morning woke up later abit, cause its wednesday.. carried my full-u and blablabla, so heavy, and then i go there, the NP board change the thing, and it become wear PT, no need bring full-u .. walao ! was like damn shocked la.. then english common test was disasterous.. nt enough time.. den anyhow do.. hais.. sure fail de.. then english, was ok.. nth much .. =)) recess ate.. was hungry.. or shld i say i dn wan to eat lunch, so i eat recess ?? lol !! then had science.. did experiments.. sianz... cant go physics lab .. dnno why leh.. the lab nt close anymore liao.. then geog.. was not bad.. nth much actually.. history was fun !! had a great laugh !! =)))) loved it alot.. then lunch, went to study abit.. homework period was bored.. had to study for geog, as the 2nd period for homework period was geog common test.. was real bad mood.. cause, i know tt nothing could go into my mind.. and when i got the paper, i knew i would fail already.. then when i finish, i straight away lie down.. a few drops of tears came out.. disapointed.. then when NP was starting, i was in damn no mood.. before it started, i had watery eyes.. my eyes was red.. i kind of got better.. we had campcraft.. nt bad.. thought tt i would b happy liao.. but then after PT, was games... i was like nt interested.. den starting is show abit of attitude la.. den when playing, we was playing somewhere near the parade ground, dnno where is it.. i dint play.. den i was like sit there, do nothing.. yingsiew see liao, come and scold.. say i either play, or go run 2 rounds.. i chose the run 2 rounds.. den she was like want to wear her shoe, while talking to another NCO, den i told her i go myself.. den i started to run liao.. after i finished my first round, passing by parade square, alot NCO ask where i go .. den i tell them lo.. den jeannete told me yingsiew wan to see me.. den go see her la.. lol ! den i saw her like disapointed.. hais.. she say she got tell me cant go on my own.. but i dint hear.. den she just call me go and play lo.. den i had watery eyes again.. cause i know i have disapointed alot of people.. throughout the games, i was like nv play lo.. den i went to apologised to her.. she said its ok.. hais.. it made me feel worse.. =(( then had debrief.. den went to wait for jeannete, den i go home.. at the bus-stop, wait damn long la.. hais.. den reached home, eat den tell parents today the tests, confirm fail liao.. they was like blaming tt i use to much comp.. hais.. dint know tt such stuffs would happen.. real bad mood today....
i dn want to do it, but i did.. regrets.. i dn like to go home nowadays, cause when i go home, mum will nag, and then dad will show me a suffering face.. i thought tt i had got happy again liao.. but what had happened today, brought me back to who i was.. i really hope that i will cheer myself up.. i know tt my friends wan that to happen.. for this, i will really try my best..
regrets..
nothing is ever important .
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