today started out well.. only abit like nv smile.. den during master parade, saw some funny actions and laughed like hell.. despite knowing that there is a chance that will get scolded larhs.. cause cant fidgit mahs.. lols ! but after that, when have training.. jiu nt happy lerhs.. partly cause tired larhs.. another part, i dnno.. hahas !! seriously dnno why lorhs.. i nv think about it lerhs.. still like that.. but at least i did smile today.. x)) alot of fake smiles i know.. but, i got try.. hehe.. den towards the end of training, i was a casualty.. cant take it lerhs.. tootoo tired.. den i sat there, see them train lorhs.. even though my squad very funny, when doing the marchin, but its like i nv laugh lorhs.. dnno why.. =// den had "bersurai", followed by debrief.. darn tired.. =(( den rested at the cafeteria a while, and den came home.. even though cousin help me changed my comp ram to a faster one, but like still not happy.. dnno why.. mayb tmr is 14th lerhs ?

she nv kaopei me today..