I have been thinking this for 2 days .
Is 2009 good ?
I can say , I am rather lucky to have known many friends .
Friends whom I aren't close to in the past 2 years .
Friends whom I really think they cherish me , I guess .
Nice and fun friends too .
But, apart from all these , I have once again caused hurt .
I can no longer face him . Thrice in a week , how great .
Not only so , studies is another big thing .
Upper Sec life is not as easy as I thought it should be .
I just do not have the motivation to work hard .
I know I am thinking too far .
But , many people whom have went through this , told me to study .
Not only so , after 12JAN , I found out that reality hurts .
I know what I aim at, where I want to be .
The last thing is , to work extra hard .
Eventhough its something next year , I still feel that its better to start now .
Start it right , and end it merry .
I do not want to laugh in sadness , thinking how to carry on with some results I will get .
Most importantly , I will not follow others footsteps .
And indeed , do something right , just for once .
I will try my best for it , I hope I can eventhough its hard .
nothing is ever important .
5:51 PM
5:51 PM