its fast.. a blink of an eye, my sec1 journey is ending, embarking on a new sec2 journey.. remincing of the past, where i was still holding on, tight to notorious6/1.. its not that i have forgotten all the other 39 notorians, with me for 2yrs.. some even more.. some still with me.. =) but, i have learnt to let go.. let go of the past... remembering when i first stepped into secondary school life.. i cant manage, and seem to b in a primary school mood.. hahas.. making seniors mad at me, was like something fun to me then.. and i definitely wont apologise when i make them angry.. but, now.. i guess not only will i apologise.. i will also have a small sence of guilty in me... now, unlike the pass, i am a better joker.. and mayb, ppl regard me as a clown ? i dn mind actually, as if i can see a sad person, because of my joke, my foolishness or even my small encouragements, become happy, i will b happy.. mayb i have also become a more devoted buddhist ? in the past, i nv prayed to the altar of the various god at home.. i nv offer any joss stick, unless particular reasons.. but now, i tink i do such stuffs almost everyday.. =)) although i think i have grown matured, but i tink i have become rotten too.. my temper was so so so much better last time.. but now, its like so damn bad.. and my vulgarities.. getting from bad, to worse.. i think my mum got shocked, when she heard me saying vulgarities last week.. but, eventually she broke into a small laugh.. hahs... i guess i take after my dad.. my dad is like a bad bad bad tempered person.. whoever makes him unhappy or makes him mad, he will make tt person mad.. and he always stands up for the truth.. which is like me.. hahahas !! often, i also want to find fault with people.. hahahs.. and alot of time, yizhen keep on call me cool down mans.. but in the end, i still push away her hand, and did foolish stuffs.. hais..

frm wad i heard from a friend, when she just knew me, she thought tt i am a cool cool person, that does not know how to care for people.. =PP but, after knowing me, she told me i am friendly.. hehehes.. actually, i am not a cold cold person.. i am warmth !! warmth blooded !! =) i also very friendly.. but, dnno why, got ppl scared of me lehs.. hahas.. mayb when i damn bad mood.. cause when i damn bad mood, everything also bad one.. =))))