woke up, and found myself hot hot.. sick.. hais.. den mum went down to check if the clinic downstairs got open nt.. sians.. nv open.. i was damn weak then.. then mum say bring me go to the clinic at the market one.. since, i was like very sick, better go mahs.. if nt, wait until tmr will get worse derhs.. so went there.. walked damn slowly, cause i was very weak, and like no more energy like tt.. den see the doctor.. nth much larhs.. just tt i fever,flu and cough.. hais.. den i came home first, whilst mum went to the market and buy things.. took the medicine and found out tt i need to take 7pills.. argh !! all the medicine also take 2 caps/3times a day.. hais.. but mum say if tmr i ok lerhs.. only need to take those i nt ok de part.. yay !! =)))) den slept.. eat the medicine become very drowsy.. den woke up to eat lunch, eat medicine again, den nw come to blog lorhs.. very sian.. whole day sleep only.. hais.. i hate to b sick !!!
i am really disappointed with myself.. i want to change my attitude, and become a better juliana.. a juliana which everyone will like.. a juliana, with a better attitude.. but, i just dnno why.. i just keep on want to show attitude, want to guailan ppl.. i know tt she cares for me.. and she likes her daughter.. but, i just cant control myself.. i really cant.. i feel like giving up.. but i know i cant.. i cant let more ppl be disappointed in me.. i cant let those that cared, helped and taught me alot of things, be disappointed in me.. i really want to be a good person... but, can i ?? people that does very small things to me, i want to show them attitude/guailan them already... how can i be good ??? i have made alot alot of mistakes for the past 10months.. i want to change.. i will try to change one.. =))
nothing is ever important .
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