reflecting.. for the past 10 months, i have thoroughly changed...
last time, i did not fold skirt (tough now fold abit nia larhs), last time, i seldom show any attitude to my teachers, and i wasnt that bad tempered too.. my vulgarities wont that bad also, although last time i everytime scold, nw i nv scold everytime.. but den my vulgarities worse lerhs.. hais. last time my attire also very good one (only ankle socks) now, my attire like shit.. hais.. lets reflect on those bad stuffs i have done.. mayb some forgotten larhs.. but den, still can reflect.. bad stuffs that had happened also can larhs.. =((
-i started with annoying some teachers.. i am really sorry...
-then, during NP camp, i guai lan my senior.. sorry also...
-then, i posted alot alot of things bad on my blog... sorry..
-then when shermaine, made lizhong's things spoil, i was damn angry and i went to push her.. got an offence slip for that...
-april, my mood started to turn bad bad...
-june, during frisbee training, one junior rude to me, i scolded her damn badly.. though she is wrong, but i have no rights to scold her..
-when my uniform came, i started off with buttoning all my buttons.. but now, none..
-then, one NP training, i accidentally pushed jeanette, and caused her to sprain her leg... although she keep on say not my fault, but i feel that it is mine.. sorry...
-august, my dad was hospitalised, cause of stroke.. my mood turned damn down, and then i keep on guai lan people...
-xavier was very guai lan.. he made jeanette, and then i went to take his things and threw down the building.. got scolded for that.. hais..
-i started throwing things out of the window.. teacher found out and scolded me... i was lucky, that my teacher did not call my parents.. neither did she give me an offence slip..
-september, frisbee zonals, i scolded a guy until very badly, cause he misbehaved.. i know i have a very bad temper.. but i cant control. =((
-then i started not to wear school shoelaces.. bad bad..
-one NP training, i made a senior damn angry.. i ran 1 round around the school, despite she telling me to wait for her.. although i did heard it, i told her i dint.. =(( sorry for lying.. then i guai lan her... she nv scold me, but i know she is very angry.. hais...
-then school started.. went to tuition centre, that day i dint knw wad happened to me.. then, i went into a K2 class, a small guy was like damn rude to me, and i shouted at him, until he almost cried... when his mum came to fetch him, and he told his mum, his mum come and talk to my ex-tuition teacher.. although i keep on say it not my fault, but den that guy is still so young, i shouldn't have done that...
-one day, i went to McD to study... supposed to go library, but then it was full.. then, i went McD, then i sat at a plae which was damn noisy.. so, i changed to another place.. den when i was walkin to that place, a small girl, i dnno wad age, stared at me.. den, i stared bac at her.. when i sat down, her whole family was like starin at me.. her father even shouted at me, saying : stare wad stare ? (deng shen me deng, chinese)
-one science lesson, i attituded my science teacher.. she called me not to go and throw things, i dint listen and went to throw it..
-on that same day, lizhong was fooling around, calling me names.. i was damn angry, i stood up and pushed him.. i almost pushed him down his chair.. i am really sorry lizhong.. =(((
-then recently, i keep on guai lan my family members also.. hais..
i am rotten...
nothing is ever important .
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