I have nothing much to update about, just a lot of thoughts. And its really a lot. After all these months and weeks that I have been through. Somehow, I have really seen through the masks of many people. I do have a mask too, I guess. (You’ve finally seen it? But that is to show you only.) Yes, there is a mean side of me, but if you treat me well. I will treat you double. If you treat me badly (like a dog), I will treat you twice as bad too ! Simple ? LOLS !

You, yea you! I have finally seen through you, I guess. Even though I keep telling myself not to be sad, not to feel anything. But this feeling is real weird.After all, we’ve been close friends, I guess, since 2years back. We worked hard for a common goal. We go out for lunches almost every Sunday. We hang out together after school when we have nothing on.

But since then, everything has changed. Totally. You talk with needles in your words. You’ve hurt me not once, not twice but thrice. I once thought that everything would be okay. But, it never is. Once you’ve been hurt, it can’t be unhurt anymore. Yes, I have lost a friend. Really. I don’t think friend would be a word to describe our relationship now. Know why? Because I feel disgusted whilst talking to you. I feel disgusted whenever I think about you.

But, anyway. Thanks for the memories that you have left for me. I will remember them. Even though I feel that its not worth, there is still a tinge of pain inside me. But, it will go away soon. I hope. ((:

Till then. ((: