so fast , one year just passed like this .
next year sec3 , means changing classes .
which means i will be seperated with my best pals .
cause , i did not choose the same choice as them .
cause , i think that i am not fit for triple science .
cause , i don't believe that only triple science is the best .
cause , i believe that even if its not the best class , i will still achieve .
cause , i do things my own way . (:
so , i really hope that i can get into the choice i want .
i really hope that my friends too , can get the choice they want .
eventhough , we will seperate .
i have my reasons , for not choosing triple science .
i too , do not want to seperate and want to stay together .
but , its still better in the other way . ((:
this year , have not been a good one .
many things done , which i have regretted .
184days today . good achievement , but i have been numbed .
so , it does not really matter anyways .
done many many other things which not all know .
all are bad , all are regretful .
i guess , i am every parents' nightmare .
if they knew what i had done , they may have long been disappointed .
for , i have seen with my own eyes .
the one closest to me , cried for me , cause of disappointment .
i too , cried .
this year , i have also learnt from my mistakes .
reflected on them , and i guess , i will not do it again .
also , i have made many new friends .
also , have found many people whom cared for me .
cause , i have misunderstood many in the past , but now , i have seen clearly .
who are the ones , that have really cared for me . ((:
i have also learnt that .
i should start growing up , and not always fooling around .
next year , will be a new me .
i will not promise , for promises are made to be broken .
also , i have broken far too much .
too much to be mended .
so , i guess , putting in my best , will be the best .
lastly , i have learnt that .
eventhough i may be the worst person .
i may not have the best attiude .
but , its the heart that counts .
its the way which you feels for others .
its that you know how to show care and concern .
its that you spare a thought for others , that counts .
i may not be perfect .
i may not be smart .
i may be the worse friend .
i may be the worst child any parent would have .
but , now , i have reflected .
from these reflections , i have grown .
from the year before , i have matured .
i have changed , and still will continue to change .
to become , a better and more matured me .
well , i guess i have grown . ((:
nothing is ever important .
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