When I walked to the bus stop this morning .
I suddenly thought .
I have grown .
Not only physically , but mentally too .
I have really matured , at least I think abit now .
Upper Sec life feels so much different .
Lessons passing fast and slow , unpredicable .
CCA , knowing more and more things .
Trying to learn and catch new things which may be of use when I take over .
It will be in no time for that , 2 years I have waited .
I feel anxious , just like 2 years ago , during my Sec1 Camp .
Yes , 2 years have passed .
2 years since I have been in secondary school .
2 years since I have met my NCOs .
And of course , 2 years in NPCC .
I have changed in many ways .
But one thing which I have not changed .
Surprisingly , it happens every year . I am starting to be sick of it .
I have been hurting people , cheating them of their feelings .
They gave me their trust , their love .
But what about me ? I hurt them , and I feel nothing , how great !
2 years .
not sad , just doing some thinking
nothing is ever important .
8:31 PM
8:31 PM