Todays filled with alot of emotions.
If I said I wasn't touched , I would be lieing . The smile on her face , felt so sweet , so happy. It was the first time which I saw that . Its also the first time which I felt that by just wishing someone with a smile, from the bottom of the heart, there would be so much thoughts . At that point , I felt really happy . I could see the happiness in her eyes, totally . Though I don't know her for very long , but I know that shes kind, she cares. Eventhough a drop of tear trickled down my eyes, I felt happy . Contented .
If I said I wasn't sad , I would be lieing too. 5years since the first time I got to know about this sport. 5years since I known you. 3years after I left , but we still kept in contact. Its the sport which keeps the communication between us , and the whole gang . You said you are leaving too. How can I not feel anything ? 5years. If not for you , I would never know this sport , and never learn so much . Not to mention , without it , I would have never met so much fun and nice people. Its because of you , that I have known this sport . ((: Nevertheless , I will never forget these memories we share , and more memories to come even after you have left . Cause I know , we will form a team outside next time , and we will still continue to play . I will still continue to play eventhough those tuesdays afternoon will not be spent at the paradesquare , cause thats me. You saide "Wow! You are really doing it." Ok , let me tell you this , yes , I am really doing it. Without this sport , there wouldn't be me , eventhough I don't play well . ((: All the best , thankyou.
Now , I am going to say that I am happy . For , today I have met so many people which I have not met for a long time. Some have changed , some have not. I am not sure how long this friendship will last us till. I am not sure if we are still able to remember each other afew years down the road. But I can assure , those memories and friendship forged , will be etched in my heart . ((:
Lastly , a year have passed . A year ago , on this fateful date , 28Aug, I had hurt someone with my words . I told that special person my true colours. Since then , I have never been able to face that person. A year. I have never went to find you. I did once , but its with the accompany of another friend. Truthfully, I don't think I can ever face you. Eventhough I have changed, but once its hurt , it cannot be mended . Its the truth , that cannot change . All I can say is , I am sorry, eventhough I know that you will not be reading this. ((:
nothing is ever important .
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