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today, woke up later.. den reach schl earlier.. hahaah !! =)) assembly sucks.. one sec2 councillor pull me out.. PULL !! so hard la.. walao.. den shout at me cause i nv use school shoelace.. den i shout back la.. in the first place, he should say nice nice lo.. stupid la.. english was ok.. nth much actually.. science, teacher nv come.. somemore come one guailan de teacher.. nv make fun of his name, say i make fun.. walao.. pissed.. PE was ok... 2rds round the school, and 15 push-ups.. cause only 1 period.. nt bad la.. girls only me and lisa wear PE, the rest no attired, also need do.. haahah !! lucky i bring sia.. if nt sweat sweat all at my uniform.. then had recess.. had party !! =)) so nice lo. then concert was good.. =)) enjoyed and had loads of fun.. card making was ok.. =))) was released abit earlier, cause other classes was also.. hahaha !! den went primary.. i was the first to reach, out of all the notorians lo.. walao.. then alot of teachers, only remember my face, forget my name.. ahhaah !! cause they nv teach me.. but at least they know my face ma.. hahaha!! then played a while of frisbee, students had friendly with teachers.. but students lost.. haha !! den actually wan go mac, but changed to go miss pang.. but den also nv go miss pang, hang out with those notorians.. =)) we talked all about school.. haahaha !! all our teachers, so funny la !! =)) really enjoyed.. hope can have again.. and , i going back for zonal !! =)) only have supp. class on monday and wednesday, and zonal is on tuesday ! dnno lizhong wan go nt.. mayb yes.. hahaha !! sekali he nv go.. but nvm, wadeva it is, i am GOING !! =)) hahaha !! i tink i going to have a haircut tomorrow.. =)) hair like so long, so untidy.. hahaha !! =)) ]

everything is changing, for the good...

nothing is ever important .
4:16 PM

today started out to be real bad.. woke up at i think 2 and den fall asleep at 4.. den i think i had only 6 1/2 hours of sleep ! which is NOT enough for me la .. i normally have 9 1/2 hours of sleep lo.. i know la... i am like a pig, everyday only know how to eat and sleep.. the best thing is that, i wont get fat.. which everyone wants me lo.. i am like so damn skinny.. dn like man.. =PP (not being sacarstic) then got caught for no school shoe lace.. and he is like say want to see me tomorrow.. aiya.. dn care la.. nt going to change lo.. and alot ppl the socks so high, he catch.. low socks, he dn wan catch.. weird sia.. then had english.. sian.. slacked and talked !! =)) someone kinda cheered me up, but then he dnno that he had done so.. =PP mood went up.. like parachute man ! science was fun ! =)) did experiments with lizhong in class.. was supposed to pair with nasuha.. but then jeannete changed with me.. nvm la.. i am fine with anyone.. recess, was normal... watched 3/2 play netball.. learnt some stuffs frm them.. teamwork.. rather fun watching la.. =)) then maths test.. should b able to pass... geog was ok.. nth particular... lit was nice too !! lunch went to library to borrow a book.. =)))) i so good.. =PP hahaha ! jkjk.. mother tongue, slacked !! i recently like keep on slack man.. =PP no choice.. some stuffs damn boring... then had PC lesson.. nth much lo.. then came home.. use comp, den ltr go do some homework..

its real great, to see that people are getting happier one by one.. i guess, i am too !! =)) i guess juliana dint really disappear.. she just got lost.. she will find her way back, soon.. real soon.. i can really promise, and no empty promises.. =))

juliana is lost...

nothing is ever important .
4:11 PM

morning woke up later abit, cause its wednesday.. carried my full-u and blablabla, so heavy, and then i go there, the NP board change the thing, and it become wear PT, no need bring full-u .. walao ! was like damn shocked la.. then english common test was disasterous.. nt enough time.. den anyhow do.. hais.. sure fail de.. then english, was ok.. nth much .. =)) recess ate.. was hungry.. or shld i say i dn wan to eat lunch, so i eat recess ?? lol !! then had science.. did experiments.. sianz... cant go physics lab .. dnno why leh.. the lab nt close anymore liao.. then geog.. was not bad.. nth much actually.. history was fun !! had a great laugh !! =)))) loved it alot.. then lunch, went to study abit.. homework period was bored.. had to study for geog, as the 2nd period for homework period was geog common test.. was real bad mood.. cause, i know tt nothing could go into my mind.. and when i got the paper, i knew i would fail already.. then when i finish, i straight away lie down.. a few drops of tears came out.. disapointed.. then when NP was starting, i was in damn no mood.. before it started, i had watery eyes.. my eyes was red.. i kind of got better.. we had campcraft.. nt bad.. thought tt i would b happy liao.. but then after PT, was games... i was like nt interested.. den starting is show abit of attitude la.. den when playing, we was playing somewhere near the parade ground, dnno where is it.. i dint play.. den i was like sit there, do nothing.. yingsiew see liao, come and scold.. say i either play, or go run 2 rounds.. i chose the run 2 rounds.. den she was like want to wear her shoe, while talking to another NCO, den i told her i go myself.. den i started to run liao.. after i finished my first round, passing by parade square, alot NCO ask where i go .. den i tell them lo.. den jeannete told me yingsiew wan to see me.. den go see her la.. lol ! den i saw her like disapointed.. hais.. she say she got tell me cant go on my own.. but i dint hear.. den she just call me go and play lo.. den i had watery eyes again.. cause i know i have disapointed alot of people.. throughout the games, i was like nv play lo.. den i went to apologised to her.. she said its ok.. hais.. it made me feel worse.. =(( then had debrief.. den went to wait for jeannete, den i go home.. at the bus-stop, wait damn long la.. hais.. den reached home, eat den tell parents today the tests, confirm fail liao.. they was like blaming tt i use to much comp.. hais.. dint know tt such stuffs would happen.. real bad mood today....

i dn want to do it, but i did.. regrets.. i dn like to go home nowadays, cause when i go home, mum will nag, and then dad will show me a suffering face.. i thought tt i had got happy again liao.. but what had happened today, brought me back to who i was.. i really hope that i will cheer myself up.. i know tt my friends wan that to happen.. for this, i will really try my best..

regrets..

nothing is ever important .
8:03 PM

today was ok.. mugged for science on my way to school.. cause i dont want to fail.. then was music.. sian la.. dn like music for this term.. cause the keyboard keep on cant use de... and its like a waste of my time.. sianz... maths was bad.. went into the class and everyone is like bad mood.. hais.. recess was ok.. dint eat much... had some bread though.. cause dn wan to like dn eat.. =PP science had class test.. think can pass, but the marks nt too high.. cause dint know how to do alot of questions.. mother tongue was ok... but, lizhong started some rumours.. and i got real mad man.. hais... literature was practically boring.. was like nt paying a single attention to her.. lazy la.. want to sleep leh.. lunch was ok.. nth much.. but the rain was a downpour man.. had myself wet.. but, i enjoyed it.. =PP homework period was ok.. nth much.. but lizhong keep teasing.. until dnno when, he suddenly stopped, and went quiet.. think he slept la.. den after that he went straight out of the class, without saying anything.. dnno wad happened leh.. hais.. tmr got NP.. need to prepare full-u later, complete my homework and to study for geog.. hais... hope i can pass..

why are there so many ppl sad and sick in this world ?? are all this in a cycle ? i really detest ppl being sad or sick.. they seems real bad.. its saddening to see ppl like that.. dn ask me, why do i care.. its my emotions.. i guess all this makes up juliana.. juliana is always very easily affected by things around her.. hais.. dn wish to b back to where i was the past 3 mths.. i think that i can do it.. i can !!

why must there be sadness and sickness ???

nothing is ever important .
3:16 PM

recently had been fun !! everyday laughing in class.. though she have like been in anger and bad mood at times, but things had changed for the better already !! and, dad is like damn funny in his conversations.. last night, cause no TV programes nice, den i went to use comp, he came over and started a conversation.. it went like this:

me : (using comp)
dad : we want to listen to hokkien songs leh.. wan to come and join us ??
me : orh...
dad : ok.. dn keep on use comp...

and hence, i went to listen with them lo.. my family long time nv listen to hokkien songs already.. so why not ?? heheheh.. and alot of memories came back.. was very happy... another funny conversation was when i got back my MYE results.. the conversation was like this:

me : (watching TV)
dad : you deproved leh..
me : ya.. but i nv fail right ?
dad : ya la.. but den also must do better wad...
me : orh..
dad : you recently like keep on use comp ar ??
me : ya.. but i got study leh !!
dad : ya.. i know..
me : good ..
dad : u like keep on never watch TV hor ??
me : ya..
dad : next time must come out and watch TV more with me hor...
me : orh...

real funny la.. walao.. was there laughing in my heart.. =PP
sept. holidays are coming !! still considering whether to skip lessons to go for zonal not.. must depend.. hais.. really wish to go lo !! friday going back primary ! dnno wad will happen...

nothing is ever important .
7:05 PM

not long ago,
juliana stopped blogging,
for herself...
ppl asked her to continue,
but she din't want...

now, juliana finally had enough..
she is back...
she is going to continue,
with her journey of blogging...

she will try her best,
not to make any mistakes,
or hurt people,
during blogging...

if she makes any mistakes,
i guess she is going
to stop again...
so, lets hope,
for the best,
for that she does not
make mistakes or
hurt people in her words....

nothing is ever important .
5:15 PM