she is back.. finally.. but, i dn feel a thing at all.. in fact, its nt tt she come back i am happy.. its that sad.. cause, her face is full of worries and sorrows.. wad can i do nehs ? i can only sit dere, and watch.. feel damn sad when see her like that.. time really flies.. tomorrow is 13th already.. another NP training.. i will try to control my attitude.. even if she kaopei me, i also just quiet quiet bahs.. den soon, 14th liaos.. his report will be out.. hope everything turns out fine.. he just now told me that he going operation soon.. actually i already noe lerhs.. but, dnno why he suddenly say that.. i can see that he is just waitin for that day only..
i am really lost.. dnno wad to do.. want to do this, cannot.. want to do that, also cannot.. my promise, also i dn think can ever get it done lerhs... really really alot of things which no one wants it to happen, is happening.. all at a go.. too fast already.. i dnno hw to react..
sorry
nothing is ever important .
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