not blogging today .. jus some pictures. XD
*yawnns*
me n laobu on e bus.. 14.. XDD
emo ? XP
zilian againn..
sleeping on e bus.. plain tiredd...
relaccc.. nv cut. XDDD
rustyy. ehh.. paper , e word.. "painful mistake" .. nw den see sia.. anyw, tis penknife is my third one.. nw, dnno where alr..
laopeh happy birthday :) so hokkien-ish norhhs.. laopeh...
_e below pictures haf been taken for a long long time, so dun worry_

description :
_blue colour_
name : kaixin 开心
first penknife...
very very rusty; nt sharp..
nw dnno at whr.. heard wif leon ? dnno..
_red colour_
name : gaoxing 高兴
second penknife...
abit rusty; very sharp..
in spite of anger, threw it away...
e slashes last time.. nw bcome scarss...
_thoughts_
26th day today... like no feeling to me anymore.. 4th penknife which i haf bought.. u guys sure will tell me say .. penknife gif ppl take away, den dnno go whr.. good mahhs.. wun b tempt to play.. its wrong.. i used to think this way too.. i haf learnt frm my past.. cus when i bought another one.. on e same day, i cut.. which means, 3wks no penknife = useless.. so, i bought a new one.. nt to cut.. its to try to resist e tempt.. cus.. if i very long no penknife, when i see one, i will naturally be tempted..
so fast.. nw, i sec2 already.. i am different.. really different.. last time, i was still so so innocent.. yupp.. i did had vulgars.. bt, at least, i seldom rebel.. nw, as long as i see a relief teacher stepping into e class, its e teacher's "good" luck already.. hahahs.. also, last time.. i dint treasure any friendship which i haf had with anyone.. i wasnt that friendly too.. only mixed around with my class's people.. n nt e other classes.. bt, after campcraft comp.. i haf made great friends.. seniors.. they are nw like my own flesh.. i will miss e days .. e 2mths which we trained.. though we dint do very well, but we did our best.. its e procedure, nt e product that counts.. also.. last time.. during trainings, i always disturbed e seniors.. they talking, i nv listen.. i guess i was e most "naughty" cadet in my squad ? lols.. bt nw.. i dun anymore.. n yet, i guess batch 05 wun get anymore chance to train me lerhhs bahhs.. its okays.. i haf had loads of fun during training for e past year.. i enjoyed.. thankyou.. xD
jus last night, i though about it.. why arent i cutting anymore ? yupp.. its peer pressure.. but, y ? jus some chocolates if i cut anyways.. i wil exchange it with my happiness.. den.. i thought i was doing it for my friends.. cus they dun like it, so i dun do it.. but i was wrong.. way too too wrong.. i am doing it not for them, but for myself.. its e effort that i haf put in.. if i cut, it will go back to zero.. it may sound like jus yesterday, which i stopped cutting.. but e 26 days.. its long.. n it may b e effort that i haf seen from some of my friends.. jus to see me stop cutting, "she" tried to pass her POA test.. and immediately she passed, she told me.. i could sense e happiness... xD i guess its worthwhile bahhs.. XD
nothing is ever important .
12:30 PM