Its the first time I felt this way .
Just when I thought that the squad is going to get better , it isn't .
What SSGT said was right .
We have to really really wake up .
Our drills are like shit , and these are most of those regulars .
What if those non-regulars come ?
Won't it be even worse ?
March is the CL camp , and our attendance is 7 today .
When we take over , how many regulars can we have ?
15 ? 10 ? or "better" still .. 5 .
So , next training , lets work harder !
Lets wake up , and not let our seniors be disappointed !
I will .
Yes SSGT , will no longer be another lie .
When I say it , I will do it .
Eventhough I think its hard .
I will do my best , my very best .