i feel useless.. i cant do anything well.. first, my hand injured.. but, its going to recover soon !! can go and kill tiger liao.. den, now is my studies.. last night, my mum just told me that if i fail my english, i have to go tuition.. and i practically hate to go tuition.. i dn wan.. but i just cant bring myself to study.. everyday sit infront of the computer, den will not go other places already.. hais.. EOY is coming soon.. less than a month.. i want to study !! i will try to bring myself to study.. =)) hope others are the same !! =))

i know my flaws already.. but i just cant change.. i have went through the tough way of learning, but then it still does not work.. i keep on make the same mistake.. i have always been telling people to cherish those around them, stay happy, and blablabla.. but, i have not.. i tell people all those things, but then i cant do it.. i am really useless..

is it really true that humans are bad ?? why cant we just do things correctly, and we will save the trouble, of going to learn by the hard way.. and when we learn by the hard way, we will have alot of regrets.. and become sad.. i dnno why.. sometimes, i find myself, sad suddenly.. i really dn wish such things to happen to me, again.. hais...

study hard hard, future bright bright

study soft soft, future dark dark