i dont know .
i dont understand .
why ?
why are humans like this ?
why do bad things come by often ,
and good things go away soon after ?
i have been thinking .
thinking .
thinking of why did i do such things ,
to disappoint people .
to hurt people .
to hurt myself .
its all too late .
once done, it cannot be undone .
i am falling .
sinking deeper than usual .
i can never float back .
all these while have been made by force .
if not for these forces ,
i would not have had survived so long .
these days , to many may not make much significance .
but, to me . it means alot .
it may sound easy to you ,
but not me .
-juliana
status : MIA from blog .
nothing is ever important .
11:03 AM