I think …

I think I have learnt how to let go. I think. There are always people around, trying to spur you up with words that hurts a lot. But its okay, I guess. I have learnt how to ignore, even though it isn’t helping. But anyway what for think about it ? I don’t have much time to waste already.

Exams are coming up, in 2weeks time. I guess I will be off till then. But I am not sure. Cause you know, the temptation is hard to overcome. But I guess I will just have to practice more of self discipline. ((:

Sometimes, I feel really stupid. Always being there to see it I can help in anything. But, what does it ends up with? It ends up with me being used by others. Yes, I sound stupid right? It does not pays to be kind. Really. Some people just turns the back at you and stab you in the heart. Even though it may seem that its not on purpose, but what kind of friend will do that ? A good friend ? So funny . But I am not laughing.

People have been saying that I am too kind, that whatever things others call me to do, I will do. Okay, it sounds true. But, sometimes I am just doing it voluntarily. I don’t know why am I doing that. But, I shall just try to not do that anymore. Quite hard aye, cause its within me already.

Okay, i guess I have to go now.
Till then.