i feel that, i have been fearful of more stuffs.. or is it that as i grow up, i will face such emotion problems ?? i dnno.. i really dnno.. but, i wan to kno. desperately.. hais.. i fear of, things such as seeing my dad suffering, seeing my mum frustrated, seeing my parents angry, seeing my parents quarrel, seeing people sad, findin myself one day, forgotten how to smile.. hais.. i really dnno wad to do sia.. everytime i face this stuffs, i will feel down.. and whenever this thing happens, i will b like showing attitude to anyone i see, and want to find fight.. and when it is like the person i wan to find fight with also tt day nt in good mood, we will land in a serious shoutin fight, den angry with each other for some time.. but den dnno why, in the end, still frens.. this is wad happened to me, last week.. with a fren of mine, for abt 8 yrs plus liaos.. hahas.. at first, felt lost.. but, dnno why, in the end, we were bac as frens together.. mayb this is called true friendship ? hahas.. =))
nothing is ever important .
6:09 PM
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
a new week have started.. grr.. sians.. EOYs is like here , in less than 5 days.. i am rather scared.. hahas.. there is still alot of revision undone, and tons of homework to b done everyday.. and i am like very tired everyday.. hais.. still got use a while of com a day la.. but its like rather stressed up.. den frustrated.. hais.. =(( den when i frustrated, its like volcano erupted lo.. lols !!
i am trying very hard, to make myself mugg everyday, continuosly, so as to finish on time, those syllabus, for me to revise.. so that i wont fail any subjects.. hais.. still tryin very hard to cure my brain cramp.. hahas !! =)) everyday in school now, is like keep on revising.. den go home, just homework, and i will try to do abit of revision, then use comp.. den night try to revise, or read a book.. by night time, which its time to sleep, i will be damm tired.. den morning will b like keep on have hard time to wake up.. hahas !! but i will nv b late ok.. i am always earlier by 5 mins.. at least its early.. hahas !! =))
i always carry this fear.. the fear of losing someone whom i really cherish.. everytime i see him suffer, its as though i am suffering.. it pains in my heart.. really.. i want to cherish him, but i always in the end "guai lan" him, rude to him.. i really dn wan.. but i cant control.. really cant... i really dnno wad to do liaos.. i feel lost.. a feelin , indescribable.. hais..
6:09 PM
a new week have started.. grr.. sians.. EOYs is like here , in less than 5 days.. i am rather scared.. hahas.. there is still alot of revision undone, and tons of homework to b done everyday.. and i am like very tired everyday.. hais.. still got use a while of com a day la.. but its like rather stressed up.. den frustrated.. hais.. =(( den when i frustrated, its like volcano erupted lo.. lols !!
i am trying very hard, to make myself mugg everyday, continuosly, so as to finish on time, those syllabus, for me to revise.. so that i wont fail any subjects.. hais.. still tryin very hard to cure my brain cramp.. hahas !! =)) everyday in school now, is like keep on revising.. den go home, just homework, and i will try to do abit of revision, then use comp.. den night try to revise, or read a book.. by night time, which its time to sleep, i will be damm tired.. den morning will b like keep on have hard time to wake up.. hahas !! but i will nv b late ok.. i am always earlier by 5 mins.. at least its early.. hahas !! =))
i always carry this fear.. the fear of losing someone whom i really cherish.. everytime i see him suffer, its as though i am suffering.. it pains in my heart.. really.. i want to cherish him, but i always in the end "guai lan" him, rude to him.. i really dn wan.. but i cant control.. really cant... i really dnno wad to do liaos.. i feel lost.. a feelin , indescribable.. hais..
nothing is ever important .
5:08 PM
Saturday, September 22, 2007
this week have been a rather tedious one, with all the work and bla bla bla.. and i sure have to catch up, with my work.. hais.. sians.. den got use a bit of computer a day.. hahs.. aiya.. alot of things happened this week lahs.. dn wan to talk too much.. past is past liao.. no point broading over it, rite ?? lols !! today woke up, watch a while TV, and read abit of a book.. and i TRIED to not use computer today.. but.. hahahs !! then i went McD for lunch, and then i study lo.. i swear i wont buy "happy meal" again, in my life !! its like so small the size.. hahas.. and the toy i got, i dint kno hw to use it.. just saw the toy nice, and then i buy lo.. in the end, spent alot more than expected, to buy things to eat.. no choice ma.. hungry leh.. hahas !! xiao mei mei still growing, need eat alot alot ma.. and alot people also say i skinny.. need to eat .. hahas !! think my stomach there got worm lar..
hais.. i am like doing things all wrongly.. anyhow throw temper.. bad mood only, its like disaster.. even used my bare hands to hit someone.. and that person is like a friend of mine, for dnno hw long liaos.. just because he keep on say things bad about me, disturb me.. in the end, i regretted it.. i have alot of regrets in my life already.. and after every regret, it always ends me up with a bad mood.. and i even shouted at a 6 year old guy !! i should have known that, he is young, dnno anything ma.. den i just like that shout at him.. although he also shout at me back la.. but then his face was like want to cry, want to cry like that.. although i keep on tell people and show people that its not my fault, but i also know that i should not have done that !! he is only 6 years old, and to alot of people, it is like i bully him.. hais..
5:08 PM
this week have been a rather tedious one, with all the work and bla bla bla.. and i sure have to catch up, with my work.. hais.. sians.. den got use a bit of computer a day.. hahs.. aiya.. alot of things happened this week lahs.. dn wan to talk too much.. past is past liao.. no point broading over it, rite ?? lols !! today woke up, watch a while TV, and read abit of a book.. and i TRIED to not use computer today.. but.. hahahs !! then i went McD for lunch, and then i study lo.. i swear i wont buy "happy meal" again, in my life !! its like so small the size.. hahas.. and the toy i got, i dint kno hw to use it.. just saw the toy nice, and then i buy lo.. in the end, spent alot more than expected, to buy things to eat.. no choice ma.. hungry leh.. hahas !! xiao mei mei still growing, need eat alot alot ma.. and alot people also say i skinny.. need to eat .. hahas !! think my stomach there got worm lar..
hais.. i am like doing things all wrongly.. anyhow throw temper.. bad mood only, its like disaster.. even used my bare hands to hit someone.. and that person is like a friend of mine, for dnno hw long liaos.. just because he keep on say things bad about me, disturb me.. in the end, i regretted it.. i have alot of regrets in my life already.. and after every regret, it always ends me up with a bad mood.. and i even shouted at a 6 year old guy !! i should have known that, he is young, dnno anything ma.. den i just like that shout at him.. although he also shout at me back la.. but then his face was like want to cry, want to cry like that.. although i keep on tell people and show people that its not my fault, but i also know that i should not have done that !! he is only 6 years old, and to alot of people, it is like i bully him.. hais..
regretted...
nothing is ever important .
10:01 PM
Monday, September 17, 2007
10:01 PM
today is the second week already.. i have only covered history and on my way to finish home econs.. and i still have literature, geography and science to cover.. if i continue to finish at this pace, i am going to die man.. really need to find a way to study !! today went to school earlier, cause got prize presentation,and i am involved !! lols.. maths olympiad la.. hahas ! got C.O.P (cert. of participation) lols!! and i almost squat down there laughing.. today the lessons all ok la... dnno wad to blog liaos.. bye! =))
i am going to study hard hard !!
nothing is ever important .
12:14 PM
Monday, September 10, 2007
12:14 PM
its first day of school, and i have finally realised the importance of studying.. i am left with only 3 weeks to EOYs .. and i will only have to have 2 weeks of exams, and i can play all i want.. so, i have finally decided to start mugging, if not i wont fare well.. although i know that its luck sometimes, but i still have to study.. its different now, from primary school.. i dint even bother to study previously.. but now, its important.. if i dont study, i will fail.. so, i have decided to not use that much computer, and study hard already.. so, i wont be blogging that often, until the end of EOYs..
study hard hard, future bright bright
nothing is ever important .
1:35 PM
Sunday, September 09, 2007
back !! went m'sia yesterday, just came bac.. rather fun though.. but as soon as i reached there, i had a serious headache.. den i sleep liao.. hahahs !! go there also only eat sleep eat sleep, never do much de.. is only very long nv go, den just go lo.. lol !! see see grandparents also not bad wad.. better than i stay at home, use comp.. lol !! nothing much to say.. very very tired man.. today headache also.. sians.. feel like i am going to b sick soon~~! but i wont ! =PP i will stay healthy always de ... hahahs !!
he seems to be detiorating, instead of improving.. seeing him like this, makes me feel very sad.. hais.. he is like walking like want to fall, and always like "sian sian" like tt.. see him like that, also feel "sian sian".. hais.. i really wish that he can be like before, going to work and overseas to find his friends and blablabla.. but, this is truly impossible already.. hais.. i never know, wad will happen to him next.. mayb a fall, and leads to him to never b able to stand up, and walk and drive again.. at least now, he can still walk abit, and drive for some distance.. he is like having different conditions at different times.. he can be feeling good today, and bad after that.. hais.. no one can predict life...
grandparents seem to grow alot older already.. all like not as good as before.. the family ties between them seems to drift.. hais.. why cant people just tolerate abit ?? he is old already leh.. turning 90 soon.. just speak softer abit nia.. den everyone also happy wad.. why must make people all become not happy leh ?? hais.. why life like that de ? cant just everything good, and no bad ar ?? hais..
1:35 PM
back !! went m'sia yesterday, just came bac.. rather fun though.. but as soon as i reached there, i had a serious headache.. den i sleep liao.. hahahs !! go there also only eat sleep eat sleep, never do much de.. is only very long nv go, den just go lo.. lol !! see see grandparents also not bad wad.. better than i stay at home, use comp.. lol !! nothing much to say.. very very tired man.. today headache also.. sians.. feel like i am going to b sick soon~~! but i wont ! =PP i will stay healthy always de ... hahahs !!
he seems to be detiorating, instead of improving.. seeing him like this, makes me feel very sad.. hais.. he is like walking like want to fall, and always like "sian sian" like tt.. see him like that, also feel "sian sian".. hais.. i really wish that he can be like before, going to work and overseas to find his friends and blablabla.. but, this is truly impossible already.. hais.. i never know, wad will happen to him next.. mayb a fall, and leads to him to never b able to stand up, and walk and drive again.. at least now, he can still walk abit, and drive for some distance.. he is like having different conditions at different times.. he can be feeling good today, and bad after that.. hais.. no one can predict life...
grandparents seem to grow alot older already.. all like not as good as before.. the family ties between them seems to drift.. hais.. why cant people just tolerate abit ?? he is old already leh.. turning 90 soon.. just speak softer abit nia.. den everyone also happy wad.. why must make people all become not happy leh ?? hais.. why life like that de ? cant just everything good, and no bad ar ?? hais..
nothing is ever important .
6:46 PM
Friday, September 07, 2007
6:46 PM
sians.. lazed in bed today.. bored la.. holidays.. though this holiday abit "feng fu" , got all the emotions.. =)) but abit bored of stuffs.. nth to do leh.. hais.. then used comp lo.. siansiansian.. then went to read a book, until almost fall asleep.. hais.. everytime like tt de.. wan to read book, i will sleep.. =PP
why everytime i have to shelter the scoldings for people ?? why everytime they do wrong, u not scold them, but you scold me leh ?? i have enough.. seriously enough, of all the scoldings from you guys.. yes, mayb we had fun.. but, alot of incidents are that you guys are scolding me, while i did nothing !! although i am used to it already, but then i am a human ! humans are bad, yes.. but, humans do have emotions and feelings !! you guys always say i not good, not good.. but then, i have done my very best already !!
i have said a white lie.. i said it, so as to not let people worry, and think that i am not ok.. i dn like it, when people come and ask me, if i am ok or not.. judge it for yourself friends !! not all asks me this question.. but, there are alot !! cant you guys just treat me as i am ok ?? i admit.. i have a bad temper.. when i am in a bad mood, i do dnno wad stupid stuffs, and there are alot of ppl that has become my victim already.. i am really sorry.. i just cant control my temper !!
why everytime i have to shelter the scoldings for people ?? why everytime they do wrong, u not scold them, but you scold me leh ?? i have enough.. seriously enough, of all the scoldings from you guys.. yes, mayb we had fun.. but, alot of incidents are that you guys are scolding me, while i did nothing !! although i am used to it already, but then i am a human ! humans are bad, yes.. but, humans do have emotions and feelings !! you guys always say i not good, not good.. but then, i have done my very best already !!
a white lie
nothing is ever important .
10:34 AM
Thursday, September 06, 2007
10:34 AM
i feel useless.. i cant do anything well.. first, my hand injured.. but, its going to recover soon !! can go and kill tiger liao.. den, now is my studies.. last night, my mum just told me that if i fail my english, i have to go tuition.. and i practically hate to go tuition.. i dn wan.. but i just cant bring myself to study.. everyday sit infront of the computer, den will not go other places already.. hais.. EOY is coming soon.. less than a month.. i want to study !! i will try to bring myself to study.. =)) hope others are the same !! =))
i know my flaws already.. but i just cant change.. i have went through the tough way of learning, but then it still does not work.. i keep on make the same mistake.. i have always been telling people to cherish those around them, stay happy, and blablabla.. but, i have not.. i tell people all those things, but then i cant do it.. i am really useless..
is it really true that humans are bad ?? why cant we just do things correctly, and we will save the trouble, of going to learn by the hard way.. and when we learn by the hard way, we will have alot of regrets.. and become sad.. i dnno why.. sometimes, i find myself, sad suddenly.. i really dn wish such things to happen to me, again.. hais...
study hard hard, future bright bright
study soft soft, future dark dark
nothing is ever important .
5:17 AM
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
*argh* !! today very pek cek sia.. abit gek xim also.. cause, my hand is not recovering, and then still have damn loads of muscle cramps.. grr !! hand is like keep on pain pain, and PAIN !! touch tt part nia, pain liao.. maths supplementary, nv really like concentrate.. teacher say can leave, i already packed... cause wan to come home and rest.. damn tired la.. feel like my right hand paralysed liao like that sia.. no energy de.. i think tomorrow can be ok liao la.. can go and kill tiger liao ! hahaah..
5:17 AM
*argh* !! today very pek cek sia.. abit gek xim also.. cause, my hand is not recovering, and then still have damn loads of muscle cramps.. grr !! hand is like keep on pain pain, and PAIN !! touch tt part nia, pain liao.. maths supplementary, nv really like concentrate.. teacher say can leave, i already packed... cause wan to come home and rest.. damn tired la.. feel like my right hand paralysed liao like that sia.. no energy de.. i think tomorrow can be ok liao la.. can go and kill tiger liao ! hahaah..
dint expected it to be like this
ps: today posts very short.. but den have 2..
nothing is ever important .
12:57 PM
grr !! ytd, when playing frisbee, xiaoshi accidentally threw too hard.. and it resulted in hitting the bone at the thumb of my right hand.. damn pain.. but i thought a while ok liao, as i still could go and play frisbeee again with them after that, and while eating, its nt pain.. den i go home, call dad help me to like apply medicated oil.. thought will b like ok.. but now, its still pain, when i exert force at my the thumb bone there.. grr !! so angry with myself sia.. so easy can be injured..
12:57 PM
grr !! ytd, when playing frisbee, xiaoshi accidentally threw too hard.. and it resulted in hitting the bone at the thumb of my right hand.. damn pain.. but i thought a while ok liao, as i still could go and play frisbeee again with them after that, and while eating, its nt pain.. den i go home, call dad help me to like apply medicated oil.. thought will b like ok.. but now, its still pain, when i exert force at my the thumb bone there.. grr !! so angry with myself sia.. so easy can be injured..
nothing is ever important .
4:54 AM
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
today woke up at about 0615, cause need to go for zonal.. go and SUPPORT !! hahaha.. lizhong was supposed to go, but den he nv... call him, he nv answer.. should be sleep too much lo.. i was like the first sec 1 to reach, and all the junior keep on ask me, if only i go sia.. walao.. den ailing and xiaoshi came.. then bus came also, but then mr tan cant book the excursion bus, so only haf a small "van" like tt.. den need to split into 2 groups.. i am in the first group, xiaoshi and ailing in the second group.. den reach there, did some drills.. but then the p5 the throws, all kanasai.. not happy with their performance, of course.. then the p4 came, the drills likee shit. dnno do wad sia.. even do the drills also do wrong.. den got another p4, keep on like so damn idiotic bossy.. keep on shout at team-mates, den i was like shouting at him la.. he acted like he wan to fight.. if he dared to fight, i fight bac la.. he confirm lose de la... den was like, telling ailing and xiaoshi, that they confirm lose de.. p4, attitude like shit, den keep on want to fight.. then the p5, throws like shit like that also.. but suprisingly, the p4 emerged the champion, whilst the p5 got 3rd.. den went bac.. as mr tan say wan to haf lunch with me, xiaoshi and ailing, we took the group 2.. was supposed to take bus home ourselves.. but nv.. ended up waiting a very long time for the bus to come.. nvm.. then went bac, while waiting for mrs tan to come, (she joining us) , we played a while of frisbee.. so damn nice to b playing lo.. then went blk 59 there for lunch.. then we went frm seperated ways frm mr and mrs tan.. den we went to play frisbee, at my hse there, den went back to blk 59 there to buy bubble tea, and then went to the playground to talk talk.. then xiaoshi went home, while me and ailing went to play for quite some time, den come to my house sit sit, den she went home liao.. now blogging lo..
in a game, teamwork and sportsmanship is very important.. no point winning with one or two peoples out of seven peoples game.. no point blaming people when you lose a game also.. i find it that in a game, the best thing is not winning, but attaining the skill of being able to have teamwork and sportsmanship.. although p4 won, but i detested their attitude.. cause, they have very bad attitude, and then they also like keep on fighting. always snatch a frisbee.. dn really like them.. but, compared to other schools, its good already.. saw a school, when the students dint do well, the teacher was there shouting and blaming them.. then, the players actually nv have fight, but then they started to pinpoint ppl, which resulted into losing the game.. but, they won more of the games... though its nt frm my school, but rather happy to see the scene..
4:54 AM
today woke up at about 0615, cause need to go for zonal.. go and SUPPORT !! hahaha.. lizhong was supposed to go, but den he nv... call him, he nv answer.. should be sleep too much lo.. i was like the first sec 1 to reach, and all the junior keep on ask me, if only i go sia.. walao.. den ailing and xiaoshi came.. then bus came also, but then mr tan cant book the excursion bus, so only haf a small "van" like tt.. den need to split into 2 groups.. i am in the first group, xiaoshi and ailing in the second group.. den reach there, did some drills.. but then the p5 the throws, all kanasai.. not happy with their performance, of course.. then the p4 came, the drills likee shit. dnno do wad sia.. even do the drills also do wrong.. den got another p4, keep on like so damn idiotic bossy.. keep on shout at team-mates, den i was like shouting at him la.. he acted like he wan to fight.. if he dared to fight, i fight bac la.. he confirm lose de la... den was like, telling ailing and xiaoshi, that they confirm lose de.. p4, attitude like shit, den keep on want to fight.. then the p5, throws like shit like that also.. but suprisingly, the p4 emerged the champion, whilst the p5 got 3rd.. den went bac.. as mr tan say wan to haf lunch with me, xiaoshi and ailing, we took the group 2.. was supposed to take bus home ourselves.. but nv.. ended up waiting a very long time for the bus to come.. nvm.. then went bac, while waiting for mrs tan to come, (she joining us) , we played a while of frisbee.. so damn nice to b playing lo.. then went blk 59 there for lunch.. then we went frm seperated ways frm mr and mrs tan.. den we went to play frisbee, at my hse there, den went back to blk 59 there to buy bubble tea, and then went to the playground to talk talk.. then xiaoshi went home, while me and ailing went to play for quite some time, den come to my house sit sit, den she went home liao.. now blogging lo..
in a game, teamwork and sportsmanship is very important.. no point winning with one or two peoples out of seven peoples game.. no point blaming people when you lose a game also.. i find it that in a game, the best thing is not winning, but attaining the skill of being able to have teamwork and sportsmanship.. although p4 won, but i detested their attitude.. cause, they have very bad attitude, and then they also like keep on fighting. always snatch a frisbee.. dn really like them.. but, compared to other schools, its good already.. saw a school, when the students dint do well, the teacher was there shouting and blaming them.. then, the players actually nv have fight, but then they started to pinpoint ppl, which resulted into losing the game.. but, they won more of the games... though its nt frm my school, but rather happy to see the scene..
today is a fulfilling day..
nothing is ever important .
5:47 PM
Monday, September 03, 2007
today , morning woke up at about 0830.. cousin go work liao (ytd my mum's brother's daughter come, cause she working in singapore.. and, weesiong got a new comp !! hahaha ) den i washed up and slowly eat breakfast.. about 0905, lizhong tell me change the meeting time to 0910.. den i fast fast go down liao lo.. if nt scared too late liao.. den i rush down, he tell me his parents bring him go.. was like walao.. den nvm.. go schl, was supposed to do something with him, but then too many ppl.. so nv.. he went to play bball instead.. ahhaa !! den had maths supplementary.. almost slept sia.. walao. so tired.. haha !! den after tt, went home.. den finally did wad i was supposed to do with lizhong !! hahaha !! =)) dn wan tell u all wad we did.. eheheheh.. then came home, straight away i use comp .. until abt 0545, i went to check-up for teeth with mum.. hahaha !! fast sia.. 6weeks pass liao.. my heart was thumping.. dnno why today so nervous.. den went.. she say my teeth straight liao, but den need mayb next year feb/mar den can take out.. den my oral hygene improved !! hahaha !! =)) this time i put orange.. but nt very bright de.. nvm.. next appt, is oct 22.. hahaha !! still long way.. nvm.. hehehe.. anyways, tomorrow is zonal already !! looking forward to it.. want to see how that qiujia perform tmr.. i am nt angry liao la.. but i still dn like her.. cause she damn rude.. dnno why, my instinct tells me that i hate her.. if she is going to show me attitude tomorrow, she will die de.. hahaha !! k.. late alr.. cant use too much, later mum will scold and scold me.. =PP
5:47 PM
today , morning woke up at about 0830.. cousin go work liao (ytd my mum's brother's daughter come, cause she working in singapore.. and, weesiong got a new comp !! hahaha ) den i washed up and slowly eat breakfast.. about 0905, lizhong tell me change the meeting time to 0910.. den i fast fast go down liao lo.. if nt scared too late liao.. den i rush down, he tell me his parents bring him go.. was like walao.. den nvm.. go schl, was supposed to do something with him, but then too many ppl.. so nv.. he went to play bball instead.. ahhaa !! den had maths supplementary.. almost slept sia.. walao. so tired.. haha !! den after tt, went home.. den finally did wad i was supposed to do with lizhong !! hahaha !! =)) dn wan tell u all wad we did.. eheheheh.. then came home, straight away i use comp .. until abt 0545, i went to check-up for teeth with mum.. hahaha !! fast sia.. 6weeks pass liao.. my heart was thumping.. dnno why today so nervous.. den went.. she say my teeth straight liao, but den need mayb next year feb/mar den can take out.. den my oral hygene improved !! hahaha !! =)) this time i put orange.. but nt very bright de.. nvm.. next appt, is oct 22.. hahaha !! still long way.. nvm.. hehehe.. anyways, tomorrow is zonal already !! looking forward to it.. want to see how that qiujia perform tmr.. i am nt angry liao la.. but i still dn like her.. cause she damn rude.. dnno why, my instinct tells me that i hate her.. if she is going to show me attitude tomorrow, she will die de.. hahaha !! k.. late alr.. cant use too much, later mum will scold and scold me.. =PP
tomorrow is zonal !!
nothing is ever important .
7:29 PM
Sunday, September 02, 2007
today, woke up at 7.. dad went out to dnno where, find his fren.. den mum went out to buy breakfast.. i at home, watch tv, cousin sleeping.. sianz.. dnno why i wake up so early sia.. i work on a "sleep early, wake up late" and "sleep late, wake up early" basis man.. wheneva i sleep early, i cant wake up, and i sleep late, i can .. den mum thinks the other way round, and i am supposed to sleep early.. hais.. then had breakfast, den about 11, i started reading my book, until 12.. hahaa ! den i went for lunch.. den come bac, read.. den now use comp.. very bored.. rather short post today.. sianz..
7:29 PM
today, woke up at 7.. dad went out to dnno where, find his fren.. den mum went out to buy breakfast.. i at home, watch tv, cousin sleeping.. sianz.. dnno why i wake up so early sia.. i work on a "sleep early, wake up late" and "sleep late, wake up early" basis man.. wheneva i sleep early, i cant wake up, and i sleep late, i can .. den mum thinks the other way round, and i am supposed to sleep early.. hais.. then had breakfast, den about 11, i started reading my book, until 12.. hahaa ! den i went for lunch.. den come bac, read.. den now use comp.. very bored.. rather short post today.. sianz..
nothing is ever important .
12:57 PM
Saturday, September 01, 2007
today woke up at about 7.. dnno why, juz suddenly woke up like tt.. haha ! then went out with family for breakfast at alexandra.. we always go dere de.. dnno why also.. =PP then came bac, watch a while TV, used a while of comp, and then read book !! hahaha.. if nv read, mum will scold like shit.. den so, read a bit lo.. den used comp, went out for lunch, den come bac, use comp, den read agn.. den use comp.. haha !! den abt 4 like tt, went to cut my hair !! so happy la.. my hair was like so long and thick.. waited quite long, cause got alot of ppl.. den come bac, dnno why sia, mum suddenly scold me, for some little thing... stupid la.. like nth nth scold me.. den come bac, find fault with dad... tolerate a while cant meh ?? must make me bcome mood bad.. hais.. den come bac, use com.. now blog lo.. sianz...
random :
have you ever thought, why do ppl always need to learn frm a hard way ?? why cant they juz learn easily, without pain ?? hais.. why must i always wait until i lose some stuffs, den i cherish? cant i juz cherish the thing, without losing it ?? why?? hais.. i am really lost sometimes, lost in my mind.. dnno why, sometimes suddenly turn emo, den after that, will pollute the environment, frm good de, become sad one.. hais...
12:57 PM
today woke up at about 7.. dnno why, juz suddenly woke up like tt.. haha ! then went out with family for breakfast at alexandra.. we always go dere de.. dnno why also.. =PP then came bac, watch a while TV, used a while of comp, and then read book !! hahaha.. if nv read, mum will scold like shit.. den so, read a bit lo.. den used comp, went out for lunch, den come bac, use comp, den read agn.. den use comp.. haha !! den abt 4 like tt, went to cut my hair !! so happy la.. my hair was like so long and thick.. waited quite long, cause got alot of ppl.. den come bac, dnno why sia, mum suddenly scold me, for some little thing... stupid la.. like nth nth scold me.. den come bac, find fault with dad... tolerate a while cant meh ?? must make me bcome mood bad.. hais.. den come bac, use com.. now blog lo.. sianz...
random :
have you ever thought, why do ppl always need to learn frm a hard way ?? why cant they juz learn easily, without pain ?? hais.. why must i always wait until i lose some stuffs, den i cherish? cant i juz cherish the thing, without losing it ?? why?? hais.. i am really lost sometimes, lost in my mind.. dnno why, sometimes suddenly turn emo, den after that, will pollute the environment, frm good de, become sad one.. hais...
nothing is ever important .
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