Priorities . Which one first ? I don't think I can differentiate . I have been out this feel weeks . Frisbee , games , outings . Everything , except for my main priority , study . I don't know what am I up to . But , I ain't focused , maybe not enough .
Everything seem to be a distraction to me. At least , almost every . I don't have the motivation to study. Is it that I don't put in enough effort ? Whenever I get home , I get really tired. Everything starts to come to me , and I am steered away from the books.
I want to be focus , but my mind isn't trying to. I know whats my priority , but my mind doesn't seem to be following it. Whats the problem ? As everyday passes , everything seems blurred up. I don't know what am I trying to do , what am I doing.
I feel tired , really tired everytime. I don't want to do anything, all I want to do is to sit and stone. Sounds emo , I guess alot will say, but I ain't. I am just tired. Tired of everything.
Okay, enough of all my rantings. I guess I shall try my best to be focused soon. ((:
And I mean it , real soon.
nothing is ever important .
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