Once again , I am wrong .
I gave you false hopes , I hurt you .
Cause , I thought I could love once more .
But , my past .. Its too hard , too hard .
I am sorry , to have lied .
You have lost the trust in me , thats for sure .
There are many other people out there , better than me .
I just don't know how , to cherish your love toward me .
You gave me things , which I shouldn't take .
I did things which I shouldn't do , and you did not scold .
You are a good guy , yet I could lie to you . How foolish I am ?
I don't deserve care , for I aint good .
Just too much things have happened , within these few days .
I have had enough .
YINGSIEW ! I will choose the right path , and walk once more . I will use time , to do it. I won't rely on you so much already , cause I have grown , not cause u aren't good . You choose the right path too alright ? Walk into the brightness which is there for you . You aren't silly . Come to me alright , I will help you if I can . ((: I ain't so good , so don't call me your meimei ler , ok ?
nothing is ever important .
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