I am not being emo or what okay.
This is my journal, just that its privatized to let everyone see it.
I am not trying to seek attention ! But yea..

This is a place, where my emotions run wild.
This is where the real me is, or maybe the hidden me instead.

So yea, back to the hidden me alright ?
I am just emo here, not any other place. ((:

I really felt disappointed. I had so much confidence in myself, and yet the paper was so hard. I thought that it would be easy yea. Its me again, complacent. When will I stop being complacent? Everyone is starting to put in a bit of effort. Almost all that I know handed in the homework, but not me. A lot are showing improvements, but what about me? Slacking around, that what I do. I guess I will start soon. Really soon.

I still can’t get over it. A few weeks have passed, I know. But, many have said that she isn’t as good, or maybe its hidden in her? I don’t know. But all in this 3years, I have not lost to her. And I feel that I can do a far better job than her. But why? Complacent once more? I am sore, I swear. I really am. I know I shouldn’t but, I can’t help it. She had hurt me with her words, I hope I heard it wrong, what a friend she is. I have lost to someone whom seems to be lousier than me. Heck.

I guess I should stop talking. Like really. If I could remain silent for a day, maybe things would get through, and I won’t be that tired. Maybe I should starting talking less, I guess. ((: But poor girl me, can’t do it. I am hyper ! ((:

Yea. Despite things not going right, life still have to go on. Everyone is stress. Cheers alright. It will be over, SOON ! ((:

Till then .