have .
kay , dun say you are not as good as what i think , cus you are .

nothing is ever important .
6:42 PM

OK !
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Now ! I am going to PROMOTE something !!
muahahas !
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wad thinggg ? LOLS !
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K lar ! dun waste time.. ==

I am promoting my CCA ! NPCC ! ^^ since sec1s choosin cca ma ..
LOLS !
at the end , wil haf my reflections on NP. :X

Why choose NPCC ?
simple !

CAUSE , training is only once a week . ==
Also ! NPCC teach you alot of things lehh !
Like NCC , NPCC teach you footdrills .
Like GirlGuides , NPCC teach you how to tie knots , make tent .
Like SJAB , NPCC teach you how to save ppl . (eventhough v lil)

Also , NPCC trains you , how to be initiative , and also to have leadership skills .
Other than that , NPCC also teaches you how to discipline yourself !

Not only so , NPCC haves alot of fun .
Example , we conduct frequent sing-a-long sessions .
Not only so , our PT (physical training) is also FUNFUNFUN ! eventhough abit tiring .

Also ! The seniors are FRIENDLY , APPROACHABLE , NICE !

So , why wait ?
JOIN NPCC NOWW ! ^^

muahahas ! no offence though !

Throughout my NPCC life till now , I have caused alot of troubles .

Since the day BATCH05 took over , I had took advantage .

I showed attitude .

I learnt from my mistake .

But , this have become my memory .

The thing which I have learnt , and will not make the mistake again .

Believe it or not .

I have been waiting .

Waiting for the day I take over , and see the Sec1s .

There would be a bad girl , waiting for me .

That girl will cause me trouble .

That girl will show attitude to me .

This is just a feeling .

But , if there is really this girl .

I will teach that girl to be good , so she will learn .

I will tell her about what happened to me .

Cause , no one taught me , so I want to teach .

Cause I learnt the hard way , so I want them to learn the easy one .

P/S . Not emo , its just fact .

nothing is ever important .
8:38 PM

A New Year ; A New Start .
though afew days late . :X

2009 will be a fresh new year for me .
New class and of course , new Sec1s coming in . ==

My new class 3E2 ; is rather fun and loving .
Eventhough I have "parted" from most of my good friends . LOLS !
But , its OKAY ! ^^

Hmm .. Of course , I will expect more challenges in the upper sec. life .
And of course , in NPCC . LOLS !
Cause , in no time , my CL camp is coming .
Looking forward to the tough training that may come , I will be a better cadet .
And when BATCH07 takes over , I will do my best to be a good CadetLeader .
I will not let my cadets(future) , go through what I have gone through .
those running away , and bad attitude .

I want to be strict to them , but I want them to have fun .
Thats what I wish for them , and the target I have set for myself .
shit ; i think i too NP ler .

I will also , study hard . ((:
Obviously , I will miss a person . ==
go figure out who bah . i wun tel .

So , I hope that 2009 will be a better year , with more challenges ahead ! ((:

nothing is ever important .
9:35 PM