restricted..
i am restricted...
not from my friends,
but from those two whom gave me life..
those two whom gave me sadness...
when i study, u never see..
when i play, u kaopei..
is this wad it meant by care?
nevermind about that..
you both are like arguing always...
leaving me, dnno wad to do..
making me unhappy..
making me sad...
i have tried and tried..
tried and tried..
i was happy, but not now...
tears jus keep dropping..
and dropping..
i wanna be like the me,
last year...
the me, whom dint care...
the me, whom played and played..
i wanna be the me,
whom disturbed "someone",
in my camp last year...
i wanna be the me,
whom have got no feeling for others..
it may seem cold..
but i dint know wad is sadness...
neither do i know how to hold a penknife...
i wanna fall back to square one..
but, can i ?
i am tired
i really am..
nothing is ever important .
1:09 PM