Exams are coming ..
So, I guess I shall go on hiatus , and leave everything there .
2weeks from now , I will dig everything up once again .
And , continue on my journey to solve them one by one .
Its not an easy journey , but I will do my best .
Eventhough the path I choose may be wrong , I will do my best .
Life is too short for regrets , but I have had many .
So, I guess its alright . ((:
Hiatus
nothing is ever important .
12:40 PM
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Today , I watched the video of Susan Boyle .
At first , I thought that its just some typical auntie that can sing and are being looked down , its very common in life actually . But , after watching it , I understood . If I have a dream , and I work towards my dream , I can actually succeed , just like her . But , even if I fail and have not achieved it , its still alright , as I know that I have tried my very best .
If Susan Boyle can do it , why can't I ?
In life, there may be many set backs and obstacles , but thats all parts and parcels of life . It may be very easy to just say it , but not apply , but since I have stated it here , I will try . But, I still believe that what I do are fate , and I won't let anyone influence it . Yes , it may be disappointing , but all I can say is , what I do is what I do .
Of course , I will work towards my goal to achieve the results which I want , eventhough it may sound early but its just a goal , but still I will work hard no matter what . But , it won't affect the things that I do , which includes disturbing others and of course being the bad one .
I can do it , cause I know I can .
For ; my goal
12:40 PM
Today , I watched the video of Susan Boyle .
At first , I thought that its just some typical auntie that can sing and are being looked down , its very common in life actually . But , after watching it , I understood . If I have a dream , and I work towards my dream , I can actually succeed , just like her . But , even if I fail and have not achieved it , its still alright , as I know that I have tried my very best .
If Susan Boyle can do it , why can't I ?
In life, there may be many set backs and obstacles , but thats all parts and parcels of life . It may be very easy to just say it , but not apply , but since I have stated it here , I will try . But, I still believe that what I do are fate , and I won't let anyone influence it . Yes , it may be disappointing , but all I can say is , what I do is what I do .
Of course , I will work towards my goal to achieve the results which I want , eventhough it may sound early but its just a goal , but still I will work hard no matter what . But , it won't affect the things that I do , which includes disturbing others and of course being the bad one .
I can do it , cause I know I can .
For ; my goal
nothing is ever important .
3:59 PM
Shall tell you guys all a story . Its cliche . (:
There was a teen whom quite does not scared of anything . Thus , most of the time , she does things which isn't favourable to her and the rest of her friends . Also , she is rather rash at times , and caused alot of hurt to both her and her friends , as usual .
To her , nothing is really very important , and she is rather curious at things she shouldn't try , and it always ends up that she does it .
To many , she is just a bad kid . Cause , in her very short life , she have already smoked before , cut herself before . Yea , thats how bad she is .
Lets go through them one by one . For the cutting part , its cause she finds it really stressful and rather fun to do so , thus she does it. After that , it hurted her alot , and not only so , it hurted her friends and thus she decided to stop , not for herself , but her friends . She isn't really happy with the decision , but she still tried to stop .
Next , about the smoking . She just did it as she feels like it , because of her stress level . But , she felt real bad when she did not smoke for sometime. Stupidly , she told someone and the person dropped tears cause she was hurt by her . Since then , she had never dared to look up the person anymore . But , that did not stop her from smoking . But , after sometime , she managed to stop as it felt real bad and guilty , and she lived in fear of being caught everyday . Eventhough she tried many times and failed , she still tried .
These 2 , are those bad and addictive stuffs which she have done , due to her rashness . It isn't a good feeling as its rather hard to quit them and she regrets for doing all theswe , as she has never dared to face some people , after letting them know . But , despite that , she tries and tries . The nights may be tough to her , but she continues to try . Eventhough she may have changed , but the memories are still there within her , and she believes , that it will never be erased .
3:59 PM
Shall tell you guys all a story . Its cliche . (:
There was a teen whom quite does not scared of anything . Thus , most of the time , she does things which isn't favourable to her and the rest of her friends . Also , she is rather rash at times , and caused alot of hurt to both her and her friends , as usual .
To her , nothing is really very important , and she is rather curious at things she shouldn't try , and it always ends up that she does it .
To many , she is just a bad kid . Cause , in her very short life , she have already smoked before , cut herself before . Yea , thats how bad she is .
Lets go through them one by one . For the cutting part , its cause she finds it really stressful and rather fun to do so , thus she does it. After that , it hurted her alot , and not only so , it hurted her friends and thus she decided to stop , not for herself , but her friends . She isn't really happy with the decision , but she still tried to stop .
Next , about the smoking . She just did it as she feels like it , because of her stress level . But , she felt real bad when she did not smoke for sometime. Stupidly , she told someone and the person dropped tears cause she was hurt by her . Since then , she had never dared to look up the person anymore . But , that did not stop her from smoking . But , after sometime , she managed to stop as it felt real bad and guilty , and she lived in fear of being caught everyday . Eventhough she tried many times and failed , she still tried .
These 2 , are those bad and addictive stuffs which she have done , due to her rashness . It isn't a good feeling as its rather hard to quit them and she regrets for doing all theswe , as she has never dared to face some people , after letting them know . But , despite that , she tries and tries . The nights may be tough to her , but she continues to try . Eventhough she may have changed , but the memories are still there within her , and she believes , that it will never be erased .
nothing is ever important .
3:47 PM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
今天，是4月22日
一年，365天，就这样过了
有多少人记得，我不知道
可是已经不重要了
因为我是为了自己，不是为了别人
我只能说
时间过得好快好快
(:
3:47 PM
今天，是4月22日
一年，365天，就这样过了
有多少人记得，我不知道
可是已经不重要了
因为我是为了自己，不是为了别人
我只能说
时间过得好快好快
(:
nothing is ever important .
4:13 PM
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Training yesterday was tiring , and I have learnt lots . sorry mdm.
Went LongJohn to study today , damn tired lar.. sian ar..
Now , using comp and slacking time away , cause I am tired .
Next week activities are all cancelled , but I have planned ONE pathetic activity .. ==
Tuesday : study Bio . [not confirm]
The rest of the days , are up to me to study wad subj.
But , tuesday is bio .
"well planned" ehh ? hehee ..
Once again , I am back to my old self .
The rotten apple , which I once thought of .
I think the phrase "a leopard will never change its spots" is true .
Cause , I have not changed . Not even a bit .
4:13 PM
Training yesterday was tiring , and I have learnt lots . sorry mdm.
Went LongJohn to study today , damn tired lar.. sian ar..
Now , using comp and slacking time away , cause I am tired .
Next week activities are all cancelled , but I have planned ONE pathetic activity .. ==
Tuesday : study Bio . [not confirm]
The rest of the days , are up to me to study wad subj.
But , tuesday is bio .
"well planned" ehh ? hehee ..
Once again , I am back to my old self .
The rotten apple , which I once thought of .
I think the phrase "a leopard will never change its spots" is true .
Cause , I have not changed . Not even a bit .
nothing is ever important .
3:38 PM
Monday, April 13, 2009
This few days , I have been thinking real hard .
And , I have finally came to a conclusion .
"There is only a pause , never a stop."
What is it about ?
I guess , up till now , I still does not have the courage to say it aloud, never .
Call me a coward , I admit , I am one .
Since then , I have never went back , never alone .
It may be a past , but its never forgotten .
Those scars , will never heal , never .
Those stuffs done , will never be stopped .
All I can say is , its paused for a moment .
3:38 PM
This few days , I have been thinking real hard .
And , I have finally came to a conclusion .
"There is only a pause , never a stop."
What is it about ?
I guess , up till now , I still does not have the courage to say it aloud, never .
Call me a coward , I admit , I am one .
Since then , I have never went back , never alone .
It may be a past , but its never forgotten .
Those scars , will never heal , never .
Those stuffs done , will never be stopped .
All I can say is , its paused for a moment .
nothing is ever important .
8:33 PM
Thursday, April 09, 2009
Once again , I am like here .. in CC again ..
Aww , 1mth plusplus not at real home , no computer everyday . )):
But , had fun with alot of activities .
Life is like everyday have got alotalot of things to do after school .
Not much time for other stuffs .
Last wednesday , attituded someone and I think he is seriously coward .
I damn don't like him , like don't know what .
And , so I attituded him . LOLS ! Din't feel anything lorr .
And, it was April's Fool . :DD
Pranked lots of people with one joke , and wanted to prank someone , but her phone was confiscated .. sian lorr .. ==
Friday, someone left . ==
If I dint see her , think she will just leave like that lorr .
But , I saw her and I was told . LOLS !
After school went to buy stuffs and got to school on time to give it to her .. :P
Training was tiring , just like usual lor .
Then , Monday CCM was really like damn paiseh .
The teacher came in and tested my class, and they dontknow anything !
I taught them , but as usual they din't want to listen.. nvm...
Went back to school and waited for hazel to be dismissed .
Apparently, it was damn long , and she took a cab home instead . LOLS !
Went for dinner , and reached home late..
Dint get scolded , WEE !
Tuesday , had frisbee training and went to cut hair .
Got scolded when I went home , stupid . ==
Yesterday was a LONG day .
Was dismissed at around 7 , usual lar .
But its not friday , and apparently its damn tiring , homework lots to complete .
Today was quite usual , just as tiring as ever .
Firedrill "arrived" after waiting for like damnnn longg! ==
Went for a blood test , for the malaysia trip when I went home , before coming here .
The doctor asked me if was I afraid of pain .
It made me like damn scared lorr ! But , nt very pain .. ==
Its a very long post .
So , I got to go !
BYEE ! :DDD
8:33 PM
Once again , I am like here .. in CC again ..
Aww , 1mth plusplus not at real home , no computer everyday . )):
But , had fun with alot of activities .
Life is like everyday have got alotalot of things to do after school .
Not much time for other stuffs .
Last wednesday , attituded someone and I think he is seriously coward .
I damn don't like him , like don't know what .
And , so I attituded him . LOLS ! Din't feel anything lorr .
And, it was April's Fool . :DD
Pranked lots of people with one joke , and wanted to prank someone , but her phone was confiscated .. sian lorr .. ==
Friday, someone left . ==
If I dint see her , think she will just leave like that lorr .
But , I saw her and I was told . LOLS !
After school went to buy stuffs and got to school on time to give it to her .. :P
Training was tiring , just like usual lor .
Then , Monday CCM was really like damn paiseh .
The teacher came in and tested my class, and they dontknow anything !
I taught them , but as usual they din't want to listen.. nvm...
Went back to school and waited for hazel to be dismissed .
Apparently, it was damn long , and she took a cab home instead . LOLS !
Went for dinner , and reached home late..
Dint get scolded , WEE !
Tuesday , had frisbee training and went to cut hair .
Got scolded when I went home , stupid . ==
Yesterday was a LONG day .
Was dismissed at around 7 , usual lar .
But its not friday , and apparently its damn tiring , homework lots to complete .
Today was quite usual , just as tiring as ever .
Firedrill "arrived" after waiting for like damnnn longg! ==
Went for a blood test , for the malaysia trip when I went home , before coming here .
The doctor asked me if was I afraid of pain .
It made me like damn scared lorr ! But , nt very pain .. ==
Its a very long post .
So , I got to go !
BYEE ! :DDD
nothing is ever important .
3:33 PM
3:33 PM