posting of pics. xDD
tis pic tink taken at e strt of e yr ? nw den found.. lols.. wan fite ? XPrecently, tuition.. super zilian.. shw u some pics. XDD
sunday morning.. i wan slp.. x( grr !!
c here. XD
my overgrwn shoe.. look like clown ? XP
orange. xD tic-tac + folscap. XD
my scars, nw healing..
my shadow. XDDDrecently damn zilian in class n wif shirly they all. XD e pics are as follows ! XDD
duncare her.. she is insane . xPP
i THINK she depressed lahhs.. shh...
adorable ? XDD 
weirdo smiles. xDD
im innocent ! XDD
nothing is ever important .
11:53 PM
hahas.. in e end, used e comp. xP bleahhs.. canot kip study luhhs.. will baozha.. xP today.. hmm.. okok luhhs.. jus tt super stress.. no mood bahhs ? lols.. after school, came home and den went bac school agn.. xP cus they say wan study, so i go bac to study oso.. bt tink in e end, play more den study. XP sec1 today, learnt to wear full-u.. wahhs.. me, jean n val went to disiao. xPP so funn.. shall say e story, ltr. xP den wahhs.. aft tt, went to study le.. study awhile, jiu take "quan jia fu" bt i no e pic. xP den aft tt jiu took 14 wif zhen, jean n sandy.. take until e stop b4 blk 50+ dere, n den alighted.. so "qiao" behind gt 222 den jiu take go home.. canot take until too far.. if nt, hard to go home. hehee.. den came home, nw blog.. ltr aft dinner, jiu study.. finish study, den come bac use comp. xDD hhehhee...
jie infront, dnno do wad.. me at e bac, posing. XD
jie behind me.. shwin dnno wad. hahas.. i pose. XDD
looking at wad ?lols..
wad was i doing ? xPP
my "zhao pai" . XDD _\/_
tts so candid.. xP gt rowena jie dnno c wad, xiuting jie dnno hit her head for wad, n gt xueyi jie de leg.. hahas. my jies are cool ! XD
wads tt pose ? bleahhs..
hehehehe. XDD
jie, dun anyhw touch !!
YEAH ! XD
woohoo ! 
big big beret. xD
-end-of-story-
11:53 PM
hahas.. in e end, used e comp. xP bleahhs.. canot kip study luhhs.. will baozha.. xP today.. hmm.. okok luhhs.. jus tt super stress.. no mood bahhs ? lols.. after school, came home and den went bac school agn.. xP cus they say wan study, so i go bac to study oso.. bt tink in e end, play more den study. XP sec1 today, learnt to wear full-u.. wahhs.. me, jean n val went to disiao. xPP so funn.. shall say e story, ltr. xP den wahhs.. aft tt, went to study le.. study awhile, jiu take "quan jia fu" bt i no e pic. xP den aft tt jiu took 14 wif zhen, jean n sandy.. take until e stop b4 blk 50+ dere, n den alighted.. so "qiao" behind gt 222 den jiu take go home.. canot take until too far.. if nt, hard to go home. hehee.. den came home, nw blog.. ltr aft dinner, jiu study.. finish study, den come bac use comp. xDD hhehhee...
shall say abt e sec1 learning of wearing full-u *ahems* !
there are only 7sec1 girls.. n, only ONE brought e full-u..
den, when asking for model to come be "model", to shw hw to wear full-u
which is jus stand dere, gif dem wear nia..
den no one wan to..
so i go lo.. cus i feel tt quite fun mahhs. XD
den, i forgot.. e person de size..
u knw.. quite big lahhs.. den so.. hais..
bo bian.. so small size de me, nid to tahan e big size..
n it turned out tt it was funny luhhs..
so, called dem to help me take pic.
e pics are as of follows. xDD
jie infront, dnno do wad.. me at e bac, posing. XD
jie behind me.. shwin dnno wad. hahas.. i pose. XDD
looking at wad ?lols.. 
wad was i doing ? xPP
my "zhao pai" . XDD _\/_
tts so candid.. xP gt rowena jie dnno c wad, xiuting jie dnno hit her head for wad, n gt xueyi jie de leg.. hahas. my jies are cool ! XD
wads tt pose ? bleahhs.. 
hehehehe. XDD
jie, dun anyhw touch !!
YEAH ! XD
woohoo !
big big beret. xD-end-of-story-
haf loads of pics to upload, shall upload tonite (maybe) XD
i haf to admit.. i am stress luhhs.. xams are round e corner.. n, i havent been studying.. havent been paying much attention to teachers.. and .. e mock exam papers that have been given to me, most of e questions, i dnno hw to do.. of cus will stress mahhs.. n recently, haf been like.. kip on study n study.. study until wan burst alr luhhs ! when one kips studying, hw to smile arx ? hais.. sian luhhs.. hw i wish, i can do well for xams.. plspls..
nothing is ever important .
6:17 PM
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
shall post a short one today.. n i guess, tmr (wedn) dunwan on9 liaos.. cus xams soso near.. rly mus chiong lerhs !! arhh ! bt i scared, i wil nt fulfil e task lo.. today oso actually dunwan use de.. but in e end, oso come n use.. nvm.. shall TRY to control myself.. xD
to her :
i knw i haf gave u alot alot of empty promises.. be it about cutting myself.. be it about saying that i dunwan to disturb ppl. tis time i m serios about it already.. cus i nt young lerhhs.. gif me somemore times okays ? i will try my bes, n gif it a bes shot.. wish me lucks, n b dere for me.. remind me abt e goals that i haf to achieve.. and in e time of need, gif me a scold, or a tight slap.. i guess its e most that u can do for me.. thankyou and sorry..
6:17 PM
shall post a short one today.. n i guess, tmr (wedn) dunwan on9 liaos.. cus xams soso near.. rly mus chiong lerhs !! arhh ! bt i scared, i wil nt fulfil e task lo.. today oso actually dunwan use de.. but in e end, oso come n use.. nvm.. shall TRY to control myself.. xD
to her :
i knw i haf gave u alot alot of empty promises.. be it about cutting myself.. be it about saying that i dunwan to disturb ppl. tis time i m serios about it already.. cus i nt young lerhhs.. gif me somemore times okays ? i will try my bes, n gif it a bes shot.. wish me lucks, n b dere for me.. remind me abt e goals that i haf to achieve.. and in e time of need, gif me a scold, or a tight slap.. i guess its e most that u can do for me.. thankyou and sorry..
nothing is ever important .
4:29 PM
Monday, April 28, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERIL ! XDD
not blogging today, cus haf to study..
4:29 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERIL ! XDD
not blogging today, cus haf to study..
nothing is ever important .
5:09 PM
Sunday, April 27, 2008
jus came bac frm tuition..
today very slack lorhs.. (me only) cus to me.. i tink english exam over lerhhs..
so can relac. xD
hahas.. aft tuition, go parkway walk walk awhile..
den when wan go home, rain so heavy.. so, i went to e arcade play.. actually supposed to eat.. but den nv.. cus lazy. xP bleahhs.. nv bring my container out luhhs.. so i scared ltr anyhw put, den die.. hahas..
went arcade play e games to destress de.. e shoot bball one. e step on blink light one.. n e hit animal, when shoot up one.. so fun.. bt nv help me destress at all -.-
den come home, nw blog.. ltr mus study lerhhs. hais.. x((
canot study sia.. c e book will slp..
gt ppl wan pei me go mac study ?
tag at my taggie uhhs.. pls n thankyou. xDD
i shall learn frm "someone" ...
她说得没错
我忍了那么久
如果放弃就没意思了
但是，她也告诉我
如果我做了，她不会生气。。
因为她尽力过这一切。。
我没听她的
我不管三七二十一
还是做了
现在，我后悔了。。
我不应该做。。
那痛苦的34天
已经不见了。。
因为我的冲动
带来了许多伤心欲难过。。
我知道错了。。
我真的知道错了。。
另一个她，
也告诉了我。。
在这个短短的两个月里。。
我变好了。。
没说很多脏话
没随便与人打架
也没逃课了。。
在他要我做的四个东西里。。
我做好了三个。。
现在，已经剩下最后一个了。。
我知道很难。。
我现在也没办法答应什么。。
我只能说的是。。
经过这一次后
我学会了不能冲动。。
我一定会努力。。
把这最后一个。。
最难最难的东西完成。。
希望我能做到。。
5:09 PM
jus came bac frm tuition..
today very slack lorhs.. (me only) cus to me.. i tink english exam over lerhhs..
so can relac. xD
hahas.. aft tuition, go parkway walk walk awhile..
den when wan go home, rain so heavy.. so, i went to e arcade play.. actually supposed to eat.. but den nv.. cus lazy. xP bleahhs.. nv bring my container out luhhs.. so i scared ltr anyhw put, den die.. hahas..
went arcade play e games to destress de.. e shoot bball one. e step on blink light one.. n e hit animal, when shoot up one.. so fun.. bt nv help me destress at all -.-
den come home, nw blog.. ltr mus study lerhhs. hais.. x((
canot study sia.. c e book will slp..
gt ppl wan pei me go mac study ?
tag at my taggie uhhs.. pls n thankyou. xDD
i shall learn frm "someone" ...
她说得没错
我忍了那么久
如果放弃就没意思了
但是，她也告诉我
如果我做了，她不会生气。。
因为她尽力过这一切。。
我没听她的
我不管三七二十一
还是做了
现在，我后悔了。。
我不应该做。。
那痛苦的34天
已经不见了。。
因为我的冲动
带来了许多伤心欲难过。。
我知道错了。。
我真的知道错了。。
另一个她，
也告诉了我。。
在这个短短的两个月里。。
我变好了。。
没说很多脏话
没随便与人打架
也没逃课了。。
在他要我做的四个东西里。。
我做好了三个。。
现在，已经剩下最后一个了。。
我知道很难。。
我现在也没办法答应什么。。
我只能说的是。。
经过这一次后
我学会了不能冲动。。
我一定会努力。。
把这最后一个。。
最难最难的东西完成。。
希望我能做到。。
nothing is ever important .
12:53 PM
Saturday, April 26, 2008
i foolishly thought that i could bear e 34 days, turning bac to zero.. but, i was wrong.. turning back to zero, at first was quite fun.. but.. hais.. in e end, it turned out that i had "influenced" a number of people into it ? or shall i phrase it that, due to my rash-ness, got ppl oso slashed ? hais.. i haf rly rly made e wrong step.. a very wrong one this time.. everything is like crashing down towards me .. stress from academic.. this week i tink can call it disasterous ? its like.. everythings going upside down.. going all wrong for me.. hais.. havent been studying much lately though.. tink nw only waiting for MYE to end, n e results come out.. den i runaway frm home ? i dnno ehhs.. or mayb "guyi" go home late bahhs.. cus... they haf quite a high expectations frm me.. i dunwanna cus of dem, i drp tears agn.. hais.. haf been drping alot of tears lately too.. its no one's fault.. its my own fault.. cus i too weak le bahhs.. x( hais...
12:53 PM
i foolishly thought that i could bear e 34 days, turning bac to zero.. but, i was wrong.. turning back to zero, at first was quite fun.. but.. hais.. in e end, it turned out that i had "influenced" a number of people into it ? or shall i phrase it that, due to my rash-ness, got ppl oso slashed ? hais.. i haf rly rly made e wrong step.. a very wrong one this time.. everything is like crashing down towards me .. stress from academic.. this week i tink can call it disasterous ? its like.. everythings going upside down.. going all wrong for me.. hais.. havent been studying much lately though.. tink nw only waiting for MYE to end, n e results come out.. den i runaway frm home ? i dnno ehhs.. or mayb "guyi" go home late bahhs.. cus... they haf quite a high expectations frm me.. i dunwanna cus of dem, i drp tears agn.. hais.. haf been drping alot of tears lately too.. its no one's fault.. its my own fault.. cus i too weak le bahhs.. x( hais...
i am wrong.. i thought, that if i do it, i will gain e happiness.. yupp.. i did gained some happiness.. but, it was short.. awhile only, alot of sadness lerhhs.. disappointment frm alot alot of ppl too.. hais..
nothing is ever important .
11:07 AM
Friday, April 25, 2008
english and mother tongue down alr.. dun haf much confidence yea.. but nvm.. its over. XD
i feel like changing e way i type my post sia..
like change frm one whole paragraph, to sentence sentence..
looks neater rite? XDD
and this way, my blog post will look..
hmm..
LONGER ! XDD hehee..
nv late today..
woke up abit late bahhs. i tink soo... xPP
den go school.. blablabla..
den e tests norhhs.. sian lahhs..
e test all i wan sleep derhhs larhhs.. but cannot..
cus i i slp, my ear will b pulled.. XDDD
abit lazy to blog yea ? lols..
anyways.. grats to rowenaJIEJIE
for becoming MARKSMEN ! XDD
hehe.. tink if i go hor..
sure fail one. xP cus my aiming.. very lousy..
n i tink i will haf a good record, of shooting to other ppl derhs thing bahhs.. XPP
dnno ehhs.. tink will hahahs !! cus i "good" shooter mahhs..
kays lerhhs..
mus go study liaos..
bt, my audi wan lvl 12 liaos lehhs ..
so, i shall go play audi first..
ltr den study. XDD
scars . unseen hurt .
"fei li " XDD
finally my hair so long. xD
forced to smile . xDD
11:07 AM
english and mother tongue down alr.. dun haf much confidence yea.. but nvm.. its over. XD
i feel like changing e way i type my post sia..
like change frm one whole paragraph, to sentence sentence..
looks neater rite? XDD
and this way, my blog post will look..
hmm..
LONGER ! XDD hehee..
nv late today..
woke up abit late bahhs. i tink soo... xPP
den go school.. blablabla..
den e tests norhhs.. sian lahhs..
e test all i wan sleep derhhs larhhs.. but cannot..
cus i i slp, my ear will b pulled.. XDDD
abit lazy to blog yea ? lols..
anyways.. grats to rowenaJIEJIE
for becoming MARKSMEN ! XDD
hehe.. tink if i go hor..
sure fail one. xP cus my aiming.. very lousy..
n i tink i will haf a good record, of shooting to other ppl derhs thing bahhs.. XPP
dnno ehhs.. tink will hahahs !! cus i "good" shooter mahhs..
kays lerhhs..
mus go study liaos..
bt, my audi wan lvl 12 liaos lehhs ..
so, i shall go play audi first..
ltr den study. XDD
scars . unseen hurt .
"fei li " XDD
finally my hair so long. xD
forced to smile . xDD
nothing is ever important .
2:50 PM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
yupp .. ytd nv use comp. XD hehee.. but ytd very boring luhhs.. school wasnt okays .. hais.. after school went to study at LJS.. nite, go tuition.. and ! mr fahdil made fun of my shirt again ! X(( cus i was wearing a mr.funny shirt.. and he was like "juliana, not funny" lols.. he so funny larhh ! kip make me laugh. xD kays.. den today.. hmm.. everything oso boring.. hahas.. art something happened nia.. bt dunwan tell u all.. only those around us knw. XDD tmr start of e first paper lerhhs.. cannt slack anymore.. tis time rly serios (everytime oso serios.. in e end.. hais..) shall finish blogging, and go eat.. after that, start revising + studying. XD
tmr is e start of e exams..
i wish everyone taking exams, be it my friends or whoever.. my dearests and blablabla..
GOOD LUCKS !!
i hope , i wish for the best of everything .
&&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIEYI GAN AHMA ! XDD
2:50 PM
yupp .. ytd nv use comp. XD hehee.. but ytd very boring luhhs.. school wasnt okays .. hais.. after school went to study at LJS.. nite, go tuition.. and ! mr fahdil made fun of my shirt again ! X(( cus i was wearing a mr.funny shirt.. and he was like "juliana, not funny" lols.. he so funny larhh ! kip make me laugh. xD kays.. den today.. hmm.. everything oso boring.. hahas.. art something happened nia.. bt dunwan tell u all.. only those around us knw. XDD tmr start of e first paper lerhhs.. cannt slack anymore.. tis time rly serios (everytime oso serios.. in e end.. hais..) shall finish blogging, and go eat.. after that, start revising + studying. XD
back to zero.. i haf regretted it lerhhs.. cus, i guess i had caused hurt on someone, due to my selfish-ness of wanting to do e thing that i want.. i shall start everything anew.. but, it really hurts.. its my only way to destress luhhs.. unless anyone haf anyways to destress ? tell me larhhs.. if haf any better way that that, den i wun do it again.. but sadly, i tink dunhaf.. hais.. also, recently kip on very "fan" .. oso dnno y i "fan" .. kip on only wan hug hug from ppl nia. xP hais.. i am weird..
tmr is e start of e exams..
i wish everyone taking exams, be it my friends or whoever.. my dearests and blablabla..
GOOD LUCKS !!
i hope , i wish for the best of everything .
&&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIEYI GAN AHMA ! XDD
nothing is ever important .
2:06 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008
&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAYAN HAOPENGYOU ! XDD
2:06 PM
dnno y luhhs.. today almos did it.. e penknife was on my hand.. holding it, wanting to do it.. it stayed at my skin for sometime.. before i put it on e ground.. i was lost.. i really was.. at e point of time, i thought that if i cut, it doesnt matter if it turned back to zero.. it was hw i felt.. bt in e end, i did not do it.. nw, in my heart, i haf e feeling that.. one day i will do it.. if i really do it one day, i am sorry.. i really am.. x(
&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAYAN HAOPENGYOU ! XDD
nothing is ever important .
5:09 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
rather bored .. so shall do this ..
finally done ! XDD
5:09 PM
rather bored .. so shall do this ..
jeannette laobu . XD
yupp.. u wil forever b e guniang in my heart.. bt, u are tougher nw lerhhs. xD thanks for all e scoldings u gave me and e "beatings" . XD yupp.. sometimes i find u fan nahhs.. bt, after awhile wun liaos. cus u so-so cute. xD love u loads . XDDD
linhui laobu . XD
hehee.. i LOVE u as much as i LOVE my laobu. XD u are e one whom i "bully" and play wif in class.. taking ur things since last time till nw.. though nw sit quite far away liaos.. bt, still okay luhhs ? xD i promise u, i wun go disturb u so much liaos.. cus i wan learn to be more guai. XD love u loadss.. xDDD
shirly limbei . XD
you arx.. my "sleepy-basketballer" that likes to "emo" . XD hope tt u will b happy happy always.. study agn at mac okays ? den i gif u laugh at me.. hehehee..funny uhhs ? ytd study at mac.. muahahhaa.. will nv forget e day.. love you loadss.. xDDD
kimberly limbu . XD
you hor.. i wan u kip smile smile and laugh laugh okays.. dun tink so much. XD think positive, and everything will turn out find okays.. xDD dun worry.. i wun cut (i think) hehee.. wish u lucks in everything that u do. xD love you loadss.. XDDD
jieyi ganahma . XD
hmm. i knw u since when ? nursery ? k1 ? k2 ? lols.. i forgot oso.. hahas.. bt throughout e 6yrs of primary school, we had not contacted each other... bt, nvm.. nw oso fren fren rite ? lols.. nice being friends wif u. XD love you loadds.. XDDD
lindsay ganahgong . XD
i love you ! XDD wish u all e best in e things tt u do kays ! lucks ~ XDD love you loads XDD (ps. i dnno wad to write)
yizhen gdgdfren . XD
hehee.. hehee.. make me laugh hor ! u good.. u good.. kip on in class make me laugh one nehhs. dun worry.. i diff frm kaori, so nv tio detention.. xD hehehee.. so.. i will continue to laugh.. and laugh and laugh. hehehe.. hehehee.. love you loadss. XDD
sheril gdgdfren . XD
you are e first friend that i have had in my secondary school u knw ? lols.. and e first day of our class was hilarious ! i wasnt trying to b funy.. i was jus.. jus trying to be friendly . and i dnno hw it turned out to be e joke.. which will remain in my mind, forever. XD love you loadss..
joel fren
hahahs.. i nv bully u okays ! XD its funy sitting next to you lahhs.. so funy.. kip on say i bully u.. which i dint do anything ! X(( hahas.. its okays. XDD its nice to have u as my friend.. and i love ur hair okays ! XDD
shazli fren
u are e one whom polluted my mind okays ! hmph ! but its always fun to talk to you.. be it about ***** stuffs, or NP stuffs.. stay it this way pal ! xD love e time we crapped together when i sat at e bac.. also not forgetting about e homework period. XD
yongding korkor . XD
kor ! i love you loads larhhs kays ! sry tt day, nv pei you to (insert phrase) . XD next time sure gt chance one ! XDD hehee.. i love you ! XD
yingsiew jiejie . XD
HAHAHAS !! so cool uhhs ? frm i dun like you, to tan de lai.. to uhh. jie di ? lols.. love e time spent wif you .. i AM a nuiscance. XDD good luck kays for you O s . XD study study study ! jiayous ! XDD (i love you)
garyCHUA gdgd fren . XD
nth to say to u uhhs.. jus hope tt u last long long long wif silin ! XDD
rowena jiejie . XD
xiaodi loves jie ! XDD hehe.. frm strangers to frens.. and cus of campcraft, bcome jie di . xD campcraft shaped us yea ? lols.. i love you jiejie ! XDD hehee..
xueyi jiejie . XD
didi love jie too ! XDD u also another jie, that cus of campcraft comp, bcome gd frens derhhs.. XDD hehee. u always make me laugh.. hope when in trainings, wun liaos kays.. love you loadds. XDD
gabriel didi . XD
u my only didi you knw ! XDD mus b honoured.. and you seriously seriously very very cute okays. XD i love you loads loads too ! XDD
xiuting jiejie . XD
another jie.. XD hahhas.. campcraft campcraft ! XDD loves you ! XD
jamie jiejie . XD
another campcraft liaos den haf de jie. woots ~~ xDD loves u loads loads too ! XDD
jiayan haopengyou . XD
wee ~ haopengyou ! long time no see yea ! tt day saw you.. hahas.. soso miss e pri6 de times.. nt forgetting e 1248 , which is rusty liaos larhhs! hahas.. contact often ! XD love you loads. xDD
veron haopengyou. XD
wee ~ since when knw u ? nursery ? k1 ? k2 ? i oso dnno sia ! hahas.. frm normal frens quite close de frens bahhs.. another 1248 derhhs . xD hope to b able to contact wif u more ! love you loadss. XD
kimberley haopengyou. XD
i miss you larhhs kays ! 1248 derhs. XDD lols. come out one day? hope you aint too stress wif you work. XD loves you loads ! XDD
jocelyn pengyou / mama . xD
u .. hmm.. first time knw u is cus *someone* call u ask me if i hate her mahhs.. so hilarious.. bt aft tt. abit dun like you.. cus u so kaopei.. hahas.. everytime scold me derhs.. bt cus of campcraft, oso okay lerhs. XD loves you loads ! XD
finally done ! XDD
nothing is ever important .
3:26 PM
las nite very bored.. so changed e skin. xD buey pai rite ? hehee.. morning 7 wake up .. finally can watch tt stupid shw. XDD bleahhs.. den went tuition.. actually dnwan buy anything eat derhhs.. but bought 2 harshbrowns.. it saved my life okays.. if nt, no energy.. xP den aft tuition came home, audi awhile jus nw.. audi until dnno hw my right hand hit , hit until e vein dere very pain.. den nv play lerhhs.. shall end here.. short short post i knw. xDD
3:26 PM
las nite very bored.. so changed e skin. xD buey pai rite ? hehee.. morning 7 wake up .. finally can watch tt stupid shw. XDD bleahhs.. den went tuition.. actually dnwan buy anything eat derhhs.. but bought 2 harshbrowns.. it saved my life okays.. if nt, no energy.. xP den aft tuition came home, audi awhile jus nw.. audi until dnno hw my right hand hit , hit until e vein dere very pain.. den nv play lerhhs.. shall end here.. short short post i knw. xDD
wth larhhs. i dun like e feeling.. its my life okays.. yupp.. i always do wrong de things. but, dnnid scold lahhs.. i am fcukin sick n tired of it liaos. i jus wanna control my own life can ? please.. i dun like ppl shout n scream at me...
why no one understand me derhhs ?! x(( its like.. i am hurt u knw.. yupp. joke is joke.. u all dunwan me joke joke.. or i too guofen.. tell me larhhs.. in a nice way at least.. nt use this hit, use that hit.. i guess i am sick and tired of this kind of life lerhhs. rly.. cant u guys jus for once, let me do wrong n b happpy ? jus once.. i dun mind it go back to zero.. i rly dun.. bt , at e same time.. i dunwan ppl to scold me.. shout at me.. can ? x((
nothing is ever important .
12:13 PM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO :
YIZHEN GDGD FREN ! XD
&& XINGWEI FREN ! XD
kays.. today morning, wanted to wake up at 7 to watch one damn long liaos de show.. but i ended up waking up at 0745 .. hais.. always like that one lorhhs.. disapointed. x( den watched e shws cus nth to do.. studied abit of science.. and around 10 jiu use comp lerhhs. xD play audi.. tok on msn.. n blablabla.. around 1150, got myself ready and walked to interchange de mac to meet shirly.. she wan to study derhhs.. lols.. den studied awhile.. play awhile.. den fongkit came.. think he blur blur derhhs.. tot we at burger king.. lols.. den awhile ltr fengmao came.. actually i oso dnno hu he lorhhs.. shirly de fren mahhs.. bt since e more e merrier, so nvm . XDD den at around 3++ my limbu, kimberly arrived.. wahhs.. waited soso long lorhhs.. my neck longer than e giraffe liaos.. xP den we all study study n play play.. until around 5+ .. shirly n fengmao go TM.. i pei kimberly go take bus, den i took 222 slwly go home.. xP den nw blog norhhs.. actually alot of things happened today.. bt lazy elaborate. xP
today is 19th.. guess if nth goes wrong, e 19th every month shall b my "mthly anniversary" ? i dnno.. had a funny dream last nite.. was shocked.. and woke up.. i hope that e thing in my dream wun happen.. bt, i am afraid that it will.. as e days pass, i start to haf lesser and lesser confidence in myself.. i am afraid.. its true that i tell everyone that if i do it, it will mean that i haf wasted my time.. but, i shall make it clearer nw.. my emotions, i cant control.. if i rly tempted.. i am sure. very very sure.. that i will do it infront of u guys.. dun force me kays.. cus i rly rly cannt control my hand.. jus like i cant control my mouth.. suka suka wan shoot wad word out, jiu shoot wad word out.. think u undst me ? i tink u dun.. cus e fact is that, i myself dun undst myself..
always, i put a smile on my face.. but, that does not mean that i am happy.. i may joke around.. joke here joke dere.. but, inside me, i am serios.. its just that e serious-ness in me, needs time to show.. nv judge me by my face.. cus, i may nt b as happy as u think i am.. undst ?
12:13 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO :
YIZHEN GDGD FREN ! XD
&& XINGWEI FREN ! XD
kays.. today morning, wanted to wake up at 7 to watch one damn long liaos de show.. but i ended up waking up at 0745 .. hais.. always like that one lorhhs.. disapointed. x( den watched e shws cus nth to do.. studied abit of science.. and around 10 jiu use comp lerhhs. xD play audi.. tok on msn.. n blablabla.. around 1150, got myself ready and walked to interchange de mac to meet shirly.. she wan to study derhhs.. lols.. den studied awhile.. play awhile.. den fongkit came.. think he blur blur derhhs.. tot we at burger king.. lols.. den awhile ltr fengmao came.. actually i oso dnno hu he lorhhs.. shirly de fren mahhs.. bt since e more e merrier, so nvm . XDD den at around 3++ my limbu, kimberly arrived.. wahhs.. waited soso long lorhhs.. my neck longer than e giraffe liaos.. xP den we all study study n play play.. until around 5+ .. shirly n fengmao go TM.. i pei kimberly go take bus, den i took 222 slwly go home.. xP den nw blog norhhs.. actually alot of things happened today.. bt lazy elaborate. xP
today is 19th.. guess if nth goes wrong, e 19th every month shall b my "mthly anniversary" ? i dnno.. had a funny dream last nite.. was shocked.. and woke up.. i hope that e thing in my dream wun happen.. bt, i am afraid that it will.. as e days pass, i start to haf lesser and lesser confidence in myself.. i am afraid.. its true that i tell everyone that if i do it, it will mean that i haf wasted my time.. but, i shall make it clearer nw.. my emotions, i cant control.. if i rly tempted.. i am sure. very very sure.. that i will do it infront of u guys.. dun force me kays.. cus i rly rly cannt control my hand.. jus like i cant control my mouth.. suka suka wan shoot wad word out, jiu shoot wad word out.. think u undst me ? i tink u dun.. cus e fact is that, i myself dun undst myself..
always, i put a smile on my face.. but, that does not mean that i am happy.. i may joke around.. joke here joke dere.. but, inside me, i am serios.. its just that e serious-ness in me, needs time to show.. nv judge me by my face.. cus, i may nt b as happy as u think i am.. undst ?
nothing is ever important .
6:13 PM
Friday, April 18, 2008
woke up n went school earlier today.. did literature project norhhs.. so tired.. x(( nt enuff slp sia.. i like pig one.. nid slp alot alot. xD den first period was class period.. IPW ? dnno ehhs. hen sian norhs.. sit at e bac.. den tok tok alot alot .. xDD den first period was english norhhs.. sians.. do e summary den aft tt do another past year paper.. this wkend cannt slack sia.. mus kip continue study liaos. x(( hais.. alot alot hmwk.. den science.. go do science experiment + watch shw.. wad shw ? dnwan tell u lehhs.. hahas ! super funny de shw jiu dui lerhhs.. XDD den recess nv eat.. do literature.. chiong sia ! hahas.. den anyhw anyhw write.. den kip write wrong.. xPP den sheril go take geog test.. me n zhen was sitting dere.. kip laugh.. n she SLAM my fone !! X(( wahahahs.. when she slam hor.. i "ah!" so loud sia.. they kip laugh at me.. x( so bad rite ? hahas.. in e end, managed to finish e project.. heng sia.. ytd den start.. xP she gif 2wks ago .. lucky gt do.. if nt she sure scold scold scold one.. hehhee.. den literature.. as usual nahhs.. slp.. xP sit at e bac whole day today.. den tok tok tok alot .. *bian tai stuffs* hhehehe.. so long nv like tt tok liaos.. so miss last yr derhs hmwk period.. bt i knw it wil nv happen agn liaos.. cus of some reasons.. hais.. hw i wish everything will b like b4 nahhs ! x( so long derhs friendship nw bcome like wad sai ? stupid .. den aft tt take 222 go buy some stationeries n den saw ms pang ! XDD go her tuition centre dere.. she blanjah me eat maggi.. bt e maggi very little nia.. eat no full.. lols.. den sit sit dere til around 2 bahhs. jiu walk home liaos.. den come home, mama buy me chicken rice.. call bac home tt time she jiu say buy liaos.. so eat norhhs.. nw super full. xP nvm nahhs.. today eat lil.. cus recess nv eat mahhs.. bu hui lai. xDD shall study ltr lerhhs.. so so many hmwk.. NO MORE SLACKING ! ITS TIME FOR STUDIES ! XDD
6:13 PM
woke up n went school earlier today.. did literature project norhhs.. so tired.. x(( nt enuff slp sia.. i like pig one.. nid slp alot alot. xD den first period was class period.. IPW ? dnno ehhs. hen sian norhs.. sit at e bac.. den tok tok alot alot .. xDD den first period was english norhhs.. sians.. do e summary den aft tt do another past year paper.. this wkend cannt slack sia.. mus kip continue study liaos. x(( hais.. alot alot hmwk.. den science.. go do science experiment + watch shw.. wad shw ? dnwan tell u lehhs.. hahas ! super funny de shw jiu dui lerhhs.. XDD den recess nv eat.. do literature.. chiong sia ! hahas.. den anyhw anyhw write.. den kip write wrong.. xPP den sheril go take geog test.. me n zhen was sitting dere.. kip laugh.. n she SLAM my fone !! X(( wahahahs.. when she slam hor.. i "ah!" so loud sia.. they kip laugh at me.. x( so bad rite ? hahas.. in e end, managed to finish e project.. heng sia.. ytd den start.. xP she gif 2wks ago .. lucky gt do.. if nt she sure scold scold scold one.. hehhee.. den literature.. as usual nahhs.. slp.. xP sit at e bac whole day today.. den tok tok tok alot .. *bian tai stuffs* hhehehe.. so long nv like tt tok liaos.. so miss last yr derhs hmwk period.. bt i knw it wil nv happen agn liaos.. cus of some reasons.. hais.. hw i wish everything will b like b4 nahhs ! x( so long derhs friendship nw bcome like wad sai ? stupid .. den aft tt take 222 go buy some stationeries n den saw ms pang ! XDD go her tuition centre dere.. she blanjah me eat maggi.. bt e maggi very little nia.. eat no full.. lols.. den sit sit dere til around 2 bahhs. jiu walk home liaos.. den come home, mama buy me chicken rice.. call bac home tt time she jiu say buy liaos.. so eat norhhs.. nw super full. xP nvm nahhs.. today eat lil.. cus recess nv eat mahhs.. bu hui lai. xDD shall study ltr lerhhs.. so so many hmwk.. NO MORE SLACKING ! ITS TIME FOR STUDIES ! XDD
nothing is ever important .
2:35 PM
Thursday, April 17, 2008
yay ! i had survived ONE full day without using comp yesterday.. n i seriously cant control e temptation, so.. i am using now.. but jus for awhile nahhs.. shall study again tonite.. wehheee.. ytd, went back school to study u knw.. frm 3 - 6 but of cus nt continuosly larhhs.. gt walk and joke around alot alot. xDD den today cannt wake up sia.. tink study too much .. lols.. jus nw stayed back in school, to do lit project.. sian luhhs.. cannt finish.. x( den jiu study ABIT.. abit only lahhs.. den jiu slack slack around with kim,jean,xy,val n xt. XD abit fun.. abit no fun norhhs.. hahas.. nth much to update. cus i am lazy.. n currently havin headache.. x( hais..
30th day.. so ? if i fangqi nw.. means my 30days go away lerhhs.. x(( there are seriously alot alot of times which i badly wanted to gif up.. bt i dint.. cus if i gif up, its e 30days.. counting back to zero agn.. x( i broke dwn jus nw.. seriously lahhs.. i dnno y .. x( hais..
she is rite.. if i wan to get e subject combination tt i want, i haf to study hard.. nt play lerhhs.. if i haf a goal, i haf to work hard for it.. aim for it.. no point in e end , crying and begging for e combination tt i wan lerhhs.. i understand e consequences of nt studyiin today.. i thought i would be able to get it.. but.. i think i cant.. i will do badly for it.. i really will.. x( i regretted for nt studying.. hais.. i knw hw to be serious lerhhs.. rly.. cannt kip on joke joke joke.. den nv serios.. cus exams are coming.. next wk.. i am no longer e me last time where i dnno wads e meaning of serious.. i dnno wads e meaning of study lerhhs.. i haf grown up.. i rly haf.. i am going to shw u guys that i haf.. jus wait n see...
2:35 PM
yay ! i had survived ONE full day without using comp yesterday.. n i seriously cant control e temptation, so.. i am using now.. but jus for awhile nahhs.. shall study again tonite.. wehheee.. ytd, went back school to study u knw.. frm 3 - 6 but of cus nt continuosly larhhs.. gt walk and joke around alot alot. xDD den today cannt wake up sia.. tink study too much .. lols.. jus nw stayed back in school, to do lit project.. sian luhhs.. cannt finish.. x( den jiu study ABIT.. abit only lahhs.. den jiu slack slack around with kim,jean,xy,val n xt. XD abit fun.. abit no fun norhhs.. hahas.. nth much to update. cus i am lazy.. n currently havin headache.. x( hais..
30th day.. so ? if i fangqi nw.. means my 30days go away lerhhs.. x(( there are seriously alot alot of times which i badly wanted to gif up.. bt i dint.. cus if i gif up, its e 30days.. counting back to zero agn.. x( i broke dwn jus nw.. seriously lahhs.. i dnno y .. x( hais..
she is rite.. if i wan to get e subject combination tt i want, i haf to study hard.. nt play lerhhs.. if i haf a goal, i haf to work hard for it.. aim for it.. no point in e end , crying and begging for e combination tt i wan lerhhs.. i understand e consequences of nt studyiin today.. i thought i would be able to get it.. but.. i think i cant.. i will do badly for it.. i really will.. x( i regretted for nt studying.. hais.. i knw hw to be serious lerhhs.. rly.. cannt kip on joke joke joke.. den nv serios.. cus exams are coming.. next wk.. i am no longer e me last time where i dnno wads e meaning of serious.. i dnno wads e meaning of study lerhhs.. i haf grown up.. i rly haf.. i am going to shw u guys that i haf.. jus wait n see...
nothing is ever important .
6:08 PM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
today, took my own swt time to go schl, cus i felt was abit early luhhs.. dnno y.. bt tmr i wanna b early !! XD cus, tmr gt test.. n i wan study.. ehhee.. so, tmr shall wake up ABIT earlier.. depends luhhs.. xPP today all e lessons all like wan slp lorhhs.. sians.. bobian luhhs.. next thurs first paper alr.. think this shall b my last decent post before exams ends ? dnno luhhs.. dun feel like study.. bt feel like study at e same time.. dilema luhhs.. xPP art today rocked ! cus y ? cus i got to play penknife .. hahas. haf been waiting for that period, since e morning luhhs.. XDD hhahas.. aft school, came home and ate.. den ate e lolly tt kimberly LIMBU gimme.. my 4th wk prezzie.. xD or rather 1mth prezzie ? dun care luhhs.. e real 1mth falls on saturday.. which is zhen de bday.. ahahs ! hu cares anyw? lols ! XP nv go frisbee trg today luhhs.. when bus pass e school, saw abit of dem play.. suddenly miss dem.. bt i seriously no time larhhs.. if go bac, means cannt rest.. n i will b like.. super super tired.. i haf learnt frm my mistake last week liaos luhhs.. somemore tonite gt tuition.. hais. mayb after xams luhhs.. lols.. jus nw studied abit for geog test.. n completed my maths hmwk.. shall plan nice nice for tmr "activity" after school.. lols..
6:08 PM
today, took my own swt time to go schl, cus i felt was abit early luhhs.. dnno y.. bt tmr i wanna b early !! XD cus, tmr gt test.. n i wan study.. ehhee.. so, tmr shall wake up ABIT earlier.. depends luhhs.. xPP today all e lessons all like wan slp lorhhs.. sians.. bobian luhhs.. next thurs first paper alr.. think this shall b my last decent post before exams ends ? dnno luhhs.. dun feel like study.. bt feel like study at e same time.. dilema luhhs.. xPP art today rocked ! cus y ? cus i got to play penknife .. hahas. haf been waiting for that period, since e morning luhhs.. XDD hhahas.. aft school, came home and ate.. den ate e lolly tt kimberly LIMBU gimme.. my 4th wk prezzie.. xD or rather 1mth prezzie ? dun care luhhs.. e real 1mth falls on saturday.. which is zhen de bday.. ahahs ! hu cares anyw? lols ! XP nv go frisbee trg today luhhs.. when bus pass e school, saw abit of dem play.. suddenly miss dem.. bt i seriously no time larhhs.. if go bac, means cannt rest.. n i will b like.. super super tired.. i haf learnt frm my mistake last week liaos luhhs.. somemore tonite gt tuition.. hais. mayb after xams luhhs.. lols.. jus nw studied abit for geog test.. n completed my maths hmwk.. shall plan nice nice for tmr "activity" after school.. lols..
- study literature abit .
- study science abit .
- read storybook abit .
- try dun use comp .
it all sounds impossible luhhs.. but, tt dun use comp thing can.. hehehe.. i shall TRY ! XDD study literature, cus e next paper after english, is literature alr, and i haven even touch abit lorhhs ! pathetic.. and science, cus thursday got science equation test.. and i think i quite long nv revise science.. lols.. and i havn touch on history yet.. shall start to prepare e notes ASAP, and stop slacking luhhs.. will TRY ! XDD
wahhs.. fun hor ? suka suka jus like tt go oversea den boh kong.. if i jus nw come home abit late nia.. u go oversea i oso wun knw lorhhs.. i am so going to miss you.. X(( though u hor.. very naggy nahhs... but.. i still love you, for who u are.. XDD u are my precious.. so is she.. though sometimes i detests you, but.. after awhile will ok derhhs.. evn though u guys gave me happiness and sadness.. but, you guys were e one whom gave me my life too.. XDD i love you both ! XDD
28th day.. 4th week.. i dnno hw long i will hang on anymore.. x(
nothing is ever important .
5:09 PM
Monday, April 14, 2008
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO LINDSAY !! XDD
27th day.. tmr 28th day.. 4th week lerhhs.. saturday is 19th.. so called 1st month.. but i guess puttin it as tmr would sound nicer yea ? easier to remember mahhs.. every tuesday. xD hais.. so fast.. 27th day.. e promises that i haf made i wun forget.. but, its hard. really really hard.. cus, its like so much stress each and everyday.. so much things to study.. which adds on to my stress meter.. and whenever i open my pencil case, i would see the penknife.. which makes me haf e feel of cutting.. e will of not cutting, is decreasing as e day goes by.. but, to think that if i cut, e days will be back to zero.. its a waste.. finally alr e 27th day.. and, jus a cut will bring all back to zero.. hais.. if i rly rly do so , wad will happen ? i wan knw ehhs.. rly rly. x((
5:09 PM
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO LINDSAY !! XDD
27th day.. tmr 28th day.. 4th week lerhhs.. saturday is 19th.. so called 1st month.. but i guess puttin it as tmr would sound nicer yea ? easier to remember mahhs.. every tuesday. xD hais.. so fast.. 27th day.. e promises that i haf made i wun forget.. but, its hard. really really hard.. cus, its like so much stress each and everyday.. so much things to study.. which adds on to my stress meter.. and whenever i open my pencil case, i would see the penknife.. which makes me haf e feel of cutting.. e will of not cutting, is decreasing as e day goes by.. but, to think that if i cut, e days will be back to zero.. its a waste.. finally alr e 27th day.. and, jus a cut will bring all back to zero.. hais.. if i rly rly do so , wad will happen ? i wan knw ehhs.. rly rly. x((
nothing is ever important .
5:58 PM
Sunday, April 13, 2008
not blogging today .. jus some pictures. XD
*yawnns*
me n laobu on e bus.. 14.. XDD
emo ? XP
zilian againn..
sleeping on e bus.. plain tiredd...
relaccc.. nv cut. XDDD
rustyy. ehh.. paper , e word.. "painful mistake" .. nw den see sia.. anyw, tis penknife is my third one.. nw, dnno where alr..
laopeh happy birthday :) so hokkien-ish norhhs.. laopeh...
_e below pictures haf been taken for a long long time, so dun worry_
description :
_blue colour_
name : kaixin 开心
first penknife...
very very rusty; nt sharp..
nw dnno at whr.. heard wif leon ? dnno..
_red colour_
name : gaoxing 高兴
second penknife...
abit rusty; very sharp..
in spite of anger, threw it away...
e slashes last time.. nw bcome scarss...
_thoughts_
26th day today... like no feeling to me anymore.. 4th penknife which i haf bought.. u guys sure will tell me say .. penknife gif ppl take away, den dnno go whr.. good mahhs.. wun b tempt to play.. its wrong.. i used to think this way too.. i haf learnt frm my past.. cus when i bought another one.. on e same day, i cut.. which means, 3wks no penknife = useless.. so, i bought a new one.. nt to cut.. its to try to resist e tempt.. cus.. if i very long no penknife, when i see one, i will naturally be tempted..
so fast.. nw, i sec2 already.. i am different.. really different.. last time, i was still so so innocent.. yupp.. i did had vulgars.. bt, at least, i seldom rebel.. nw, as long as i see a relief teacher stepping into e class, its e teacher's "good" luck already.. hahahs.. also, last time.. i dint treasure any friendship which i haf had with anyone.. i wasnt that friendly too.. only mixed around with my class's people.. n nt e other classes.. bt, after campcraft comp.. i haf made great friends.. seniors.. they are nw like my own flesh.. i will miss e days .. e 2mths which we trained.. though we dint do very well, but we did our best.. its e procedure, nt e product that counts.. also.. last time.. during trainings, i always disturbed e seniors.. they talking, i nv listen.. i guess i was e most "naughty" cadet in my squad ? lols.. bt nw.. i dun anymore.. n yet, i guess batch 05 wun get anymore chance to train me lerhhs bahhs.. its okays.. i haf had loads of fun during training for e past year.. i enjoyed.. thankyou.. xD
jus last night, i though about it.. why arent i cutting anymore ? yupp.. its peer pressure.. but, y ? jus some chocolates if i cut anyways.. i wil exchange it with my happiness.. den.. i thought i was doing it for my friends.. cus they dun like it, so i dun do it.. but i was wrong.. way too too wrong.. i am doing it not for them, but for myself.. its e effort that i haf put in.. if i cut, it will go back to zero.. it may sound like jus yesterday, which i stopped cutting.. but e 26 days.. its long.. n it may b e effort that i haf seen from some of my friends.. jus to see me stop cutting, "she" tried to pass her POA test.. and immediately she passed, she told me.. i could sense e happiness... xD i guess its worthwhile bahhs.. XD
5:58 PM
not blogging today .. jus some pictures. XD
*yawnns*
me n laobu on e bus.. 14.. XDD
emo ? XP
zilian againn..
sleeping on e bus.. plain tiredd...
relaccc.. nv cut. XDDD
rustyy. ehh.. paper , e word.. "painful mistake" .. nw den see sia.. anyw, tis penknife is my third one.. nw, dnno where alr..
laopeh happy birthday :) so hokkien-ish norhhs.. laopeh..._e below pictures haf been taken for a long long time, so dun worry_
description :
_blue colour_
name : kaixin 开心
first penknife...
very very rusty; nt sharp..
nw dnno at whr.. heard wif leon ? dnno..
_red colour_
name : gaoxing 高兴
second penknife...
abit rusty; very sharp..
in spite of anger, threw it away...
e slashes last time.. nw bcome scarss..._thoughts_
26th day today... like no feeling to me anymore.. 4th penknife which i haf bought.. u guys sure will tell me say .. penknife gif ppl take away, den dnno go whr.. good mahhs.. wun b tempt to play.. its wrong.. i used to think this way too.. i haf learnt frm my past.. cus when i bought another one.. on e same day, i cut.. which means, 3wks no penknife = useless.. so, i bought a new one.. nt to cut.. its to try to resist e tempt.. cus.. if i very long no penknife, when i see one, i will naturally be tempted..
so fast.. nw, i sec2 already.. i am different.. really different.. last time, i was still so so innocent.. yupp.. i did had vulgars.. bt, at least, i seldom rebel.. nw, as long as i see a relief teacher stepping into e class, its e teacher's "good" luck already.. hahahs.. also, last time.. i dint treasure any friendship which i haf had with anyone.. i wasnt that friendly too.. only mixed around with my class's people.. n nt e other classes.. bt, after campcraft comp.. i haf made great friends.. seniors.. they are nw like my own flesh.. i will miss e days .. e 2mths which we trained.. though we dint do very well, but we did our best.. its e procedure, nt e product that counts.. also.. last time.. during trainings, i always disturbed e seniors.. they talking, i nv listen.. i guess i was e most "naughty" cadet in my squad ? lols.. bt nw.. i dun anymore.. n yet, i guess batch 05 wun get anymore chance to train me lerhhs bahhs.. its okays.. i haf had loads of fun during training for e past year.. i enjoyed.. thankyou.. xD
jus last night, i though about it.. why arent i cutting anymore ? yupp.. its peer pressure.. but, y ? jus some chocolates if i cut anyways.. i wil exchange it with my happiness.. den.. i thought i was doing it for my friends.. cus they dun like it, so i dun do it.. but i was wrong.. way too too wrong.. i am doing it not for them, but for myself.. its e effort that i haf put in.. if i cut, it will go back to zero.. it may sound like jus yesterday, which i stopped cutting.. but e 26 days.. its long.. n it may b e effort that i haf seen from some of my friends.. jus to see me stop cutting, "she" tried to pass her POA test.. and immediately she passed, she told me.. i could sense e happiness... xD i guess its worthwhile bahhs.. XD
nothing is ever important .
12:30 PM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
ytd brilliante was so nice luhhs!! saw alot alot ppl perform, and i nv imagined that they could performed till so wonderful.. XD good job pals ! bt too bad, laopeh laobu dere.. if nt can play play.. they dere, mus serios luhhs.. hahas.. bt if they nt dere, i cannt go.. so, bo bian norhhs.. after brilliante, went to satay club dere and haf late late dinner.. den went home norhhs.. comp-edd till 12++ den slept.. hehee.. ytd whole day nv study.. xP bt today morning, wake up.. first thing jiu do hmwk + study geog lerhhs.. around 11 like tt , start to play agn.. muahahhaa.. den after that rain heavy heavy sia.. was scared tt no nid go bedok reservoir see e canoeing girls lorhhs.. lols.. yupp.. i nv go NPAP.. it was a sudden idea, 2 days ago.. cus, i was lazy to wear my tt stupid full-u.. and hence, i chose to go support e canoeing girls.. around 2.30 lik tt go dere .. tink they shoc sia see me.. cus i tell dem i going NP.. ahhas... nt bad sia their result.. C div they get 3rd.. B div they get 2nd.. xDD gd job.. den around 5.15, come bac norhhs.. sian larhhs.. at dere, all canoeing.. so lonely.. hehee.. den nw blog.. XD shirly i posted !
fk larhhs... nag nag nag.. only knw hw to nag arx ? nt like i nv study rite.. i study so hard.. den nw u wan threaten me.. laobu, so wad ? i today alr gt study rite.. den u stil wan wad ? say wad... if e result nt good, u wan cancel e broadband... if nw i nv study AT ALL, u wan scold me until hw, i oso dun mind.. neither will i care.. but, nw i gt study ! i gt ! i put in alot alot alot of effort already.. den nw u wan like this me.. i cry cus of u nehhs.. tt day c e newspaper abt e cutting.. u call me evn stress oso cannt cut.. cus its siao.. bt, do u knw tt i cut cus of stress.. cus of u all ?! come on luhhs.. threaten no use one .. i nid relax oso rite ? i gt study ! i really did ! one person cannt be studyin e whole day rite ? u wan me bcome wad ? nerd arx? fk larhhs.. dun make me rebel against u okays.. my tolerance has got a limit..
12:30 PM
ytd brilliante was so nice luhhs!! saw alot alot ppl perform, and i nv imagined that they could performed till so wonderful.. XD good job pals ! bt too bad, laopeh laobu dere.. if nt can play play.. they dere, mus serios luhhs.. hahas.. bt if they nt dere, i cannt go.. so, bo bian norhhs.. after brilliante, went to satay club dere and haf late late dinner.. den went home norhhs.. comp-edd till 12++ den slept.. hehee.. ytd whole day nv study.. xP bt today morning, wake up.. first thing jiu do hmwk + study geog lerhhs.. around 11 like tt , start to play agn.. muahahhaa.. den after that rain heavy heavy sia.. was scared tt no nid go bedok reservoir see e canoeing girls lorhhs.. lols.. yupp.. i nv go NPAP.. it was a sudden idea, 2 days ago.. cus, i was lazy to wear my tt stupid full-u.. and hence, i chose to go support e canoeing girls.. around 2.30 lik tt go dere .. tink they shoc sia see me.. cus i tell dem i going NP.. ahhas... nt bad sia their result.. C div they get 3rd.. B div they get 2nd.. xDD gd job.. den around 5.15, come bac norhhs.. sian larhhs.. at dere, all canoeing.. so lonely.. hehee.. den nw blog.. XD shirly i posted !
fk larhhs... nag nag nag.. only knw hw to nag arx ? nt like i nv study rite.. i study so hard.. den nw u wan threaten me.. laobu, so wad ? i today alr gt study rite.. den u stil wan wad ? say wad... if e result nt good, u wan cancel e broadband... if nw i nv study AT ALL, u wan scold me until hw, i oso dun mind.. neither will i care.. but, nw i gt study ! i gt ! i put in alot alot alot of effort already.. den nw u wan like this me.. i cry cus of u nehhs.. tt day c e newspaper abt e cutting.. u call me evn stress oso cannt cut.. cus its siao.. bt, do u knw tt i cut cus of stress.. cus of u all ?! come on luhhs.. threaten no use one .. i nid relax oso rite ? i gt study ! i really did ! one person cannt be studyin e whole day rite ? u wan me bcome wad ? nerd arx? fk larhhs.. dun make me rebel against u okays.. my tolerance has got a limit..
will be blogging lesser , due to exam .
nothing is ever important .
5:36 PM
Friday, April 11, 2008
wahhs.. ytd managed to study ABIT of my geog u knw.. buey pai buey pai.. xDD at least gt study mahhs.. hahas.. today morning rain, so no assembly in e parade square.. weird weird luhhs.. at parade square better.. XD hmm.. den IPW.. slac slac.. n gt discuss on e project thing.. lols.. english, was at hall.. cus, ms tan go brilliante .. XDD gd sehh ! 2 periods at hall slac.. den after that, go physics lab .. do experiment.. quite fun sia.. e "cork" fly out .. hahash.. like champagne.. XDD kip on repeat and repeat.. ehhehe.. den another 2periods like that fly away~ den recess.. 1period like that, eat n eat.. jiu no more liaos.. hahahs !! literature, another 2periods at e hall.. gt do things.. bt very fast, 2periods go aways.. hahash.. so in e end, out of 6periods of lesson, 4 periods in hall slack.. hmm.. today so easy life.. hahas.. den after school. pei jeannette laobu take 14, to e stop tt gt 222 one.. den take 222 , to one more stop.. den go buy bubble tea.. lazy eat mahhs... so drink.. faster + easier.. XD but e "Q" so long larhhs.. wait until wan slp.. den buy, drink finish, walk to collect e cake, which i ordered last week.. today i remembered to bring money okays ! XP bt.. after collect.. i forgot that need buy card oso.. lols.. den carry tt stupid cake, go anyhw buy one card, den anyhw at a void-deck, anyhw write a few words.. lols.. all anyhw.. hahas. den walked home norhhs.. nw blog blog.. tonite going to tt brilliante II wif daddy n mummy.. hehe. XDD so happy..
LAOPEH HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! XDD
5:36 PM
wahhs.. ytd managed to study ABIT of my geog u knw.. buey pai buey pai.. xDD at least gt study mahhs.. hahas.. today morning rain, so no assembly in e parade square.. weird weird luhhs.. at parade square better.. XD hmm.. den IPW.. slac slac.. n gt discuss on e project thing.. lols.. english, was at hall.. cus, ms tan go brilliante .. XDD gd sehh ! 2 periods at hall slac.. den after that, go physics lab .. do experiment.. quite fun sia.. e "cork" fly out .. hahash.. like champagne.. XDD kip on repeat and repeat.. ehhehe.. den another 2periods like that fly away~ den recess.. 1period like that, eat n eat.. jiu no more liaos.. hahahs !! literature, another 2periods at e hall.. gt do things.. bt very fast, 2periods go aways.. hahash.. so in e end, out of 6periods of lesson, 4 periods in hall slack.. hmm.. today so easy life.. hahas.. den after school. pei jeannette laobu take 14, to e stop tt gt 222 one.. den take 222 , to one more stop.. den go buy bubble tea.. lazy eat mahhs... so drink.. faster + easier.. XD but e "Q" so long larhhs.. wait until wan slp.. den buy, drink finish, walk to collect e cake, which i ordered last week.. today i remembered to bring money okays ! XP bt.. after collect.. i forgot that need buy card oso.. lols.. den carry tt stupid cake, go anyhw buy one card, den anyhw at a void-deck, anyhw write a few words.. lols.. all anyhw.. hahas. den walked home norhhs.. nw blog blog.. tonite going to tt brilliante II wif daddy n mummy.. hehe. XDD so happy..
LAOPEH HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! XDD
nothing is ever important .
1:40 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
wahhs.. today early early so suey.. gif my tt laobu scold.. last nite both laopeh laobu tackle sia.. kip on call me study, dun allow me play.. stupid larhhs.. so tired, relac awhile oso cannt.. nw fast fast "chengji" blog first.. den ltr slp.. wake up, den decide do wad.. tink recently MAYBE (if i gt mood to study) , wun blog n use comp so much liaos.. cus MYE coming.. today get e timetable.. sian lahhs.. so many tests in a day.. can die luhhs.. n i forget abt wad subj study wad chapt for MYE liaos luhhs.. stupid ~ xP today, maths n science all sleep.. tired larhhhs.. den PE, actually wan run 4rounds wif dem.. bt nv.. tired lehhs.. den recess.. sec4 n sec5 gt one entreprenuership day bahhs.. go buy buy norhhs.. buey pai sia.. bt too bad, nt enuff money.. alot oso i like sia.. if "someone" return me e money today, den mayb stil can.. bt y she return on monday ehhs ? grr! lols.. cannt blame tt person.. blame myself.. kip spend spend.. den chinese, ms cheng.. starting good good mood sia.. den after come up frm take things, e whole face bcome blac blac.. scary.. den after that, class period.. sleep agn luhhs.. boring one.. nv do anything.. den after school, went to blk 50+ dere, wan buy thing.. bt nv sell stupid.. luhhs.. my table de plastic cover alr spoil den nv sell.. arghh ! ate lunch dere , n den come bac norhhs. nw blog blog.. den ltr bath.. super smelly.. if anyone see my status "away", most probably is sleeping or studying nia liaos.. mus chiong arX ! today get e MYE de timetable oso .. sians..
1:40 PM
wahhs.. today early early so suey.. gif my tt laobu scold.. last nite both laopeh laobu tackle sia.. kip on call me study, dun allow me play.. stupid larhhs.. so tired, relac awhile oso cannt.. nw fast fast "chengji" blog first.. den ltr slp.. wake up, den decide do wad.. tink recently MAYBE (if i gt mood to study) , wun blog n use comp so much liaos.. cus MYE coming.. today get e timetable.. sian lahhs.. so many tests in a day.. can die luhhs.. n i forget abt wad subj study wad chapt for MYE liaos luhhs.. stupid ~ xP today, maths n science all sleep.. tired larhhhs.. den PE, actually wan run 4rounds wif dem.. bt nv.. tired lehhs.. den recess.. sec4 n sec5 gt one entreprenuership day bahhs.. go buy buy norhhs.. buey pai sia.. bt too bad, nt enuff money.. alot oso i like sia.. if "someone" return me e money today, den mayb stil can.. bt y she return on monday ehhs ? grr! lols.. cannt blame tt person.. blame myself.. kip spend spend.. den chinese, ms cheng.. starting good good mood sia.. den after come up frm take things, e whole face bcome blac blac.. scary.. den after that, class period.. sleep agn luhhs.. boring one.. nv do anything.. den after school, went to blk 50+ dere, wan buy thing.. bt nv sell stupid.. luhhs.. my table de plastic cover alr spoil den nv sell.. arghh ! ate lunch dere , n den come bac norhhs. nw blog blog.. den ltr bath.. super smelly.. if anyone see my status "away", most probably is sleeping or studying nia liaos.. mus chiong arX ! today get e MYE de timetable oso .. sians..
有没有人能拥抱我？
nothing is ever important .
2:20 PM
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
wahhs. ytd go tuition, kip eat sehh.. at home eat liaos, reach dere go buy mac eat agn.. xPP den i was wearing a "lil miss trouble" tee, and mr fadhil was like "Juliana, you are in trouble.." i was like "huh ?!" and he laugh and said "lil miss trouble" he so funny larhhs.. XDD den today.. hmm.. nth luhhs.. went school and got to read abit .. xPP science test today, okok luhhs.. dnno wil get wad results luhhs.. e eye qn, nv do.. bt cher say nvm.. so, nvm luhhs.. hahas.. den had DnT, dnno y, bo mood bo mood.. think is cus suddenly tink of something, and wanted hughug.. hahas.. den had history.. relief cher.. wanted to go find ppl hughug, bt den nv.. nvm.. gt kimberly laobu hug me. XDD den recess.. my red penknife was like in my pocket, and den kana snatched away by xueyi jie and xiuting... den go into 3C , they gif gary.. and dnno where he put, den nv ask from dem bac.. cus e penknife oso rusty liaos.. den recess, went to buy e brilliante ticket, and replaced my penknife.. bt nt nice de sia.. dnwan play tt one.. tink gt time den go buy.. school one like shit norhhs.. den had geog.. i was like siaosiao sia.. xPP tink alot ppl cannt tahan me... den had chinese.. she say wan us redo e "gong han" thing, so redo norhhs.. oso nth much nahhs.. lols.. art, finally get to "play" wif e penknife.. so high luhhs. cut e paper.. like nv use penknife before like tt.. xPP after school, chionged bac home, ate and packed full-u.. den, went bac for NP luhhs.. today sec2, break record sia.. 4ppl.. cool ~ lols.. training was okays luhhs.. nt rly happy actually.. today.. alot of bad news.. den came home, and den ate.. watched abit tv, n nw blog.. ahahahs..
tt person :
u knw mahhs.. when i tot u wasnt coming, when i saw ur hands nv carry full-u when u came to school today, my heart sank.. i tot u wasnt coming for e trg.. cus, it may be ur last training liaos.. but, u did come.. although nv take tio my squad, but at least u come.. tot tt cus of "someone", u will leave halfway derhhs.. bt u dint.. jus nw see u, e face no smile no smile.. dnno is cus u tired, or cus u feel tt u will miss NP.. bt i will sure miss u one.. cus, u are my "yingxiong" .. i jus wanna tell u tt i haf changed lerhhs.. no longer e "sec1 white specs girl" , that disliked u.. last time, i admit.. i liked to play.. and play.. and everytime kip disturb u.. training, oso nv serious wif u before.. nw, tink no more chance lerhhs.. i will feel lost, when there is no you, during e training.. i regretted, nt being able to cherish bahhs.. i oso dnno..
to myself :
hais.. english common test almost fail nehhs. hw to happy ehhs ? someone tell me hw.. although i admit tt i expected it nahhs.. bt, rly rly.. e feelin sucked a big big time.. and today.. get e campcraft comp result.. ytd, i tot that he was lie-in to me.. but, its nt.. i almost cried.. rly.. i put in 2mths of effort into it, and it ended up this way.. hais.. i feel hopeless nw.. wan cry, cannt.. wan shout oso cannt.. can someone tell me wad to do ?! today trg, like sucky norhhs.. aft bersurai.. c e sec4 de face, almost wan cry like tt.. bo smile derhhs.. they rly rly my very good de NCOs luhhs.. i regretted, nt cherishing dem bahhs.. hais.. rly luhhs.. my heart there, like gt a big big stone.. cannt remove.. hais.. i dnno wad to do, hw to react lerhhs.. x((
2:20 PM
wahhs. ytd go tuition, kip eat sehh.. at home eat liaos, reach dere go buy mac eat agn.. xPP den i was wearing a "lil miss trouble" tee, and mr fadhil was like "Juliana, you are in trouble.." i was like "huh ?!" and he laugh and said "lil miss trouble" he so funny larhhs.. XDD den today.. hmm.. nth luhhs.. went school and got to read abit .. xPP science test today, okok luhhs.. dnno wil get wad results luhhs.. e eye qn, nv do.. bt cher say nvm.. so, nvm luhhs.. hahas.. den had DnT, dnno y, bo mood bo mood.. think is cus suddenly tink of something, and wanted hughug.. hahas.. den had history.. relief cher.. wanted to go find ppl hughug, bt den nv.. nvm.. gt kimberly laobu hug me. XDD den recess.. my red penknife was like in my pocket, and den kana snatched away by xueyi jie and xiuting... den go into 3C , they gif gary.. and dnno where he put, den nv ask from dem bac.. cus e penknife oso rusty liaos.. den recess, went to buy e brilliante ticket, and replaced my penknife.. bt nt nice de sia.. dnwan play tt one.. tink gt time den go buy.. school one like shit norhhs.. den had geog.. i was like siaosiao sia.. xPP tink alot ppl cannt tahan me... den had chinese.. she say wan us redo e "gong han" thing, so redo norhhs.. oso nth much nahhs.. lols.. art, finally get to "play" wif e penknife.. so high luhhs. cut e paper.. like nv use penknife before like tt.. xPP after school, chionged bac home, ate and packed full-u.. den, went bac for NP luhhs.. today sec2, break record sia.. 4ppl.. cool ~ lols.. training was okays luhhs.. nt rly happy actually.. today.. alot of bad news.. den came home, and den ate.. watched abit tv, n nw blog.. ahahahs..
tt person :
u knw mahhs.. when i tot u wasnt coming, when i saw ur hands nv carry full-u when u came to school today, my heart sank.. i tot u wasnt coming for e trg.. cus, it may be ur last training liaos.. but, u did come.. although nv take tio my squad, but at least u come.. tot tt cus of "someone", u will leave halfway derhhs.. bt u dint.. jus nw see u, e face no smile no smile.. dnno is cus u tired, or cus u feel tt u will miss NP.. bt i will sure miss u one.. cus, u are my "yingxiong" .. i jus wanna tell u tt i haf changed lerhhs.. no longer e "sec1 white specs girl" , that disliked u.. last time, i admit.. i liked to play.. and play.. and everytime kip disturb u.. training, oso nv serious wif u before.. nw, tink no more chance lerhhs.. i will feel lost, when there is no you, during e training.. i regretted, nt being able to cherish bahhs.. i oso dnno..
to myself :
hais.. english common test almost fail nehhs. hw to happy ehhs ? someone tell me hw.. although i admit tt i expected it nahhs.. bt, rly rly.. e feelin sucked a big big time.. and today.. get e campcraft comp result.. ytd, i tot that he was lie-in to me.. but, its nt.. i almost cried.. rly.. i put in 2mths of effort into it, and it ended up this way.. hais.. i feel hopeless nw.. wan cry, cannt.. wan shout oso cannt.. can someone tell me wad to do ?! today trg, like sucky norhhs.. aft bersurai.. c e sec4 de face, almost wan cry like tt.. bo smile derhhs.. they rly rly my very good de NCOs luhhs.. i regretted, nt cherishing dem bahhs.. hais.. rly luhhs.. my heart there, like gt a big big stone.. cannt remove.. hais.. i dnno wad to do, hw to react lerhhs.. x((
nothing is ever important .
7:59 PM
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
jus reached home.. e time nw is 03.12 .. sians.. today school.. abit emo emo luhhs.. dnno y.. sian sian.. bt, i guess tmr will b worse.. i tink much much worse.. i dnno why.. xPP anyw, got bac e chinese result today luhhs.. lucky bo fail.. 37/50 .. nt bad luhhs.. of cus gt ppl more than me.. bt, at least i dint fail.. zhen,shirly n jean jiayous !! do it better next time ! XDD jus nw after art, fast fast disguised bac to primary derhs uniform.. xDD den chiong-ed down bac to primary.. 2 like that reach liaos.. quite fast luhhs.. art always kip us bac.. tts y.. xPP den had "trg" wif dem.. nt bad uhhs.. abit of running.. run until my left knee, wanna gif up.. it was rly rly pain luhhs.. training ended at around 3+ and came home.. nw shall finish blogging, and ltr study for tmr's test.. shall pack e bag for tmr trg oso ! tonite still gt tuition.. sian.. so buzy.. tuesday.. x(
someone told me something which i dint wanna hear.. was shock.. my face from x) turned to x( .. cool mans.. within seconds.. i am afraid.. that tomorrow will be my dooms day.. or mayb e day, which i break out from e 3weeks.. i cant promise anyone, anything.. i rly cant.. nt tt i dnwan to.. bt, e pain.. e pain is rly unbearable.. tink so easy, to jus dun do it ? put urself in my shoes luhhs.. i cut, i will pay e penalty one.. rly i will.. it rly depends luhhs..
7:59 PM
jus reached home.. e time nw is 03.12 .. sians.. today school.. abit emo emo luhhs.. dnno y.. sian sian.. bt, i guess tmr will b worse.. i tink much much worse.. i dnno why.. xPP anyw, got bac e chinese result today luhhs.. lucky bo fail.. 37/50 .. nt bad luhhs.. of cus gt ppl more than me.. bt, at least i dint fail.. zhen,shirly n jean jiayous !! do it better next time ! XDD jus nw after art, fast fast disguised bac to primary derhs uniform.. xDD den chiong-ed down bac to primary.. 2 like that reach liaos.. quite fast luhhs.. art always kip us bac.. tts y.. xPP den had "trg" wif dem.. nt bad uhhs.. abit of running.. run until my left knee, wanna gif up.. it was rly rly pain luhhs.. training ended at around 3+ and came home.. nw shall finish blogging, and ltr study for tmr's test.. shall pack e bag for tmr trg oso ! tonite still gt tuition.. sian.. so buzy.. tuesday.. x(
someone told me something which i dint wanna hear.. was shock.. my face from x) turned to x( .. cool mans.. within seconds.. i am afraid.. that tomorrow will be my dooms day.. or mayb e day, which i break out from e 3weeks.. i cant promise anyone, anything.. i rly cant.. nt tt i dnwan to.. bt, e pain.. e pain is rly unbearable.. tink so easy, to jus dun do it ? put urself in my shoes luhhs.. i cut, i will pay e penalty one.. rly i will.. it rly depends luhhs..
nothing is ever important .
3:17 PM
Monday, April 07, 2008
pictures ~
me on car.. XDD zilian sehh..
my lolly. XDD envy ? XDD
cool ? bt chenxin one cuter.. n zhen, gt ur face agn sia..
on bus, to tuition.. nite . XD
3:17 PM
wee ~~ today, morning was quite early bahhs.. actually want to late, but decided that must study.. cus study more impt, so nv pei xueyi jie they all late lerhhs.. psps.. xP den when i reached e canteen, sit down write one sentence nia.. ting tong ting tong liaos.. stupid larhhs.. den nvm.. first period was science.. alot of us were sent out cus nv do science de corrections mahhs.. tt time super boh mood norhhs.. gt stomachache plus leg super super itchy.. gt alot of thing sia.. gt mosquito bite.. and also got some red patch.. scared tt tio rash.. bt think nv .. hehehe.. if nt like "someone" jiu cham sia.. xPP no offence.. history, quite slack.. had "quiz" lols.. buey pai buey pai.. hahas.. den had maths.. nv bring maths tbk, nv bring maths notebook.. wonderful ! abt oso nt bad nahhs.. first period was doin of short test, which i did badly... second period was used to go through e test.. and by e time mrs liew wanted to start lesson, it was i guess 10mins b4 e bell rang.. so practically.. she only "teached" a question on e new topic.. and dere we go.. recess ! XDD brought my geog to study.. and u knw wad.. i was super pissed, cus when eating, my geog notes was on a puddle of water and i dint knw.. and it was all wet.. stupid luhhs.. spent lots of time do one nehhs.. den nvm.. b4 tt, walk pass e uncle clean tt bowl one.. he very good.. dnno hw he clean, clean until tt plate drop.. den my skirt abit tio stain.. super angry larhhs.. like so unlucky norhhs.. den geog.. e test was open book.. hmm. nt bad nt bad.. can pass, bt nt wif flying colours bahhs.. cus nv finish.. hais.. den english.. did some role play thing.. discussed, and tada ! 2 periods end like that.. simple sehh.. bt cher say tmr wan give bac common test.. i dnwan sia.. cus i scared will fail.. hais.. den chinese, did abit of "gong han" and another one period like that gone.. heheheehe.. we all do slw until tt cher very angry.. kip say say say.. lols.. den had science "detention" .. nt actually detention.. jus for fun nia.. hahas.. cus mdm hazwah wan go through e science wkbk thing which we missed out b4 tt.. lols.. den went to put e chinese thing at e pigeon hole wif my laobu jeannette.. cus i scared tmr i will late, den forget to gif.. den she scold. xP den laobu and i walked to blk 85 dere, buy bubble tea and eat noodles.. hehee.. so long nv walk wif laobu lerhhs.. cus she so buzy.. if nt jiu nid stay bac for this.. if nt jiu for that.. den i took bus 14 wif her.. see i so good sia.. pei her take, den at around bedoksouthsec dere den found out that i cannt go home from there !! hahs.. den i alighted.. xP cannt pei until too far.. ltr i dnno hw to go home, den i die.. lols.. den jogged one stop to tanah merah mrt dere, and den took bus 24 home.. like so easy to take bus frm dere lorhhs.. almost any bus oso cant take.. hahahs.. den came home, and use comp.. ltr play game awhile, den nid study liaos.. gt homework sia.. sians.. tmr going bac primary for frisbee.. dint go last week.. this week, evn though mayb buzy nahhs.. but oso mus go.. XD hope will have fun.. hehhee..
anyw ..
grats to ROWENA jie for passing her POA test ! XDD
our deal, i will try kays.. my very best.. cus it hurts.. rly..
wish all sec4s taking NAPFA today, good lucks ! XDDD
i feel useless.. this thing cannt do well.. that thing cannt do well.. sian sia.. wanna do e thing tt i cant do.. bt, i mus perservere.. mus hang on til e day.. unless rly rly cannt, den i will give up.. cus one person sufferin and feel bad, its better than alot of ppl nt happy.. i knw tt if i do tt, alot of ppl wun b happy wif me.. i am nt doing this for anyone.. its for myself.. bt, u guys mean alot alot to me.. if there is no restrictions from u guys, i wun have perservered till today .. e 20th day.. it hurts.. rly..
anyw ..
grats to ROWENA jie for passing her POA test ! XDD
our deal, i will try kays.. my very best.. cus it hurts.. rly..
wish all sec4s taking NAPFA today, good lucks ! XDDD
i feel useless.. this thing cannt do well.. that thing cannt do well.. sian sia.. wanna do e thing tt i cant do.. bt, i mus perservere.. mus hang on til e day.. unless rly rly cannt, den i will give up.. cus one person sufferin and feel bad, its better than alot of ppl nt happy.. i knw tt if i do tt, alot of ppl wun b happy wif me.. i am nt doing this for anyone.. its for myself.. bt, u guys mean alot alot to me.. if there is no restrictions from u guys, i wun have perservered till today .. e 20th day.. it hurts.. rly..
pictures ~
me on car.. XDD zilian sehh..
my lolly. XDD envy ? XDD
cool ? bt chenxin one cuter.. n zhen, gt ur face agn sia..
on bus, to tuition.. nite . XD
nothing is ever important .
3:46 PM
Sunday, April 06, 2008
weee ~ finally i am back ! XD miss my comp so much ! went m'sia ytd.. early early morning.. actually oso nth lorhhs.. jus go dere for e sake of "celebratin" ahma bday.. crap larhhs.. go dere angry ppl nia.. stupid.. i dnwan drink coconut drink ppl scold me stupid.. stupid larhhs.. nt i dunwan ehhs.. is if i drink, i sure stomachache one.. if i stomachache, oso nt she pain.. i pain nehhs.. scold scold scold.. go die larhhs.. anyw.. e weather dere.. wahhs.. super hot sia.. kip on sweat.. and super pek-cek .. somemore gif ppl for no reason, scold stupid.. she den stupid larhhs.. tink she old nia can anyhw kpkb.. mood spoiler.. lols.. den jus nw around 2 like that come home.. stupid custom.. jam like hell.. until nw den reach.. so long luhhs.. sians.. luckily ytd gt study for my geog test tmr.. cus nw, i am so gonna play.. XDD
should i ? should i not ?
3:46 PM
weee ~ finally i am back ! XD miss my comp so much ! went m'sia ytd.. early early morning.. actually oso nth lorhhs.. jus go dere for e sake of "celebratin" ahma bday.. crap larhhs.. go dere angry ppl nia.. stupid.. i dnwan drink coconut drink ppl scold me stupid.. stupid larhhs.. nt i dunwan ehhs.. is if i drink, i sure stomachache one.. if i stomachache, oso nt she pain.. i pain nehhs.. scold scold scold.. go die larhhs.. anyw.. e weather dere.. wahhs.. super hot sia.. kip on sweat.. and super pek-cek .. somemore gif ppl for no reason, scold stupid.. she den stupid larhhs.. tink she old nia can anyhw kpkb.. mood spoiler.. lols.. den jus nw around 2 like that come home.. stupid custom.. jam like hell.. until nw den reach.. so long luhhs.. sians.. luckily ytd gt study for my geog test tmr.. cus nw, i am so gonna play.. XDD
should i ? should i not ?
nothing is ever important .
4:25 PM
Friday, April 04, 2008
wee ~ today alarm clock spoilt.. den mama woke up late.. and i guess she was chiong-ing around.. lols.. run around e whole house nahhs.. papa and i laugh until peng. XP den went school.. nv late sia.. i was thinking that if i were to be late, i was going to write on e form saying my reason for being late is : mum overslept . den, gif cher see, and all laugh.. but, no chance to do so.. xPP at e carpark, saw jeannette liaos.. so qiao norhhs.. hehee.. den xueyi jie, rowena jie, jamie and xiuting all at backgate.. and i kana "bully" by dem.. lols.. no larhhs.. they care for me mahhs.. so they dunwan me cut .. lols .. den actually plan wan late derhhs.. but they say dunwan, so nv lorhhs.. XD assembly, mdm tay said something rather true.. but, i think and feel that every school will have black sheeps .. and no one is forever good.. not that u in good school, means good mahhs.. neighbourhood school also not everyone will smoke.. IPW , rather boring.. think nv do tio anything.. haahs... english. ms tan finally came bac.. did situational writings.. and i asked her about e common test.. her face.. immediately from smile turn to frown.. i oso nv go force her to give me e result.. second english period and it was fire drill ! XD wee ~ skip e rest of english and 1 period of science, due to fire drill.. nt bad ehhs.. xD den science.. lab lesson.. wow ~ XDD heating of some stuffs.. so fun norhhs... my favourite liaos.. hehee.. den was recess.. nv eat, cus forget tak my tt container down.. xPP so i drank so drink.. n den went bball court dere find jie.. she dere quite lonely, c ppl play ball.. confirm is ppl call her go see one.. lols.. den talk talk to her norhhs.. literature, okok luhhs.. as usual, slac alot alot.. hehehee.. den after school chiong to e bus stop.. cus i guess goin to haf no time .. lols.. saw jie agn.. pei her take bus, cus i oso nid go 50+ dere, wan see laopeh nex wk bday de cake.. den reach lerhhs.. pei jie go make e key for her bro, den wanted to go see e cheap cheap shop de cake, but nv open.. so she say pei me go see e more expensive one norhhs.. gt ppl pei, y nt ? lols.. den laobu called me.. she say nv help me buy rice, call me eat myself.. woots ~ song sia.. cus i dnwan eat.. no time mahhs.. den went to order e cake.. next friday go collect.. lucky jie dere sia.. cus i wan go pay, but no money.. xP so , she lend me first.. thankx ! den since i still quite early, in return walk her to e home norhhs.. lols.. den i went home.. reach home.. around 1.20 liaos.. so fast fast gif laobu e form to sign, n change.. den i tell her say i see cake unsuccessful.. and since next week wun b free, i told her that i had decided not to buy cake liaos.. call her cook nice nice de food on friday gif laopeh eat jiu can liaos.. xP actually, i bought norhhs.. bt dnwan tell her.. if nt no fun alr.. lols.. den went school.. we all 8 ppl, sat at e porch to wait for mr wong for sometime sia.. he so "fast" norhhs.. tink he went bac home to change, den take bus to school bahhs.. cus if he is wif his bike, den he mus go bac school den can go home.. i tink nia bahhs.. den we took 14, to Anglican High.. wahs.. tell u.. walk e slope can die norhhs.. so far n so high.. dnno hw they all walk sia.. reached dere, and den was like .. we nt e latest.. hehehe.. buey pai.. den temasek came.. but look here look dere nv see tio e one i wan see sia.. X( tot he comin.. bt tink he nv.. den started e "hunt" around e school.. i was e "captain" and valerie "vice-captain".. oso nth one norhhs.. jus name nia.. had loads of fun wif e sec1 guys.. got to know them better.. evn though, i tink they very kaopei.. n kip talk n talk.. but, ok nahhs.. quite cute.. den around 5.30, went bac for prize giving.. nv win e top 3 placin.. bt nvm larhhs.. had quite a fair share of fun.. xD den from Anglican High, we walked out to i tink bedokview dere.. took bus home norhhs.. 2 stops nia larhhs.. lols.. my leg all achin nw.. cus ytd 2.4, den today run here run dere.. sians.. den reached home and bathed , and ate.. super hungry cus nv eat breakfast n lunch.. XP den nw blog norhhs.. wun b bloggin tmr.. sunday, mayb nia.. cus, tmr morning going m'sia.. my ahma bday mahhs.. sunday den come bac.. sians.. x( mus go dere study.. if nt wun haf time..
&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARY GDGD FREN ! XDD
4:25 PM
wee ~ today alarm clock spoilt.. den mama woke up late.. and i guess she was chiong-ing around.. lols.. run around e whole house nahhs.. papa and i laugh until peng. XP den went school.. nv late sia.. i was thinking that if i were to be late, i was going to write on e form saying my reason for being late is : mum overslept . den, gif cher see, and all laugh.. but, no chance to do so.. xPP at e carpark, saw jeannette liaos.. so qiao norhhs.. hehee.. den xueyi jie, rowena jie, jamie and xiuting all at backgate.. and i kana "bully" by dem.. lols.. no larhhs.. they care for me mahhs.. so they dunwan me cut .. lols .. den actually plan wan late derhhs.. but they say dunwan, so nv lorhhs.. XD assembly, mdm tay said something rather true.. but, i think and feel that every school will have black sheeps .. and no one is forever good.. not that u in good school, means good mahhs.. neighbourhood school also not everyone will smoke.. IPW , rather boring.. think nv do tio anything.. haahs... english. ms tan finally came bac.. did situational writings.. and i asked her about e common test.. her face.. immediately from smile turn to frown.. i oso nv go force her to give me e result.. second english period and it was fire drill ! XD wee ~ skip e rest of english and 1 period of science, due to fire drill.. nt bad ehhs.. xD den science.. lab lesson.. wow ~ XDD heating of some stuffs.. so fun norhhs... my favourite liaos.. hehee.. den was recess.. nv eat, cus forget tak my tt container down.. xPP so i drank so drink.. n den went bball court dere find jie.. she dere quite lonely, c ppl play ball.. confirm is ppl call her go see one.. lols.. den talk talk to her norhhs.. literature, okok luhhs.. as usual, slac alot alot.. hehehee.. den after school chiong to e bus stop.. cus i guess goin to haf no time .. lols.. saw jie agn.. pei her take bus, cus i oso nid go 50+ dere, wan see laopeh nex wk bday de cake.. den reach lerhhs.. pei jie go make e key for her bro, den wanted to go see e cheap cheap shop de cake, but nv open.. so she say pei me go see e more expensive one norhhs.. gt ppl pei, y nt ? lols.. den laobu called me.. she say nv help me buy rice, call me eat myself.. woots ~ song sia.. cus i dnwan eat.. no time mahhs.. den went to order e cake.. next friday go collect.. lucky jie dere sia.. cus i wan go pay, but no money.. xP so , she lend me first.. thankx ! den since i still quite early, in return walk her to e home norhhs.. lols.. den i went home.. reach home.. around 1.20 liaos.. so fast fast gif laobu e form to sign, n change.. den i tell her say i see cake unsuccessful.. and since next week wun b free, i told her that i had decided not to buy cake liaos.. call her cook nice nice de food on friday gif laopeh eat jiu can liaos.. xP actually, i bought norhhs.. bt dnwan tell her.. if nt no fun alr.. lols.. den went school.. we all 8 ppl, sat at e porch to wait for mr wong for sometime sia.. he so "fast" norhhs.. tink he went bac home to change, den take bus to school bahhs.. cus if he is wif his bike, den he mus go bac school den can go home.. i tink nia bahhs.. den we took 14, to Anglican High.. wahs.. tell u.. walk e slope can die norhhs.. so far n so high.. dnno hw they all walk sia.. reached dere, and den was like .. we nt e latest.. hehehe.. buey pai.. den temasek came.. but look here look dere nv see tio e one i wan see sia.. X( tot he comin.. bt tink he nv.. den started e "hunt" around e school.. i was e "captain" and valerie "vice-captain".. oso nth one norhhs.. jus name nia.. had loads of fun wif e sec1 guys.. got to know them better.. evn though, i tink they very kaopei.. n kip talk n talk.. but, ok nahhs.. quite cute.. den around 5.30, went bac for prize giving.. nv win e top 3 placin.. bt nvm larhhs.. had quite a fair share of fun.. xD den from Anglican High, we walked out to i tink bedokview dere.. took bus home norhhs.. 2 stops nia larhhs.. lols.. my leg all achin nw.. cus ytd 2.4, den today run here run dere.. sians.. den reached home and bathed , and ate.. super hungry cus nv eat breakfast n lunch.. XP den nw blog norhhs.. wun b bloggin tmr.. sunday, mayb nia.. cus, tmr morning going m'sia.. my ahma bday mahhs.. sunday den come bac.. sians.. x( mus go dere study.. if nt wun haf time..
&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARY GDGD FREN ! XDD
nothing is ever important .
6:30 PM
Thursday, April 03, 2008
wahhs.. today.. stupid stupid . x( y stupid ? actually i oso dnno ehhs. XPP quite okay nahhs today.. went school jus in time for marching music to start.. actually is quite early larhhs.. cus slw slw walk, den tok tok mahhs.. girl , glad tt u felt better . XD den first period was maths.. okok luhhs. super slac.. mrs liew wrote so manymany questions but i tink i only did some. XPP lazy nahhs.. den had science.. slack again norhhs.. today very very slac.. hehehe.. den had PE.. 2.4 napfa.. 12.54 , my result.. nt bad ? lols.. so funny larhhs. run tt napfa.. run last round, wan to end.. jieyi behind me, and i like cannt run fas.. left leg de shoe very loose.. so, i kicked my whole shoe out.. and den chiong to e finishing line.. lols.. super funny.. kick finish, i panting and laughing.. reach e finishin de line, they ask where my shoe.. so i walked bac to "collec" . tq lindsay for helpin me pic up.. u owe me one lolly kays.. XDD den finish, running.. rowena jie they all recess.. so, she go buy milo, come gimme one sip.. hehee.. so good rite ? XD she say i siao.. cus run quite fast.. nt siao nahhs.. this yr i walked alot norhhs.. den recess.. wahhs.. found out that my that left leg de socks.. gt hole.. mayb cus i chiong wif e socks nia.. somemore my leg e skin come out. though nt as bad as zhen derhhs.. but oso quite bad kays. xP den had chinese.. ms cheng today abit funny.. lols.. so cute larhhs she today.. blur blur one. xD den english, cus ms tan had to go for that brilliante thing.. so, went to hall.. wahhs.. super slack.. e cher say cannt stand and walk around.. so i "gu yi" stand and walk one round.. xD hehehee.. tts e juliana mahhs.. den went to com lab 3 for PC lesson.. supposed to discuss about that dnno wad thing.. decorate school ? dnno lehhs. xP they tok, i nv listen.. walk around.. hehhehe.. den went back to class to get my bag and my art pieces.. went dwn wif zhen, kim n shirly to find ms sameerah.. did abit of tt art, but found that cannt finish one.. den called daddy.. he say he and mummy at interchange, eat.. so i said i go and find dem, cus zhen they all oso wan go inter.. so, i went inter wif dem, bt i went to e food court but they go kfc.. lols.. den ate at inter.. chicken rice. XD den went down specially to hougang, to review for my face.. wahhs.. tt doctor.. very good.. tell me say wan make abit of my blackhead come out.. den i tot only abit nia .. very good.. den i lie down.. she say no pain, only abit of pressure.. very good.. BUT ! when she do.. wahhs.. pain until i cannt larhhs.. den somemore nt make abit of e blackhead.. is full face.. but, stil gt alot nahhs.. wahhs.. pain n numb.. my daddy n mummy still can laugh at me sia. so good of dem.. my daddy say i very good sia.. stupid stupid ! XPP den came home.. show daddy n mummy e skin on my leg tt come out.. my daddy say : see larhhs.. so huaidan.. so, nw leg pain.. wahhs.. so good of him to say that. x( den nw blog .. lols.. ltr nid do art liaos.. tmr is e deadline !
16days already.. 16days to anyone, may be jus short 2weeks and 2 days.. but, to me.. its nt.. its torturous and hurting.. yupp.. i knw.. if i play penknife, hurt myself .. den somemore make myself lose blood.. bt, after that i will happy.. cus triger endorphins.. and its a form of "faxie" . bt, nw i cannt do anything.. cus i knw.. if i play, none wil b happy.. mus tolerate e pain in me.. if i give up now, means i lousy.. so, i cannt gif up.. but, i cannt.. i really am tempted to do it.. cus e pain in my heart.. its unbearable.. undescribable.. really..
this few days, nv scold any vulgar.. or i think got ? but really really very little.. i guess its an improvement ? yea.. but, its like.. no form of "faxie" already.. hais.. i really dnno lerhs. x(((
6:30 PM
wahhs.. today.. stupid stupid . x( y stupid ? actually i oso dnno ehhs. XPP quite okay nahhs today.. went school jus in time for marching music to start.. actually is quite early larhhs.. cus slw slw walk, den tok tok mahhs.. girl , glad tt u felt better . XD den first period was maths.. okok luhhs. super slac.. mrs liew wrote so manymany questions but i tink i only did some. XPP lazy nahhs.. den had science.. slack again norhhs.. today very very slac.. hehehe.. den had PE.. 2.4 napfa.. 12.54 , my result.. nt bad ? lols.. so funny larhhs. run tt napfa.. run last round, wan to end.. jieyi behind me, and i like cannt run fas.. left leg de shoe very loose.. so, i kicked my whole shoe out.. and den chiong to e finishing line.. lols.. super funny.. kick finish, i panting and laughing.. reach e finishin de line, they ask where my shoe.. so i walked bac to "collec" . tq lindsay for helpin me pic up.. u owe me one lolly kays.. XDD den finish, running.. rowena jie they all recess.. so, she go buy milo, come gimme one sip.. hehee.. so good rite ? XD she say i siao.. cus run quite fast.. nt siao nahhs.. this yr i walked alot norhhs.. den recess.. wahhs.. found out that my that left leg de socks.. gt hole.. mayb cus i chiong wif e socks nia.. somemore my leg e skin come out. though nt as bad as zhen derhhs.. but oso quite bad kays. xP den had chinese.. ms cheng today abit funny.. lols.. so cute larhhs she today.. blur blur one. xD den english, cus ms tan had to go for that brilliante thing.. so, went to hall.. wahhs.. super slack.. e cher say cannt stand and walk around.. so i "gu yi" stand and walk one round.. xD hehehee.. tts e juliana mahhs.. den went to com lab 3 for PC lesson.. supposed to discuss about that dnno wad thing.. decorate school ? dnno lehhs. xP they tok, i nv listen.. walk around.. hehhehe.. den went back to class to get my bag and my art pieces.. went dwn wif zhen, kim n shirly to find ms sameerah.. did abit of tt art, but found that cannt finish one.. den called daddy.. he say he and mummy at interchange, eat.. so i said i go and find dem, cus zhen they all oso wan go inter.. so, i went inter wif dem, bt i went to e food court but they go kfc.. lols.. den ate at inter.. chicken rice. XD den went down specially to hougang, to review for my face.. wahhs.. tt doctor.. very good.. tell me say wan make abit of my blackhead come out.. den i tot only abit nia .. very good.. den i lie down.. she say no pain, only abit of pressure.. very good.. BUT ! when she do.. wahhs.. pain until i cannt larhhs.. den somemore nt make abit of e blackhead.. is full face.. but, stil gt alot nahhs.. wahhs.. pain n numb.. my daddy n mummy still can laugh at me sia. so good of dem.. my daddy say i very good sia.. stupid stupid ! XPP den came home.. show daddy n mummy e skin on my leg tt come out.. my daddy say : see larhhs.. so huaidan.. so, nw leg pain.. wahhs.. so good of him to say that. x( den nw blog .. lols.. ltr nid do art liaos.. tmr is e deadline !
16days already.. 16days to anyone, may be jus short 2weeks and 2 days.. but, to me.. its nt.. its torturous and hurting.. yupp.. i knw.. if i play penknife, hurt myself .. den somemore make myself lose blood.. bt, after that i will happy.. cus triger endorphins.. and its a form of "faxie" . bt, nw i cannt do anything.. cus i knw.. if i play, none wil b happy.. mus tolerate e pain in me.. if i give up now, means i lousy.. so, i cannt gif up.. but, i cannt.. i really am tempted to do it.. cus e pain in my heart.. its unbearable.. undescribable.. really..
this few days, nv scold any vulgar.. or i think got ? but really really very little.. i guess its an improvement ? yea.. but, its like.. no form of "faxie" already.. hais.. i really dnno lerhs. x(((
nothing is ever important .
4:55 PM
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
to begin today's post.. i shall tell u all, ONE story.. come on.. laugh and laugh.. laugh at my stupidity okays..
last nite,halfway having tuition.. someone by e name of xxx (dnwan tel u hu), sent me a message.. e message goes like this "hi. i am xxx's brother . u are xxx's fren rite ? xxx got dengue fever again, and have been admitted to changi . do u wan to visit xxx ? i think it is quite serious . " of cus, i was shocked.. and i replied "okays. wad ward? " e rpl was fast, and was "64 , 2nd floor . when u wan come ? " i replied " err. thurs can ? " tt person replied " can. but i think she cannt pull through.. e dr say e platelet very low " i was shocked and i suddenly remembered it was april's fool.. i replied "eh. today april fool lehh" after awhile, tt person replied and it was "ohh.. i think no need alr.. no hope . " i wanted to call bac tt person after that lesson.. but havn call , tt person replied "walaowalao.. hw u knw ?" after my class, i called bac.. and tt xxx say that she havn trick anyone.. so i called xxx to trick me.. xxx was like "u nw at parkway whr ? i oso at parkway u knw. " i said "at bus-stop norhhs.. whr u ?" xxx say " u walk to e mac dere.. i pei u go home" i so happy, and said ok.. but , i asked her " y u come parkway arx?" xxx say "cus i wan trick u ." stupid sia.. lik tt nia, tio trick..lols..
kays.. end of story.. shld b quite funny bahhs. xP anyw, today morning quite normal.. and i earned myself lollipops ! XDD tq kimberly and yizhen ! chinese common test wasnt quite nice bahhs.. its like. either i fail, or i jus pass.. cus, i dnno wad e cloze passage was saying about.. lols.. DnT, i think abit slack .. xP history okok luhhs.. mr sarbene gave zhen,sheril and chenxin some sweets.. in e end, chenxin's lolly became mine.. hehehe.. he gif willingly one lorhhs. XD recess was as per normal.. XD geog.. test was cancelled.. cus ms nah wanna talk about tt sungei buloh trip.. also nt bad nahhs.. can gimme more time to study.. recently very buzy mahhs.. lols.. chinese, cher talking about e "gong han", but i nv listen.. cus i was helping joel to file.. lols ! i so helpful.. XD art.. was so buzy doing e work.. lols.. den art finished, went home.. den i found out tt napfa start at 2.30.. so chiong bac to schl.. no time mahhs.. reach home eat, 1.55 liaos .. lols.. den had napfa.. think it started abit later.. dnno y.. lols. e napfa.. dnnid think of gold liaos lorhhs.. confirm bronze derhhs. cus my sit n reach.. 28 . E . stupid sia.. x( after napfa straight away go NP liaos.. actually thought ms fung wan announce e result of campcraft comp.. but, she say kip e suspense, till next week.. walao.. so eager to knw e result lorhhs.. lols.. den i volunteered myself for e dnno wad game thing at anglican high this friday, and to go NPAP as spectator this saturday.. but, jus nw when come bac, suddenly rmb that this saturday my ahma de bday.. so cannt go .. sians.. friday actually wan go review for my face derhhs.. but, sinc go tt game thing, shall go tmr.. lols.. XP came home and like so tired.. sians...
4:55 PM
to begin today's post.. i shall tell u all, ONE story.. come on.. laugh and laugh.. laugh at my stupidity okays..
last nite,halfway having tuition.. someone by e name of xxx (dnwan tel u hu), sent me a message.. e message goes like this "hi. i am xxx's brother . u are xxx's fren rite ? xxx got dengue fever again, and have been admitted to changi . do u wan to visit xxx ? i think it is quite serious . " of cus, i was shocked.. and i replied "okays. wad ward? " e rpl was fast, and was "64 , 2nd floor . when u wan come ? " i replied " err. thurs can ? " tt person replied " can. but i think she cannt pull through.. e dr say e platelet very low " i was shocked and i suddenly remembered it was april's fool.. i replied "eh. today april fool lehh" after awhile, tt person replied and it was "ohh.. i think no need alr.. no hope . " i wanted to call bac tt person after that lesson.. but havn call , tt person replied "walaowalao.. hw u knw ?" after my class, i called bac.. and tt xxx say that she havn trick anyone.. so i called xxx to trick me.. xxx was like "u nw at parkway whr ? i oso at parkway u knw. " i said "at bus-stop norhhs.. whr u ?" xxx say " u walk to e mac dere.. i pei u go home" i so happy, and said ok.. but , i asked her " y u come parkway arx?" xxx say "cus i wan trick u ." stupid sia.. lik tt nia, tio trick..lols..
kays.. end of story.. shld b quite funny bahhs. xP anyw, today morning quite normal.. and i earned myself lollipops ! XDD tq kimberly and yizhen ! chinese common test wasnt quite nice bahhs.. its like. either i fail, or i jus pass.. cus, i dnno wad e cloze passage was saying about.. lols.. DnT, i think abit slack .. xP history okok luhhs.. mr sarbene gave zhen,sheril and chenxin some sweets.. in e end, chenxin's lolly became mine.. hehehe.. he gif willingly one lorhhs. XD recess was as per normal.. XD geog.. test was cancelled.. cus ms nah wanna talk about tt sungei buloh trip.. also nt bad nahhs.. can gimme more time to study.. recently very buzy mahhs.. lols.. chinese, cher talking about e "gong han", but i nv listen.. cus i was helping joel to file.. lols ! i so helpful.. XD art.. was so buzy doing e work.. lols.. den art finished, went home.. den i found out tt napfa start at 2.30.. so chiong bac to schl.. no time mahhs.. reach home eat, 1.55 liaos .. lols.. den had napfa.. think it started abit later.. dnno y.. lols. e napfa.. dnnid think of gold liaos lorhhs.. confirm bronze derhhs. cus my sit n reach.. 28 . E . stupid sia.. x( after napfa straight away go NP liaos.. actually thought ms fung wan announce e result of campcraft comp.. but, she say kip e suspense, till next week.. walao.. so eager to knw e result lorhhs.. lols.. den i volunteered myself for e dnno wad game thing at anglican high this friday, and to go NPAP as spectator this saturday.. but, jus nw when come bac, suddenly rmb that this saturday my ahma de bday.. so cannt go .. sians.. friday actually wan go review for my face derhhs.. but, sinc go tt game thing, shall go tmr.. lols.. XP came home and like so tired.. sians...
i am stressed
nothing is ever important .
7:56 PM
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
aww.. today. it sucked man.. wake up, and found out tt mama sic. x( hope she fas fas recover.. XD went school.. and hais.. my headache.. pain awhile.. den no pain.. den pain awhile again, den no pain.. sian sia.. reached school.. den nv go up. cus lazy and my head.. pain .. so, went canteen instead.. and awhile nia.. marching music start.. assembled, and had "fun" during singing of e national athem.. rite laobu ? xP laughing all e way norhhs.. firs period was english.. 2 periods, relief cher... ms lin came.. she guailan me.. so, i guailan her bac.. xP so bad rite me ? lols.. n science, cher oso nv come.. but, no relief cher.. 3 free periods.. actually very shiok, can go out walk walk n play play derhhs.. but.. e minute i wan go out, all shout my name.. n tt gary.. say wan bring me go one.. den after that i happy happy wan go out. n den he.. if nt jiu push me, if nt jiu hit my head.. den in e end, nv go out.. stupid.. mother tongue, was okok norhhs.. almost slept recess, chiong-ed dwn wif limbei to eat.. and , i got a new didi ! his name is gabriel !! XD he so cute nahhs ! hehehe.. den had maths.. sians.. art.. sucked manns.. den came home norhhs.. nw blog first, if nt ltr no time.. cus, nid go buy lunc for myself, n mama.. den come bac, nid do art.. e 3 borders.. den after that, nid study chinese and geog .. tmr gt test ! X( den i tink nid prepare full-u, incase tmr nid go trg aft napfa.. den tonite.. gt tuition.. 7.30 - 9.30.. sian !! X(
fkfkfk.. e pain.. wan "long pia" liaos !! ARGH !!
我好痛苦。。
好痛。。好痛。。
我所承受的痛苦。。
无人能了解。。
我很难过。
stressed.. homeworks and lots of things to study everyday.. like that nvm.. somemore kip headache headache.. stupid stupid !! cus of studies, i already gif up alot alot alot of things lerhhs.. supposed to go bac for frisbee today.. nv go, cus i knw nid come bac to study.. cus of study, i also start to tuition liaos.. my sunday mornings.. sacrificed.. cus of studies, i also played computer lesser already.. i am tired.. stressed.. its hard to cope.. rly.. x( somemore recently so many things flowing in.. i am nt super.. i do nt posess supernatural power. can someone help me ? bring me away from all this stress.. i already had enough.. i guess everyone of u, haf seen e change already.. yes.. i do joke.. infact, alot.. but, i know when izit for me to be serios.. i really know.. and i have been studying almost everyday.. i am going to be sick soon already.. i am very very tired.. tired of my life...
7:56 PM
aww.. today. it sucked man.. wake up, and found out tt mama sic. x( hope she fas fas recover.. XD went school.. and hais.. my headache.. pain awhile.. den no pain.. den pain awhile again, den no pain.. sian sia.. reached school.. den nv go up. cus lazy and my head.. pain .. so, went canteen instead.. and awhile nia.. marching music start.. assembled, and had "fun" during singing of e national athem.. rite laobu ? xP laughing all e way norhhs.. firs period was english.. 2 periods, relief cher... ms lin came.. she guailan me.. so, i guailan her bac.. xP so bad rite me ? lols.. n science, cher oso nv come.. but, no relief cher.. 3 free periods.. actually very shiok, can go out walk walk n play play derhhs.. but.. e minute i wan go out, all shout my name.. n tt gary.. say wan bring me go one.. den after that i happy happy wan go out. n den he.. if nt jiu push me, if nt jiu hit my head.. den in e end, nv go out.. stupid.. mother tongue, was okok norhhs.. almost slept recess, chiong-ed dwn wif limbei to eat.. and , i got a new didi ! his name is gabriel !! XD he so cute nahhs ! hehehe.. den had maths.. sians.. art.. sucked manns.. den came home norhhs.. nw blog first, if nt ltr no time.. cus, nid go buy lunc for myself, n mama.. den come bac, nid do art.. e 3 borders.. den after that, nid study chinese and geog .. tmr gt test ! X( den i tink nid prepare full-u, incase tmr nid go trg aft napfa.. den tonite.. gt tuition.. 7.30 - 9.30.. sian !! X(
fkfkfk.. e pain.. wan "long pia" liaos !! ARGH !!
我好痛苦。。
好痛。。好痛。。
我所承受的痛苦。。
无人能了解。。
我很难过。
nothing is ever important .
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