Truth have always been cruel and hurtful .
Hence , I chose to lie , thinking that it would not hurt .
But , it hurts even more .
I lie to myself , eventhough I know it hurts .
I do foolish things , eventhough I know its wrong .
I think of it , when I should not .
I want it , but I do not dare to get it .
I feel so useless and stupid .
I am lost , and I don't know what to do .
The only thing , that I am sure of , is that it really hurts .
Running away is something stupid , but I have no other choice .
215days .
87days .
29days .
how long can i hang on for all this ?
sometimes telling it , will make me feel save .
eventhough , i may lose many people .
nothing is ever important .
11:08 PM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Yet another year have passed .
I have turned to become a worser me .
This year , have not been a good one .
It is full of wrong doings that I have done .
The person you see everyday now , is changed .
She will never change back , cause she has already chosen the wrong route .
A leopard will never change its spots .
This saying , is so true .
She only know how to promise , how to say .
But , she can never do it .
Don't treat her good , cause she does not deserve it .
She only know how to do bad things .
She will never change .
She does not deserve forgiveness too .
She just sucks .
11:08 PM
Yet another year have passed .
I have turned to become a worser me .
This year , have not been a good one .
It is full of wrong doings that I have done .
The person you see everyday now , is changed .
She will never change back , cause she has already chosen the wrong route .
A leopard will never change its spots .
This saying , is so true .
She only know how to promise , how to say .
But , she can never do it .
Don't treat her good , cause she does not deserve it .
She only know how to do bad things .
She will never change .
She does not deserve forgiveness too .
She just sucks .
nothing is ever important .
5:40 PM
wee ! ltr goin out..
&&& , nv wear orange skinny !! wahahahas !
cus u knw y ?
vvvv uglyy.. ==
soo.. hahahs !!
hope ltr go out will be funn ! madagascar2 ! even though not much ppl goin.. ==
byebyebyeee ~~
thanks for e wishes !
5:40 PM
wee ! ltr goin out..
&&& , nv wear orange skinny !! wahahahas !
cus u knw y ?
vvvv uglyy.. ==
soo.. hahahs !!
hope ltr go out will be funn ! madagascar2 ! even though not much ppl goin.. ==
byebyebyeee ~~
thanks for e wishes !
nothing is ever important .
10:57 AM
Friday, November 21, 2008
I AM BACKK !! muahhahas !!
SSA'08 was FUNFUNFUN !! ^^
i have met the bestest out of the bestest , highest out of the highest !
the facilitators was damndamn fun , high and friendly ..
the instructors was damndamn cool , friendly and fun ! woo ~~
hmm.. so.. lets start ! muahah !
wednesday , went to bedok north npc , to meet-up with the rest..
then , we were like .. not close , not bonded .. we were like a distant ..
thenn.. went to e canteen there rest rest.. ate something and drank..
after that , off we go ! to e campsite !! ^^
on the way there , we were introduced to e instructors from camelot ..
SAMANTHA (sam) and MYRA ! ^^
hmm.. at first thought will nt b like funfunfun .. cus horr..
they like soft soft de.. den sam like so fierce de.. see ler also scared lorr.. :X
when we reached e place .. had icebreaking !!
hmm.. then , we got to know our facilitators (from SSA'07) and got to know each other's name
then was like starting to fun abit lerr..
but , we were like still not bonded..
hmm.. then found out that e instructors not bad siaa.. quite funfun de.. ((:
then , we were splitted into groups .. i was in group4..
facilitator was rachel (AHS) and farhan;bob (BTSS)
my group had shazli , helmie (BTSS) , pearlene (AHS) and justina (SAC)..
our group name was DOUBLE 0 7 ! (007)
then had some talktalk about crime ..
so sian de lorr !! then had lunchh ! (((:
after that was flyingfox and abseiling ..
then found out that e instructors.. damn cool n nice de.. ^^
started to enjoy e campp !! ^^
then i dnno blahblah had wad..
soo, skip to DAY2 ! ^^
woke up.. went to wash up , my hair was like idk wad..
wahh.. super funny lorr.. like i go fight come back de.. :XX
den had breakfast and then had low rope challenge ..
after that , was e SCDF course.. second time liao lorr..
saw LIM and RIQ from e course e other day.. hahas ! they stil remember mee !!
den had part of e lesson before lunch.. finished e rest after lunchh..
the best part was the lesson after lunchh..
you know why? muahahahs !
cause.. i slept.. == too boring le larr..
when i woke up.. it was almost time for e course to end lerr..
after that , had rafting.. it was quite niceee ~~ ^^
hahas ! nv capsizeee ~
after that, went to wash up and had dinner..
and then it was CAMPFIRE PREPARATION !! ^^
then it was CAMPFIREEE !! damn high larrr ! damn niceee too !! ^^
played and singedd... weeeeee ~~
hmm, then had supper, and was SLEEPTIME !! ((((:
okayys ! back to todayy !!
woke up, wore half-u , with SSA shirtt !! ^^
had breakfast and took pictures ! ^^
then , went bedok inter there for reality challenge or blabla.. LOLS !
something like NPCC service day larr.. hahas! soo, nt quite tough..
den, went back for lunch and had high elements.. hard siaa !
but, its damn funn !! ^^
then prepared for passing out ceremony..
then , after that , had "dinner" ? LOLS ! den jiu breakcamp lerr..
now, i am back at HOME !
so miss e instructors , facilitators and of course ! my campmates ! ((:
10:57 AM
I AM BACKK !! muahhahas !!
SSA'08 was FUNFUNFUN !! ^^
i have met the bestest out of the bestest , highest out of the highest !
the facilitators was damndamn fun , high and friendly ..
the instructors was damndamn cool , friendly and fun ! woo ~~
hmm.. so.. lets start ! muahah !
wednesday , went to bedok north npc , to meet-up with the rest..
then , we were like .. not close , not bonded .. we were like a distant ..
thenn.. went to e canteen there rest rest.. ate something and drank..
after that , off we go ! to e campsite !! ^^
on the way there , we were introduced to e instructors from camelot ..
SAMANTHA (sam) and MYRA ! ^^
hmm.. at first thought will nt b like funfunfun .. cus horr..
they like soft soft de.. den sam like so fierce de.. see ler also scared lorr.. :X
when we reached e place .. had icebreaking !!
hmm.. then , we got to know our facilitators (from SSA'07) and got to know each other's name
then was like starting to fun abit lerr..
but , we were like still not bonded..
hmm.. then found out that e instructors not bad siaa.. quite funfun de.. ((:
then , we were splitted into groups .. i was in group4..
facilitator was rachel (AHS) and farhan;bob (BTSS)
my group had shazli , helmie (BTSS) , pearlene (AHS) and justina (SAC)..
our group name was DOUBLE 0 7 ! (007)
then had some talktalk about crime ..
so sian de lorr !! then had lunchh ! (((:
after that was flyingfox and abseiling ..
then found out that e instructors.. damn cool n nice de.. ^^
started to enjoy e campp !! ^^
then i dnno blahblah had wad..
soo, skip to DAY2 ! ^^
woke up.. went to wash up , my hair was like idk wad..
wahh.. super funny lorr.. like i go fight come back de.. :XX
den had breakfast and then had low rope challenge ..
after that , was e SCDF course.. second time liao lorr..
saw LIM and RIQ from e course e other day.. hahas ! they stil remember mee !!
den had part of e lesson before lunch.. finished e rest after lunchh..
the best part was the lesson after lunchh..
you know why? muahahahs !
cause.. i slept.. == too boring le larr..
when i woke up.. it was almost time for e course to end lerr..
after that , had rafting.. it was quite niceee ~~ ^^
hahas ! nv capsizeee ~
after that, went to wash up and had dinner..
and then it was CAMPFIRE PREPARATION !! ^^
then it was CAMPFIREEE !! damn high larrr ! damn niceee too !! ^^
played and singedd... weeeeee ~~
hmm, then had supper, and was SLEEPTIME !! ((((:
okayys ! back to todayy !!
woke up, wore half-u , with SSA shirtt !! ^^
had breakfast and took pictures ! ^^
then , went bedok inter there for reality challenge or blabla.. LOLS !
something like NPCC service day larr.. hahas! soo, nt quite tough..
den, went back for lunch and had high elements.. hard siaa !
but, its damn funn !! ^^
then prepared for passing out ceremony..
then , after that , had "dinner" ? LOLS ! den jiu breakcamp lerr..
now, i am back at HOME !
so miss e instructors , facilitators and of course ! my campmates ! ((:
nothing is ever important .
8:31 PM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
hmmm.. today have been quite buzy bahh.. LOLS !
morning around 10 wake upp..
wake up just awhile niaa.. got pplc all.. so "heng" lorrr.. AHAS !
hmm.. then slackslack around..
about wan 11 lerr.. SIONG cameeee !! hahas !
he always say wan come , den nv.. but today finally come lerr. hahas !!
around 11.15 , went to get the camp stuffs , and help mum buy thingg..
so sian lorrr.. T.T go buybuybuy.. around 12 den reach home siaa...
restrestrest again.. 12.30 jiu go out for lunch with SIONG !
when walking to MAC , saw MELISSA and AFIFAH !!
hahas ! he look like my BF , but den he is my cousin larr.. LOLS !
had lunch ,and he treated mee !! hahaass !
so good uhh ? but fake de.. after that , he keep disturb mee..
stupid himm !!
den went to find people .. and e place damn hard to find larr !!
walk wrong.. == all look like the same lorrr..
den came home.. reached home , rested awhile niaa..
went out to my mum's friend's house alone , to take sec3 books ..
wthh ! again cannot find.. i don't like those block that got ABCD de lorrr ..
always make me walk here walk there , den in the end got alot of sweat liaos den found.. grr..
anyways.. went there and findfindfind ..
then finally ! around 2.15 finishhh !! muahahahaahs !
came home and packed my bags for TOMORROW !! ^^
so many things to bring lorr.. e bag is soo fat.. siann.. hope that is fun bahh.. hahas !
den jiu PSP-ed till now..
hmm.. now slacking.. cant wait for campbreakk...
cuss .. muahhahhaas !! e days are getting closerrrrrrr .. weee ~~
hmm.. kays.. i will be back on friday , maybe not posting .. hahas !
see how bahh.. ^^
byeeee !
8:31 PM
hmmm.. today have been quite buzy bahh.. LOLS !
morning around 10 wake upp..
wake up just awhile niaa.. got pplc all.. so "heng" lorrr.. AHAS !
hmm.. then slackslack around..
about wan 11 lerr.. SIONG cameeee !! hahas !
he always say wan come , den nv.. but today finally come lerr. hahas !!
around 11.15 , went to get the camp stuffs , and help mum buy thingg..
so sian lorrr.. T.T go buybuybuy.. around 12 den reach home siaa...
restrestrest again.. 12.30 jiu go out for lunch with SIONG !
when walking to MAC , saw MELISSA and AFIFAH !!
hahas ! he look like my BF , but den he is my cousin larr.. LOLS !
had lunch ,and he treated mee !! hahaass !
so good uhh ? but fake de.. after that , he keep disturb mee..
stupid himm !!
den went to find people .. and e place damn hard to find larr !!
walk wrong.. == all look like the same lorrr..
den came home.. reached home , rested awhile niaa..
went out to my mum's friend's house alone , to take sec3 books ..
wthh ! again cannot find.. i don't like those block that got ABCD de lorrr ..
always make me walk here walk there , den in the end got alot of sweat liaos den found.. grr..
anyways.. went there and findfindfind ..
then finally ! around 2.15 finishhh !! muahahahaahs !
came home and packed my bags for TOMORROW !! ^^
so many things to bring lorr.. e bag is soo fat.. siann.. hope that is fun bahh.. hahas !
den jiu PSP-ed till now..
hmm.. now slacking.. cant wait for campbreakk...
cuss .. muahhahhaas !! e days are getting closerrrrrrr .. weee ~~
hmm.. kays.. i will be back on friday , maybe not posting .. hahas !
see how bahh.. ^^
byeeee !
nothing is ever important .
5:54 PM
Monday, November 17, 2008
hmm.. this few days .. quite boring bahh.. nothing much .. ^^
jus now went bedoknorth NPC , for e SSA camp briefing ..
not bad larr.. cant wait alreadyyy .. ^^
hmm.. but need to bring alot of thing siaa..
especially full-u ! wthhh.. T.T
but den.. think should be quite fun bahh.. hehehe..
need to get the things tomorroww.. sian siaa..
sooo.. this means that i will be AWAY !
from 19nov - 21nov . anything , just message me lorr..
i will reply when i am BACK ! hahas !
hmm.. although i think this camp will be like .. very tiring ..
cause ends at around 7 or earlier on the 21st lehhh..
sian horr ? haiss..
ohya !
something funny happened during e briefing siaa..
cause i sit wif hanming and jiahui(ho) .. den they las year go b4 lerr..
den e mam though that i sec3 oso .. den i tel her say i sec2 .. she thought all 3 oso sec2..
wahhh.. damn funny bodohh.. so blur larr.. i keep laugh til cannot .. :X
&&& , the mam damn funny.. she talk , i dun understand anything..
actually is understand abit liaos.. den she saysaysay .. i blur until dnno anything.. :XX
nothing more to say ler.. MISS ME ! ^^
5:54 PM
hmm.. this few days .. quite boring bahh.. nothing much .. ^^
jus now went bedoknorth NPC , for e SSA camp briefing ..
not bad larr.. cant wait alreadyyy .. ^^
hmm.. but need to bring alot of thing siaa..
especially full-u ! wthhh.. T.T
but den.. think should be quite fun bahh.. hehehe..
need to get the things tomorroww.. sian siaa..
sooo.. this means that i will be AWAY !
from 19nov - 21nov . anything , just message me lorr..
i will reply when i am BACK ! hahas !
hmm.. although i think this camp will be like .. very tiring ..
cause ends at around 7 or earlier on the 21st lehhh..
sian horr ? haiss..
ohya !
something funny happened during e briefing siaa..
cause i sit wif hanming and jiahui(ho) .. den they las year go b4 lerr..
den e mam though that i sec3 oso .. den i tel her say i sec2 .. she thought all 3 oso sec2..
wahhh.. damn funny bodohh.. so blur larr.. i keep laugh til cannot .. :X
&&& , the mam damn funny.. she talk , i dun understand anything..
actually is understand abit liaos.. den she saysaysay .. i blur until dnno anything.. :XX
nothing more to say ler.. MISS ME ! ^^
and i still do not know how i feel for you .
when you are close to me , i find myself liking you ..
when you are far from me , i find myself feeling neutral ..
i guess .. i just do not know ..
nothing is ever important .
4:09 PM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
i hate today .
i sense something really bad going to happen .. really .
this sucks , serious ..
HIATUS
4:09 PM
i hate today .
i sense something really bad going to happen .. really .
this sucks , serious ..
HIATUS
nothing is ever important .
2:04 PM
Friday, November 14, 2008
siann.. HE dun let me goo .. T.T
morning woke up earlyearly.. then , went to e market for breakfast..
after that , tried out at the "st.andrew autistic" de thingg.. see if they nid volunteer not..
they need siaa ! and i went .. aww .. was so happy ..
but .. halfway .. HE called me .. and blablabla nonsense alott ..
i say wan stay until afternoon .. then , HE say dunwan .. siann..
haiss..
BUT , its fun there okays !
eventhough i tink i wun go there anymore .. but its still fun..
its actually easy to interact with them ..
something which seems so easy for us , is like something big to them ...
but .. i liked their innocence .. i really want to go back there ..
hmm.. jus now come back..
told SHE .. den SHE say wan to explain to HE ..
but , i say no need .. cus , no use de larr.. LOLS !
hmm.. end hereee. ((:
2:04 PM
siann.. HE dun let me goo .. T.T
morning woke up earlyearly.. then , went to e market for breakfast..
after that , tried out at the "st.andrew autistic" de thingg.. see if they nid volunteer not..
they need siaa ! and i went .. aww .. was so happy ..
but .. halfway .. HE called me .. and blablabla nonsense alott ..
i say wan stay until afternoon .. then , HE say dunwan .. siann..
haiss..
BUT , its fun there okays !
eventhough i tink i wun go there anymore .. but its still fun..
its actually easy to interact with them ..
something which seems so easy for us , is like something big to them ...
but .. i liked their innocence .. i really want to go back there ..
hmm.. jus now come back..
told SHE .. den SHE say wan to explain to HE ..
but , i say no need .. cus , no use de larr.. LOLS !
hmm.. end hereee. ((:
nothing is ever important .
1:21 PM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
awww.. i am soo sadd !!
why ? tell you laterr !! AHHAS !
morning i woke up at 9.10 , thinking that its still 8+ ..
aww !! woke late for .. 10 mins !!
super shockkkk .. bt .. wads more shocker is .. :X ask me if you wanna knww ..
anyways , i dun think there is a word "shocker" hahas !
washed up .. and blahblahblahh..
around 10 .. went to bedok libraryy to borrow book .
and you know wad ? they got one dnno wad firedrill thing...
soo.. nv go.. ltr den go bahh.. ehehe .. i am such a good kid !! ^^
hmm.. then , went to buy donuts and went home bahh..
slackslack whole morning .. so sian lorr..
later going to go library and borrow book lerr..
think must start to read alot lerr.. english so sucks .. chinese too.. X((
siannn..
yesterday did some homework.. but not so much.. hahas..
at least i started okays ! ((:
hmm.. so wads so sad ?
cause my mum say i like ahbeng !! walaooo..
i so guai lorrr ! mayb nt v guai. bt stil guai wad !!
and she say i like ahbeng.. T.T siannn..
& i don't look good in orange skinny. T.T
&& the SSA person have not called me yet ..
&&& the HCA (hospice) person have not called me too..
&&&& i want to be a volunteer , but dnno hw ...
gotta go ! ^^
i cant even accept my past .
let alone the rest .
1:21 PM
awww.. i am soo sadd !!
why ? tell you laterr !! AHHAS !
morning i woke up at 9.10 , thinking that its still 8+ ..
aww !! woke late for .. 10 mins !!
super shockkkk .. bt .. wads more shocker is .. :X ask me if you wanna knww ..
anyways , i dun think there is a word "shocker" hahas !
washed up .. and blahblahblahh..
around 10 .. went to bedok libraryy to borrow book .
and you know wad ? they got one dnno wad firedrill thing...
soo.. nv go.. ltr den go bahh.. ehehe .. i am such a good kid !! ^^
hmm.. then , went to buy donuts and went home bahh..
slackslack whole morning .. so sian lorr..
later going to go library and borrow book lerr..
think must start to read alot lerr.. english so sucks .. chinese too.. X((
siannn..
yesterday did some homework.. but not so much.. hahas..
at least i started okays ! ((:
hmm.. so wads so sad ?
cause my mum say i like ahbeng !! walaooo..
i so guai lorrr ! mayb nt v guai. bt stil guai wad !!
and she say i like ahbeng.. T.T siannn..
& i don't look good in orange skinny. T.T
&& the SSA person have not called me yet ..
&&& the HCA (hospice) person have not called me too..
&&&& i want to be a volunteer , but dnno hw ...
gotta go ! ^^
i cant even accept my past .
let alone the rest .
nothing is ever important .
12:05 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
yay ! yesterday in the end , found tt biscuit !! wee ~~
hmm.. after lunch jiu go back primary for frisbee lerr..
den after tt , pei them all go library , cus they wan play "dai di" .
e biscuit .. cant see properly .. hahas !
my orange bottle ! muahaha !
12:05 PM
yay ! yesterday in the end , found tt biscuit !! wee ~~
hmm.. today dnno y.. quite early wake lerr ..
den around 11+ went to meet ailing for lunch ..
and , she was latee !! awww.. cus of her contacts.. HAHAS !
hmm.. after lunch jiu go back primary for frisbee lerr..
nv play today.. cus raining and hall for dnno wad..
soo.. today only for celebration for our dnno wad .. LOLS !
den after tt , pei them all go library , cus they wan play "dai di" .
soo.. go and play lorr.. around 4 jiu come bac..
actually dunwan stay de.. but den stil stayed..
but horr .. stay lerr.. good siaa !
cus u knw wad ? i SAW my IDOL !!! wahahahas !!
he is like sooo CUTE !! awww.. my heart almost melt lorrr..
e best thing is , he remember mee !! like finally larr !! but he damn shyy.. X(
if you all dnno wad i am talking , nvm .. can ask me tho.. ahhas !
den reach home , jiu use comp nw lorr..
nth much.. v sian.. hahas !
btww ..
dabudian mandy !
dun tink soo highly of me. ((:
i am nt as gd as u tink i am.. hahas !
e biscuit .. cant see properly .. hahas !
my orange bottle ! muahaha !Give me one more chance , and I will cherish you like I have never before .
nothing is ever important .
4:18 PM
Monday, November 10, 2008
wahh. today 9.30 my mum wake me up..
u knw why ?! cus she say late lerr.. canot kip sleep.. walaooo ..
i last night damn tired .. 12am den slppp.. today 9.30 wakee.. canot larr !! X((
hmm.. den wahh.. rain damn heavy.. so nice to sleep de lorrr !! *humph*
washed up and then went down to buy newspaper (got shelter) .
wanted to buy chinese de also .. but , no haff.. siann..
searched for tt biscuit or dnno wad de.. round round den got 3 colour in a packet de..
i loved it when i was young de.. but den .. DUNHAFF !! T.T nvmm..
den come bac.. slackslack awhilee..
so fas .. 11.20 lerr.. go block58 there buy LUNCH !
shun bian go find chinese newspaper and tt biscuit ..
newspaper is haf .. but den tt stupid biscuit dunhaf still.. so sucks lorr !
i craving for it mahh !! )):
hmm.. den come home.. stil raining .. nv bring umbrella , cus e rain nt soo bigg . HEHE !
then had lunch and used comp till around 1.30 like tt..
went down to see can find tt BISCUIT or not !!
walaoooooooo.. stil dunhaf !! i tink extinct liaos larrr !! last time got alot de lehh !! T.T
den went to e HCA , dnno wad hospice de..
cus i heard gt ppl say they wan volunteer.. so i go see lorr.. *i soo gdd .. ^^ jkjk*
hmm.. den they say nid go training and blablabla de..
so they took my number and then will call me lorr..
hope can be a volunteer... sure funn.. ((:
den came home.. now bloggin.. think ltr nid go read abit liaoos.. hahas !
ohh ! today horr.. is NOV10 !
soo... HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGSIEW ! ((: another YS . :X
4:18 PM
wahh. today 9.30 my mum wake me up..
u knw why ?! cus she say late lerr.. canot kip sleep.. walaooo ..
i last night damn tired .. 12am den slppp.. today 9.30 wakee.. canot larr !! X((
hmm.. den wahh.. rain damn heavy.. so nice to sleep de lorrr !! *humph*
washed up and then went down to buy newspaper (got shelter) .
wanted to buy chinese de also .. but , no haff.. siann..
searched for tt biscuit or dnno wad de.. round round den got 3 colour in a packet de..
i loved it when i was young de.. but den .. DUNHAFF !! T.T nvmm..
den come bac.. slackslack awhilee..
so fas .. 11.20 lerr.. go block58 there buy LUNCH !
shun bian go find chinese newspaper and tt biscuit ..
newspaper is haf .. but den tt stupid biscuit dunhaf still.. so sucks lorr !
i craving for it mahh !! )):
hmm.. den come home.. stil raining .. nv bring umbrella , cus e rain nt soo bigg . HEHE !
then had lunch and used comp till around 1.30 like tt..
went down to see can find tt BISCUIT or not !!
walaoooooooo.. stil dunhaf !! i tink extinct liaos larrr !! last time got alot de lehh !! T.T
den went to e HCA , dnno wad hospice de..
cus i heard gt ppl say they wan volunteer.. so i go see lorr.. *i soo gdd .. ^^ jkjk*
hmm.. den they say nid go training and blablabla de..
so they took my number and then will call me lorr..
hope can be a volunteer... sure funn.. ((:
den came home.. now bloggin.. think ltr nid go read abit liaoos.. hahas !
ohh ! today horr.. is NOV10 !
soo... HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGSIEW ! ((: another YS . :X
74days have passed . i still cant forget .
when i walk pass that place , i remember your face .
when i think of that day , i remember your face .
i do not know how to face you , i really don't .
nothing is ever important .
2:01 PM
Sunday, November 09, 2008
backk !! ((:
hmm.. shall start from yesterday ! ^^
wahh.. i calculated e time wrongly.. and in the end, was in a rush to go out..
hmm.. den cus i know tt if take bus.. sure late..
i figured out tt walking to school is FASTER !! ((:
cus not nid wait for bus ..
den u knw wad ?!
i BOM down lehh !! so stupid horr?
den i reach school.. weixuan and woonling both laughhh until canot.. LOLS !
and tt t-shirt they gave .. was XL ! T.T
cus was like late liaoos.. den all gif ppl takee.. hais ..
hmm.. at first i tot sure nt funn..
cus my leg painn.. den got bloodd.. X(
bt den aft tt .. found out tt actually nt bad siaa..
can play waterr ~~ and den joke wif themm...
den kip laugh and laugh.. soo .. vv fun ! ((:
hmm.. aft tt chiong home lorr..
den jiu go back malaysia lerr..
there is quite siann.. bt get to relacc and rest ..
bt , my leg was like %$#@@
and tt medical oil horr.. nt useful de.. put lerr.. more pain..
den today go buy e one i like de lorr..
put ler .. woww !! nicenice feeling .. hahs !
hmm. den jus now 5+ come back liaoos.
now den reachh.. tired siaa .. T.T
kays.. tc all ! ((:
btw , HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONGSOON ! ((:
2:01 PM
backk !! ((:
hmm.. shall start from yesterday ! ^^
wahh.. i calculated e time wrongly.. and in the end, was in a rush to go out..
hmm.. den cus i know tt if take bus.. sure late..
i figured out tt walking to school is FASTER !! ((:
cus not nid wait for bus ..
den u knw wad ?!
i BOM down lehh !! so stupid horr?
den i reach school.. weixuan and woonling both laughhh until canot.. LOLS !
and tt t-shirt they gave .. was XL ! T.T
cus was like late liaoos.. den all gif ppl takee.. hais ..
hmm.. at first i tot sure nt funn..
cus my leg painn.. den got bloodd.. X(
bt den aft tt .. found out tt actually nt bad siaa..
can play waterr ~~ and den joke wif themm...
den kip laugh and laugh.. soo .. vv fun ! ((:
hmm.. aft tt chiong home lorr..
den jiu go back malaysia lerr..
there is quite siann.. bt get to relacc and rest ..
bt , my leg was like %$#@@
and tt medical oil horr.. nt useful de.. put lerr.. more pain..
den today go buy e one i like de lorr..
put ler .. woww !! nicenice feeling .. hahs !
hmm. den jus now 5+ come back liaoos.
now den reachh.. tired siaa .. T.T
kays.. tc all ! ((:
btw , HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONGSOON ! ((:
nothing is ever important .
8:18 PM
Friday, November 07, 2008
okays ! a HEALTHY post .. finally ~~ (((:
aww.. my comp is siao alrrr..
sometimes can , sometimes cant .. T.T
hope it will heal by itself SOON . tc arx , comp .
okays ! i am declared , siao too !
cus why ? i oso dnnoo .. hahas !
hmm. holidays have been boringg..
waiting for tmr's treeplantingg.. (((:
cus .. i guess it will be FUNNN !! ^^
actually, sign up cus for fun too .. bt sinc signed up .. so , nvm arx ..
also , this year nv do any CIP ..
so , next year shall b HELPFUL and do alot.. hahas !
hmm.. tmr also going to grandma's house ..
sure siann.. hahas ! miss me arx ! ((:
i tink my brain de wire rlyrly sot lerr.. just like my comp.. T.T
okays.. think nothing to post lerr..
have fun ! ((:
8:18 PM
okays ! a HEALTHY post .. finally ~~ (((:
aww.. my comp is siao alrrr..
sometimes can , sometimes cant .. T.T
hope it will heal by itself SOON . tc arx , comp .
okays ! i am declared , siao too !
cus why ? i oso dnnoo .. hahas !
hmm. holidays have been boringg..
waiting for tmr's treeplantingg.. (((:
cus .. i guess it will be FUNNN !! ^^
actually, sign up cus for fun too .. bt sinc signed up .. so , nvm arx ..
also , this year nv do any CIP ..
so , next year shall b HELPFUL and do alot.. hahas !
hmm.. tmr also going to grandma's house ..
sure siann.. hahas ! miss me arx ! ((:
i tink my brain de wire rlyrly sot lerr.. just like my comp.. T.T
okays.. think nothing to post lerr..
have fun ! ((:
what am i thinking ?
foolish .
nothing is ever important .
5:21 PM
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
is it that you want to see me stress , then you will be happy ?
you do not understand that triple science is stressful .
when i told you that i got into 3/2 .
all you told me was " told you , definitely drop ."
but , have you ever thought about me ?
have you ever know that how much i want the class .
i worked hard just for it , and you are not happy .
no doubt its not the first class .
but , i believe i can strive well in it .
i can focus more .
but , do you even understand me ?
i am tired of it .
seriously , tired .
5:21 PM
is it that you want to see me stress , then you will be happy ?
you do not understand that triple science is stressful .
when i told you that i got into 3/2 .
all you told me was " told you , definitely drop ."
but , have you ever thought about me ?
have you ever know that how much i want the class .
i worked hard just for it , and you are not happy .
no doubt its not the first class .
but , i believe i can strive well in it .
i can focus more .
but , do you even understand me ?
i am tired of it .
seriously , tired .
i am happy , but you arent .
nothing is ever important .
11:42 AM
11:42 AM