back !! went m'sia yesterday, just came bac.. rather fun though.. but as soon as i reached there, i had a serious headache.. den i sleep liao.. hahahs !! go there also only eat sleep eat sleep, never do much de.. is only very long nv go, den just go lo.. lol !! see see grandparents also not bad wad.. better than i stay at home, use comp.. lol !! nothing much to say.. very very tired man.. today headache also.. sians.. feel like i am going to b sick soon~~! but i wont ! =PP i will stay healthy always de ... hahahs !!
he seems to be detiorating, instead of improving.. seeing him like this, makes me feel very sad.. hais.. he is like walking like want to fall, and always like "sian sian" like tt.. see him like that, also feel "sian sian".. hais.. i really wish that he can be like before, going to work and overseas to find his friends and blablabla.. but, this is truly impossible already.. hais.. i never know, wad will happen to him next.. mayb a fall, and leads to him to never b able to stand up, and walk and drive again.. at least now, he can still walk abit, and drive for some distance.. he is like having different conditions at different times.. he can be feeling good today, and bad after that.. hais.. no one can predict life...
grandparents seem to grow alot older already.. all like not as good as before.. the family ties between them seems to drift.. hais.. why cant people just tolerate abit ?? he is old already leh.. turning 90 soon.. just speak softer abit nia.. den everyone also happy wad.. why must make people all become not happy leh ?? hais.. why life like that de ? cant just everything good, and no bad ar ?? hais..
nothing is ever important .
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