Shall tell you guys all a story . Its cliche . (:
There was a teen whom quite does not scared of anything . Thus , most of the time , she does things which isn't favourable to her and the rest of her friends . Also , she is rather rash at times , and caused alot of hurt to both her and her friends , as usual .
To her , nothing is really very important , and she is rather curious at things she shouldn't try , and it always ends up that she does it .
To many , she is just a bad kid . Cause , in her very short life , she have already smoked before , cut herself before . Yea , thats how bad she is .
Lets go through them one by one . For the cutting part , its cause she finds it really stressful and rather fun to do so , thus she does it. After that , it hurted her alot , and not only so , it hurted her friends and thus she decided to stop , not for herself , but her friends . She isn't really happy with the decision , but she still tried to stop .
Next , about the smoking . She just did it as she feels like it , because of her stress level . But , she felt real bad when she did not smoke for sometime. Stupidly , she told someone and the person dropped tears cause she was hurt by her . Since then , she had never dared to look up the person anymore . But , that did not stop her from smoking . But , after sometime , she managed to stop as it felt real bad and guilty , and she lived in fear of being caught everyday . Eventhough she tried many times and failed , she still tried .
These 2 , are those bad and addictive stuffs which she have done , due to her rashness . It isn't a good feeling as its rather hard to quit them and she regrets for doing all theswe , as she has never dared to face some people , after letting them know . But , despite that , she tries and tries . The nights may be tough to her , but she continues to try . Eventhough she may have changed , but the memories are still there within her , and she believes , that it will never be erased .
nothing is ever important .
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