2009

This year have its ups and downs. I’ve got closer to friends whom I once knew but not that close. I’ve made new friends. Not only that, I’ve lost some too. Sad, but true.

3E2 have been a class filled with fun people. Never regretted coming into this class, even though majority of 2/1’07 went to 3E1. I won’t forget the times where we bingo through the lessons, ate bread in class and disturb the teachers. Also, I won’t forget those times where we laughed till I almost cried. And, lastly those jokes that we laughed even before someone finished saying. (Mr Teo : Are you guys having a musical at the back? Jiang Jiang Jiang Jiang)

NPCC had been rather okay I guess. Failed Marksmen which was sad but its okay now, failed SGT test once but managed to pass in the end. Did not get Recreational Head post, but was posted to Sec2’09 2IC which made me learnt a lot of things, rather good. Quite sad to hear that stuffs may change next year too, because they are like mine. They grew as a cadet whilst I grew as a cadet leader. But, some stuffs can’t be changed by me, so its okay. ((: Also, its cause NP that made me thought through and see through. I’ve got to know more about a few people too. Got close to them, and now they are all near me. I hope, and think, that they will be close to my heart and not leave. If it isn’t for them, trainings will not be so fun. Its also cause of NP that made me learn that even though at times I have to do things that I don’t enjoy, or its a chore, I’ll still have to do it. I used to dislike doing those things, but now I have learnt to accept it. I once thought of turning my back against NP because of some people, but not anymore. For now I have a goal, and I will work hard for it. I will. ((:

Frisbee. I stopped playing for sometime after Pri6, played only once in a few months. Started playing it again this June at pickups, and found myself a youth team. Phantom Disc. Pickups allowed me to meet people and make a lot of new friends, that are fun. ((: Phantom Disc is a team that allowed me to improve my skills. Sad to say, will not be able to commit to it for sometime. Maybe only after my O levels. I am not sure. :( But all in all, even though Frisbee has its ups and downs, its still very fun. ((:

To that someone, I wanted to speak up to you that day. But, nothing comes out. I don’t want to forget you as my friend, but I don’t know how to initiate a conversation. I want to talk to you, but my heart tells me not to. I don’t know how I feel, and how you feel. I really don’t, but I guess I will figure it out somehow, I don’t know.

Now, here are some goals for 2010.

• Study real hard and get L1R4 of 8 or 10, to get into the course I want. (Psychology)
• Work hard in NPCC camp craft competition and get within top 50 position. (Improvement from the other time)
• Buck up more in NPCC, to get into CIBTC D10
• Learn Sign Language
• Do some voluntary work
• Play more Frisbee
• Run more often