It feels so real .
I really miss you .
I miss seeing you everyday .
I want to message you everyday .
But , I don't dare .
I don't want you to misunderstand .
So far , you have been the closest friend .
But , it feels hard to face you now .
I don't know why .
I guess its cause of him .
When I walked to school again , today .
I thought of you .
I thought of the short period of time .
We spent together walking .
The few times weren't so easy .
But the rest were ok .
I missed waiting for you .
I remembered dozing off once .
I also missed the day which I won't forget .
I really miss you , my friend .
As for him ...
I really don't dare to face him .
I don't know how to already .
nothing is ever important .
8:00 PM