i foolishly thought that i could bear e 34 days, turning bac to zero.. but, i was wrong.. turning back to zero, at first was quite fun.. but.. hais.. in e end, it turned out that i had "influenced" a number of people into it ? or shall i phrase it that, due to my rash-ness, got ppl oso slashed ? hais.. i haf rly rly made e wrong step.. a very wrong one this time.. everything is like crashing down towards me .. stress from academic.. this week i tink can call it disasterous ? its like.. everythings going upside down.. going all wrong for me.. hais.. havent been studying much lately though.. tink nw only waiting for MYE to end, n e results come out.. den i runaway frm home ? i dnno ehhs.. or mayb "guyi" go home late bahhs.. cus... they haf quite a high expectations frm me.. i dunwanna cus of dem, i drp tears agn.. hais.. haf been drping alot of tears lately too.. its no one's fault.. its my own fault.. cus i too weak le bahhs.. x( hais...
i am wrong.. i thought, that if i do it, i will gain e happiness.. yupp.. i did gained some happiness.. but, it was short.. awhile only, alot of sadness lerhhs.. disappointment frm alot alot of ppl too.. hais..
nothing is ever important .
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