Weak.

Yes, weak. This is what I think about myself. Weak. Yes, physically I may appear to be strong. But, I think that mentally, I am weak. Darn weak. Something that seems so small to others can get me down fast. Tears always just drop down when I feel sad. It sounds normal. But, I am sad for something that is not worth it.

I don’t know why, but somehow. I have built a wall to protect myself against you. But, you don’t seem to feel anything at all. You treated me like normal, just that that we are not the same anymore. Somehow I don’t know what is going on right now.

I try to not let serious things get into our way because of it. But sometimes it feels real hard. At times, I don’t even want to see your face. Thus I tend to avoid you. Its only till now, that I’ve realized that we used to be so close so close. So close, that others say that too. I don’t know why its like this now.

Alright. Bad things aside.
Till then. ((:

I want to Thank someone,
For being there for me.
For crying because I cried.
For patting my back, giving me a hand to hold on to when I felt bad.
For telling me why I should.
For giving me hugs that make me feel that you are there.
For teaching me so much stuffs.
For being a role model for me to follow.

The list just goes on and on.
But, all in all I want to tell you that I will try to let go.
I will try to put in my best for the competition and not let the situation affect me. ((:

THANKS ! :D