I knew I said that was going to be the last post , but I just want to post !
Anyway , sports heats today was ......... (dont wish to say) ! ^^
But , I enjoyed cheering ! (yesyes , for hazel,lijing,sokshan..........)
Btw, I have found a way to find out whether how I am feeling .
Learn !
But , it does not apply to FRIDAYS !
When you see me NOT wearing specs , it means that I am tired .
When you see me with specs , it means that I am VERY tired . hehee !
And , I want to pass my AMaths test !
I don't know the result yet .
Awww, this isn't good . ))):
And yea , life still have to go on , it won't stop for me .
So , I shall go and study for my chinese and chem test tomorrow . ((:
Bye !
nothing is ever important .
6:59 PM
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
To the boy ;
Its the fourth time I know .
But this time , its for real , cause I was really stupid .
I will walk out of your life , slowly .
Please , don't be hurt .
The only word I can say is , sorry .
To the girl ;
I know you won't read , but its ok .
I know I am real foolish to run away , again and again .
I know when you said you have someone lesser to care , you still care .
I know that no matter what , you will be there .
But all I want to say is thank you .
Thankyou for giving me those encouragements .
It shall be the last time already . ((:
6:59 PM
To the boy ;
Its the fourth time I know .
But this time , its for real , cause I was really stupid .
I will walk out of your life , slowly .
Please , don't be hurt .
The only word I can say is , sorry .
To the girl ;
I know you won't read , but its ok .
I know I am real foolish to run away , again and again .
I know when you said you have someone lesser to care , you still care .
I know that no matter what , you will be there .
But all I want to say is thank you .
Thankyou for giving me those encouragements .
It shall be the last time already . ((:
nothing is ever important .
5:59 PM
Sunday, February 22, 2009
This post , means that my blog will be put to rot for a few months .
WHYWHYWHY ?
Of course , not to go MIA-ing .
Of course , not too lazy to blog .
But , I won't be using computer .
This is SERIOUS u know ! :DD
Cause , my house will be renovating from i-don't-know when .
And , thus no computer for me .
So , this post is a farewell post .
Bye to all .
Cya , soon .
5:59 PM
This post , means that my blog will be put to rot for a few months .
WHYWHYWHY ?
Of course , not to go MIA-ing .
Of course , not too lazy to blog .
But , I won't be using computer .
This is SERIOUS u know ! :DD
Cause , my house will be renovating from i-don't-know when .
And , thus no computer for me .
So , this post is a farewell post .
Bye to all .
Cya , soon .
nothing is ever important .
5:40 PM
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Tired is the word .
I have been real tired everyday , and sleeping even before I should sleep .
And I wake up , and then sleep at a early time again .
Many would say , I sleep early , and complains .
But really , my life is packed just like sardines .
From this week , these are my plans for the week .
Monday : YuNeng CCM .
Tuesday : BedokGreen Frisbee .
Wednesday : Rest / Other activity .
Thursday : Jogging .
Friday : NPCC .
Saturday : Study Day .
Sunday : Tuition (morning) ; Rest (afternoon)
Seriously , I am tired and shag .
I have no mood and passion for NPCC anymore .
I thought of skipping training , but I did not of course .
I slept , and woke up , then went for training like a dog . Shag .
But one thing I have to comment is .
I think the best activity out of the whole week , is to go for frisbee training .
Seriously , after so long , the passion is still there with me .
And MrsHsu told me that I have grown taller . :DD
MrAli asked me if I am already in Sec3 , which sets me thinking .
Time flies , I thought I am still in Sec1 .
5:40 PM
Tired is the word .
I have been real tired everyday , and sleeping even before I should sleep .
And I wake up , and then sleep at a early time again .
Many would say , I sleep early , and complains .
But really , my life is packed just like sardines .
From this week , these are my plans for the week .
Monday : YuNeng CCM .
Tuesday : BedokGreen Frisbee .
Wednesday : Rest / Other activity .
Thursday : Jogging .
Friday : NPCC .
Saturday : Study Day .
Sunday : Tuition (morning) ; Rest (afternoon)
Seriously , I am tired and shag .
I have no mood and passion for NPCC anymore .
I thought of skipping training , but I did not of course .
I slept , and woke up , then went for training like a dog . Shag .
But one thing I have to comment is .
I think the best activity out of the whole week , is to go for frisbee training .
Seriously , after so long , the passion is still there with me .
And MrsHsu told me that I have grown taller . :DD
MrAli asked me if I am already in Sec3 , which sets me thinking .
Time flies , I thought I am still in Sec1 .
But yea , frisbee is still the thing which I like . ((:
Oh , I think I am senile .
Cause , I saw the wrong person and all along I thought it was not that person
But in the end I think it is .
Ohwell , don't get it ? Its okay . :DD
After some thoughts .
I think that not finding you is a good thing .
Cause I ain't good .
And whats the point of finding something good ?
Awww .
Its just too tiring .
Its a chore .
nothing is ever important .
6:19 PM
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Its only been afew days for we had peace .
To be exact , its 2 days .
Just when I thought that things would change for the better .
There comes war .
Don't you both know that , when you both aren't happy with each other .
The one that suffers the most , is me .
How I wish that there would be alot of peace in this family .
But , is it possible ?
My only request is that you both will be happy together .
I am willing to do anything to touch buddha above .
I know I ain't a good kid .
But , I will try my very best , I really will .
Give me more time , and I will succeed in changing myself .
Its hard , but I will .
Once again , I guess I have grown .
6:19 PM
Its only been afew days for we had peace .
To be exact , its 2 days .
Just when I thought that things would change for the better .
There comes war .
Don't you both know that , when you both aren't happy with each other .
The one that suffers the most , is me .
How I wish that there would be alot of peace in this family .
But , is it possible ?
My only request is that you both will be happy together .
I am willing to do anything to touch buddha above .
I know I ain't a good kid .
But , I will try my very best , I really will .
Give me more time , and I will succeed in changing myself .
Its hard , but I will .
Once again , I guess I have grown .
I guess this year , will be a big change for me .
Be it for the studies , or my own target .
I will do my very best .
Wait for me .
And , I am still waiting for that one person .
Come to me , I don't have much time .
nothing is ever important .
6:18 PM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Stamina !
I want to train up , and be able to run far .
It sounds crap , but I want !
And , I have planned already !
I will most probably be keeping tuesdays free .
Cause , I want to go for frisbee !
Its DAMN fun I tell you ! LOLS !
I went today , and a P5 guy outran me.
He is so small size , but quick and accurate .
Compared to him , I am slow and clumsy .
AWW !
But , as I kept catching up with him .
I got faster and faster , but I was still as clumsy .
Dropped the frisbee damn lots of times !
But , my team still won .
Of course , not cause of me !
Cause , MrTan in my team .
But , I contributed ! I think that I did improve . ((:
And , I hope that I will be able to go jog at BedokReservoir .
But , I think that after afew times , I will give up .
Nevermind , lets see what happens next month . ((:
I feel like sweating it out , and I badly want PE !
I feel so rusty , not exercising .
So , I want my stamina back !
crap ...
6:18 PM
Stamina !
I want to train up , and be able to run far .
It sounds crap , but I want !
And , I have planned already !
I will most probably be keeping tuesdays free .
Cause , I want to go for frisbee !
Its DAMN fun I tell you ! LOLS !
I went today , and a P5 guy outran me.
He is so small size , but quick and accurate .
Compared to him , I am slow and clumsy .
AWW !
But , as I kept catching up with him .
I got faster and faster , but I was still as clumsy .
Dropped the frisbee damn lots of times !
But , my team still won .
Of course , not cause of me !
Cause , MrTan in my team .
But , I contributed ! I think that I did improve . ((:
And , I hope that I will be able to go jog at BedokReservoir .
But , I think that after afew times , I will give up .
Nevermind , lets see what happens next month . ((:
I feel like sweating it out , and I badly want PE !
I feel so rusty , not exercising .
So , I want my stamina back !
crap ...
nothing is ever important .
7:38 PM
Sunday, February 08, 2009
After 2 years of wait , that day arrived .
I was filled with much anticipation and excitement .
But , upon seeing it , every feeling was gone .
6 girls , and I guess non would be whom I have been waiting .
Oh, how great was it ?
How great was it , to have waited for so long .
But , now I guess alls gone .
There may seem to have a glimpse of hope .
If one of the 6 takes a change .
If one of the 6 becomes like who I am .
Then , that person shall be whom I have been waiting .
But , the chances are , none .
6 girls out of 30+ people in a squad .
How great ?
To find my shadow ?
It will be harder than finding a pin in the sea .
Nevertheless , I am still waiting .
Waiting for the day to come .
7:38 PM
After 2 years of wait , that day arrived .
I was filled with much anticipation and excitement .
But , upon seeing it , every feeling was gone .
6 girls , and I guess non would be whom I have been waiting .
Oh, how great was it ?
How great was it , to have waited for so long .
But , now I guess alls gone .
There may seem to have a glimpse of hope .
If one of the 6 takes a change .
If one of the 6 becomes like who I am .
Then , that person shall be whom I have been waiting .
But , the chances are , none .
6 girls out of 30+ people in a squad .
How great ?
To find my shadow ?
It will be harder than finding a pin in the sea .
Nevertheless , I am still waiting .
Waiting for the day to come .
I will wait , till the day I pass out .
nothing is ever important .
4:47 PM
Friday, February 06, 2009
This is just like a 4years marathon .
Treat it as "standard chartard run" , 40+ km to complete it .
The first 20km (Sec1;Se2)
It can be easy , smooth flowing .
Also , you can jog and walk abit , its alright .
It can be rather easy , for you to pass it .
Next , comes the last 20km (Sec3;Sec4)
There comes it .
It will be more tough , as your energy is running low .
You can't walk anymore , you have no time to waste .
Its an important part of the marathon.
Its not so easy for you to pass , but when you try , you can .
Its some theory , which I have come up .
Indeed , upper sec years are much tougher .
Of course , there are more thing for you to do .
But , if you try , you can .
I am trying my best to do it to the best . ((:
JIAYOUS !
4:47 PM
This is just like a 4years marathon .
Treat it as "standard chartard run" , 40+ km to complete it .
The first 20km (Sec1;Se2)
It can be easy , smooth flowing .
Also , you can jog and walk abit , its alright .
It can be rather easy , for you to pass it .
Next , comes the last 20km (Sec3;Sec4)
There comes it .
It will be more tough , as your energy is running low .
You can't walk anymore , you have no time to waste .
Its an important part of the marathon.
Its not so easy for you to pass , but when you try , you can .
Its some theory , which I have come up .
Indeed , upper sec years are much tougher .
Of course , there are more thing for you to do .
But , if you try , you can .
I am trying my best to do it to the best . ((:
JIAYOUS !
nothing is ever important .
1:59 PM
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
我什么都有，但我什么都没有
虽然我什么都没有，我什么都不缺
Heard it from TV , and I feel it true .
If I have happiness , but I do not have any money or anything .
It won't kill me , as I have nothing lack within me .
To sum it up , it simply means .
It doesn't matter if you are poor or not so smart , when you are happy is the most important .
Short post , but yea . ((:
1:59 PM
我什么都有，但我什么都没有
虽然我什么都没有，我什么都不缺
Heard it from TV , and I feel it true .
If I have happiness , but I do not have any money or anything .
It won't kill me , as I have nothing lack within me .
To sum it up , it simply means .
It doesn't matter if you are poor or not so smart , when you are happy is the most important .
Short post , but yea . ((:
nothing is ever important .
6:59 PM
Monday, February 02, 2009
Theres only left the fan , talking to me .
Its very quiet , and only the fan is talking .
I tried very hard to listen , but I can't .
But , its sounded as if wanting me , not to give up .
Indeed , I wasn't feeling nice that night .
And I heard that sound .
What does it mean ?
Does it mean that its not true and I am just hallucinating ?
I am not sure .
But , I believe .
That , its cause the angel inside me is telling me .
Its giving me morale boost .
Nevertheless , I reflected .
Its just the start of the two year fight .
Why give up now ? When there is still more to go .
All I need to do , is to try my best , and leave no regrets .
I am serious this time .
I will do it , cause I know I can .
Its not hard , just to have self discipline .
I will be able to succeed !
Wait for me . ((:
6:59 PM
Theres only left the fan , talking to me .
Its very quiet , and only the fan is talking .
I tried very hard to listen , but I can't .
But , its sounded as if wanting me , not to give up .
Indeed , I wasn't feeling nice that night .
And I heard that sound .
What does it mean ?
Does it mean that its not true and I am just hallucinating ?
I am not sure .
But , I believe .
That , its cause the angel inside me is telling me .
Its giving me morale boost .
Nevertheless , I reflected .
Its just the start of the two year fight .
Why give up now ? When there is still more to go .
All I need to do , is to try my best , and leave no regrets .
I am serious this time .
I will do it , cause I know I can .
Its not hard , just to have self discipline .
I will be able to succeed !
Wait for me . ((:
nothing is ever important .
8:49 PM
Sunday, February 01, 2009
Yes , many said its my past .
Many said don't mind .
But , how many is it true ?
I am still afraid to tell , after so many times .
Everytime I tell , tears would just drop .
I am numbed by it .
But , why .
Why no one scolds or say me ?
Why ? It makes me cry by the encouragements .
It makes me cry by all these . Why ?
It seems just the past .
But , its still within me .
I still can't forget about it , can't get over it .
If I can't accept myself , how can others accept me ?
But how can others still accept me , when I can't accept myself ?
Why ? Its so ironic .
How I wish I can too accept , but I can't .
Many times I have took up the courage to tell .
But , all the ending is still the same .
How I wish someone will scold me .
Anyone ?
I will listen this time .
I really will .
Cause , I really want to change .
I don't wish to lie anymore .
I don't wish to say one thing and do it soon after .
I am sick and tired of it .
So from now onwards , I won't .
8:49 PM
Yes , many said its my past .
Many said don't mind .
But , how many is it true ?
I am still afraid to tell , after so many times .
Everytime I tell , tears would just drop .
I am numbed by it .
But , why .
Why no one scolds or say me ?
Why ? It makes me cry by the encouragements .
It makes me cry by all these . Why ?
It seems just the past .
But , its still within me .
I still can't forget about it , can't get over it .
If I can't accept myself , how can others accept me ?
But how can others still accept me , when I can't accept myself ?
Why ? Its so ironic .
How I wish I can too accept , but I can't .
Many times I have took up the courage to tell .
But , all the ending is still the same .
How I wish someone will scold me .
Anyone ?
I will listen this time .
I really will .
Cause , I really want to change .
I don't wish to lie anymore .
I don't wish to say one thing and do it soon after .
I am sick and tired of it .
So from now onwards , I won't .
nothing is ever important .
9:29 PM
现在已经是午夜十二点
今天是我的生日
你说你会是第一个打给我的人，可是你没有
你是不是忘了我了？
我傻傻的坐在电脑前
等待你的来电
可是，你一直都没有打给我
我好傻好傻
只会不停的等待
等待着你回头看我多一眼
等待着你再爱我一次
可是，这已经太迟了
你已经不再爱我了
时间也奔鞥倒流
我也只能坐在那边
傻傻的哭泣
等待着你，有一天再回到我的身边
--juliana _
ps, if you think its real , let me tell you its not .
ps, the coming posts will be something like these .
9:29 PM
现在已经是午夜十二点
今天是我的生日
你说你会是第一个打给我的人，可是你没有
你是不是忘了我了？
我傻傻的坐在电脑前
等待你的来电
可是，你一直都没有打给我
我好傻好傻
只会不停的等待
等待着你回头看我多一眼
等待着你再爱我一次
可是，这已经太迟了
你已经不再爱我了
时间也奔鞥倒流
我也只能坐在那边
傻傻的哭泣
等待着你，有一天再回到我的身边
--juliana _
ps, if you think its real , let me tell you its not .
ps, the coming posts will be something like these .
nothing is ever important .
5:27 PM
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