a new week have started.. grr.. sians.. EOYs is like here , in less than 5 days.. i am rather scared.. hahas.. there is still alot of revision undone, and tons of homework to b done everyday.. and i am like very tired everyday.. hais.. still got use a while of com a day la.. but its like rather stressed up.. den frustrated.. hais.. =(( den when i frustrated, its like volcano erupted lo.. lols !!
i am trying very hard, to make myself mugg everyday, continuosly, so as to finish on time, those syllabus, for me to revise.. so that i wont fail any subjects.. hais.. still tryin very hard to cure my brain cramp.. hahas !! =)) everyday in school now, is like keep on revising.. den go home, just homework, and i will try to do abit of revision, then use comp.. den night try to revise, or read a book.. by night time, which its time to sleep, i will be damm tired.. den morning will b like keep on have hard time to wake up.. hahas !! but i will nv b late ok.. i am always earlier by 5 mins.. at least its early.. hahas !! =))
i always carry this fear.. the fear of losing someone whom i really cherish.. everytime i see him suffer, its as though i am suffering.. it pains in my heart.. really.. i want to cherish him, but i always in the end "guai lan" him, rude to him.. i really dn wan.. but i cant control.. really cant... i really dnno wad to do liaos.. i feel lost.. a feelin , indescribable.. hais..
nothing is ever important .
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